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Wednesday, December 28, 2011

The ends of 2011 and the start of 2012

Ay yo yo~~
Wassup people~
How are your day~?
Feeling lazy and hoping for the New Year Eve to arrive~?
Hahaha..

3 more days and the year 2011 is going to end already..
After that,is the legendary year 2012..
Which is says would be the year where the world is going to an end~!
Fuck That Shit~!
Imma just live it like nobody else business..

Looking back on this year..
Not much really happen on me also..
But...
I do enjoy my 2011...
Parties and outing..
Meeting new people...
I will be looking forward to my 2012..
Hope it would be more fun and exciting..

And ya..
This coming Sunday..
Which is 1st of January 2012..
It's one of my bro big day..
It's his wedding day...
Me and my friend will be his best men...
Hopefully we won't face some pretty tough tasks lar...
Hahaha...

p/s: Congratulation Mr.Lee.. fast fast have a baby then.. hahahaha

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

13.12.2011

大家好哦~~~
我来噜~~!
我觉得我真的该严厉的检讨检讨自己一下下咯。。
整天都荒废了这里。。
原本还有点生气的地方现在却变成死气沉沉了。。
绝对不能再这样继续下去~!!
NO WAY~!!!

好了。。
不啰嗦。。
话说现在已经是清晨五点二十二分。。
对~!
你绝对没看错~!!
就是清晨~~~!

在近来的一个多月里。。
我几乎都是在这种时间才可以入眠。。
不对~!
是准备入眠。。
原因无他。。
就是因为近期开始了我的临时工。。
几乎都是到半夜两点。。
而且很多时候没工也是会稍微过去下。。
因为这毕竟是我的责任。。
然而。。
很多时候,放工了却未必能直接回家。。
原因?
当然是跟同事们喝喝茶,联络联络下感情咯。。
通常那样一喝下来,就是到了差不多三点多要四点才能回家。。
而回到家之后,当然也就是少不了洗下身体还有上下网。。
不知不觉就会到了清晨。。
我当然也知道。。
这个是我该死。。
自己要这样的。。
所以怨不得别人~~
但是日子一久,我也好像发现到身体有点在搞抗议了。。
老毛病都回来找我聚一聚了。。。
真的好希望我可以好好休息休息。。。
只能每天在睡前对自己说:
“忍忍吧~~!23号你就可以回到自己的家了~~~”
我真的是想家了我。。。

好了。。
要去准备会周公了。。
全世界早安。。
在此同时。。
让我跟大家说声。。。。
晚安~!


p/s:可能今年的圣诞我不用一个人过哦~~~ 有个傻瓜陪我~~~ 哈哈哈~~


Sunday, November 27, 2011

一个人在宿舍的夜晚

哇哈哈哈~~
突然间发现我慢慢、慢慢的变成越来越懒惰了。。
因为。。
一个不小心,我就荒废了我的部落格整整半个月了。。
是时候改改我这懒惰的习惯了吧~?
x)

最近的我。。
可是很想尝试当个很有担当的男人哦~~~
结果。。
却把自己搞到忙得跟什么似的。。
连自己的生活作息也完完全全的影响到了。。
而且,透过这样的一个经验,我可真的学到了一些东西。。

我可是有史以来第一次当了一个那么大规模团队的组长。。
不过我自认我真的没那个本事来率领这么一大班人。。
当我看到其他的组长都做得很好,我也有看看自己。。
然后好像发现都自己都不怎么样。。
也从没好好的向组员们介绍自己。。
还真的是有点烂透了。。
不过,再多几天总算挨过去了。。
到时能成功与否还是必须看看这几天能完成些什么。。

我也终于尝试到了当一个主管的滋味。。
原来主管外表看起来好像很轻松那样,结果是比普通员工还要更辛苦些。。
我也领悟到了:当一个人的权力越大,那所需要付出的努力也会变得越多。。
我的工作岗位就犹如一个中间人一般。。
老板要说什么,我帮忙传达。。
然后员工有什么,我也帮忙传达。。
再来就是管理员工还有分配工作。。
然后当然就是想个方法可以老板员工两边都可以兼顾到的方法咯。。

当然。。
我会把这些责任往身上也不是没有原因。。
我想锻炼下自己,看自己能到哪里。。
然后就是好奇我可以承受到多大的压力。。
看要多大的压力才能把我给逼疯。。
哈哈哈。。

不过,我真的希望可以有点时间好好休息一下了。。
毕竟我是个不睡午觉的人。。
而且也那么久没好好睡过、放松过了。。
打算趁着有假期的时候好好充电充电一番。。

看来也是时候我去睡觉噜~~
不然到时候又有人向我家的慈禧太后告御状咯~~~
晚安了~~

Friday, November 11, 2011

我累了。。

我真的累了。。
也许。。
近日来,我自己把太多太多的东西都往身上扛。。
搞到自己喘不过气来。。
身体上的疲惫,再加上心灵上的疲惫。。
造就了现在的我。。
对什么我都觉得够了。。
这样就好了。。
不想再期望更多、得到更多了。。
只想。。
能有个机会,让自己能够充分的休息休息。。

躲猫猫。。
也许是个我不擅长的游戏。。
也许是我的耐心还不够好。。
现在,我也不想再追了。。
如果你想继续躲,我也不追了。。
因为。。
我真的累了。。

Sunday, November 6, 2011

《那些年我们一起追的女孩》

刚刚去看了九把刀所执导的电影《那些年我们一起追的女孩》。。
那是一部适合大家一起观赏的一部电影。。
无论是和朋友、伴侣。。
学生或是社会人士。。
都很适合。。
因为这部片很好笑,但也有感动的一面。。
而且还会勾起很多回忆。。。
当然,如果是跟伴侣一起看的话一定会更加棒。。
你们可以透过电影,然后回忆起你们之间的点点滴滴。。
然后会很自然的会心一笑。。


而刚刚我在欣赏着这部电影时。。
在一些场景,竟然浮现了你的影子。。
就那么的停留在我脑海里。。
久久不能离去。。
前几天才跟你聊起一些事。。
那时候的你问了我,为什么是你?
而我也顺理成章的回答了一连串的答案。。
但殊不知,我却忘了。。
喜欢,是没有为什么的。。
说的出来的喜欢,并不是真正的喜欢。。
我多么想我可以像戏里的柯景腾那样。。
当个笨蛋,什么都不懂的大笨蛋。。
也许,那样可能会好一点。。
但是,事实是我并不可能像他那样。。
因为经历了些挫折、打击。。
已经不可能再像以前那么的单纯。。
也不可能像以前那么热血了。。


“我想成为一个很厉害的人。因为有了我,让这个世界而有一点点的不一样。而我的世界,不过就是你的心。”




Saturday, November 5, 2011

now and after


Maybe for now i might hurt those people that i love & care the most..
but i am willing to bear anything,do anything,sacrifice anything for them to make sure they will be better,happier and full with laughter..
even is trading my soul to the devil and i'll also say I DO~!
everything will be considered before me..EVERYTHING~!

Maybe you will think that i am acting, bluffing or lying..
but i know those who knows me deep inside will take this seriously...
as i have already sent the message to them during daily interaction with them..
only those that know the other sides of me that i have been hiding under my mask all the time..

I just want to see people around me are happy and full of joy..
but not full sorrow and sadness..
i can help to share and bear those sorrow and sadness in order to see laughter on the face..
cause i do like to see smiley face rather than sad face..

Every night before sleep..
i will always imagine that how great it is if i have the special power that can cure people from sadness and let them live happily...
maybe you can say that i am immature..
but it is all i want..
if i can choose to be a thing..
i will choose to be a diary..
cause no matter happy or sad..
people will tell me..
when they tell me sad thing, they will feel better after that..
i might see a smile on the face after they have told their things..
when they tell me happy thing, they will feel happier after that...
and that is how i want them to be..

it's 5 o'clock in the morning..
here's a song for you guys..
and i am going to sleep..

p/s: don't judge a book by its cover, and i am the book that need you to read thoroughly and deeply understand..


Thursday, November 3, 2011

喜事又一桩~!

哈哈。。
今年朋友们还真的是好消息不断。。
就像今天。。
多一个兄弟也开始步入了人生的另一个阶段了。。
携着他的伴侣,共同组成了一个家。。

这次。。
也是我第二次担任朋友的兄弟。。
而这次。。
我们可是穿着篮球装扮跟着新郎去娶新娘的哦~~


这次在迎娶新娘的过程中,兄弟们可说是一路过关斩将,没在怕的啦~~!
哈哈哈。。

多下就要去喝他们的喜酒了。。
希望他们可以恩恩爱爱、长长久久、幸福美满。。。
祝福他们。。

Monday, October 24, 2011

事与愿违

现实往往都不会如我们所预期的那样。。
一般,都会是与我们的期望有所出入。。
就如我只想你能给我照顾你的机会那样。。
你却一直都不是很想给。。
明明觉得我们之间的距离好像有再慢慢的缩短了。。
但事实却是我们之间仿佛就像已经被设定了一样。。
无论我怎么做,都好像没办法追到你、触碰到你。。
你就像是那天上耀眼的星星,很美,却触摸不到。。
而我,就像是被判了无期徒刑的犯人般,什么都做不了。。
我该怎么办?
我真的害怕有一天我会完完全全的累了。。
累到什么都不管了。。
而你会察觉到什么吗~?

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

久违的更新

嗨~~
大家~~
你们好啊~~~
我来更新了~~~

你们一定会以为我疯了是吗~?
这么迟了不睡还跑来更新部落格~
哈哈哈。。

我能告诉你们的是。。
近期以来。。
我一直都是这样。。
也不懂到底哪里出了错。。
到了晚上会‘sibeh’不能睡。。
不是觉得肚子空空睡不到,就是累到要死了头脑还不想休息。。
有没有一些良策来解决我的问题呢~??
因为一直这样下来搞到我早上都很没有精神。。
即使睡了八个钟也是一样的累。。
如果睡少一点的话会在起床时很精神。。
不过不到几个小时又再很累很想睡觉了。。
我需要一些解决方案~!

唉~~
多几天就要回金宝咯~~~
因为下个星期一就开学了~~
成绩的话,应该明早醒来就可以看了吧~~
担心、焦虑。。
但是也没用。。
只能听天由命。。
谁叫自己都不怎么用功。。
所以出来的成绩也只能到那里罢了咯。。
活该、该死~!

一次又一次,一次又一次~~
每次都说要努力用功。。
结果呢~?!
都在干些没用的事情。。
怎么我那么集中不到啊~?!
是不是我的态度不对~??!


Tuesday, September 27, 2011

忙忙忙~~

上个星期六和星期日是我行程算蛮满的两天。。
因为我有个篮球兄弟结婚了。。
而我和一班好兄弟也顺理成章的当了他的兄弟。。
星期六晚上就得去女方那里的宴会。。
然后星期日早上就是娶新娘的日子咯。。
还好姐妹不算难搞。。
可说是轻松过关。。
当然是少不了一些好玩的事。。
不过就有点懒惰讲~~哈哈哈。。
忙完了娶新娘的事情之后就是宴会了。。
而我又再度成为了大家的目标。。
很想看我醉就是了。。
哈哈哈。。
宴会完了就回到新郎家去聊聊。。
聊了些些东西之后就跟几个朋友到附近的酒吧继续第二轮咯。。
但是也喝了一下就回家了。。


看着朋友开始嫁的嫁、娶的娶。。
那幸福美满的感觉可是充斥着心坎。。。
对未来的感情路上再有了憧憬。。
希望会实现吧~

期待11月3号,另一次当兄弟的时候了。。
哈哈~~

是时候睡觉噜~~
大家晚安~~
=D

Saturday, September 17, 2011

相隔超久的一篇

哇~~~~
看来我好像很久都没更新到我的部落格咯~~~
今天还是第一次用新的平台来写。。
几新鲜下~~~
哈哈哈~~

最近还真的是够懒了。。
怎么能那么就都不更新。。
都差多要三个星期了噜~~~

不过最近也没特别的事情发生。。
生活还是一如往常一样过。。
而且最近也都在忙考试。。
虽然是说在忙。。
但是永远都不知道自己在忙什么。。。
很矛盾对不对~?
我也这样觉得。。。
今天也刚考完了第三个科目的考试了。。
成绩应该也预料得到了。。
所以基本上是没什么心情。。
现在就只剩下下个星期五的最后一个考试。。
然后就要立马赶回家里了。。
因为隔两天可是需要扮演重要的角色哦~~
(朋友结婚,当朋友的兄弟,第一次咧~~)
所以这几天也要多照顾一下身体了。。
要以最好的状态出击。。
哈哈哈~~

虽说最近的日子都过得平平无奇。。
但是还是会有一些小插曲发生的。。
就如上个星期那样。。
我第一次接触到喝醉酒的女生。。
超可爱、超好笑的~~!!
不止跟牛料天说再见。。
而且沿途也跟那些柱子说嗨~~~
还自我介绍呢~~
怕死没人认识她那样。。
我也只能在一旁静静的看这一些画面。。
然后偷偷的笑~!

好吧~~
我也辞穷了~~
就到这里吧~~
晚安~~

p/s:我是独孤九剑的第XXX代掌门人~~因为我够独,孤独~~!XDD

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Random 13

Hey yo~
Haha~~
Long time no see....
I apologize for abandoning my blog again...
SORRY~~~!
=)

Kinda bored this few weeks..
Nothing much happen actually but i'll still squeeze something out from my boring life..
XD

Currently..
I am lazying at my sweet home..
Where i have back here for half month already..
Did few things that i wish to do long times ago..
- Start driving car ( start to go out more already~! XD )
- Meet my "sis" Yew Yew finally
- Tried some new dessert shop which i think is not so bad...
- And etc.

But..
The thing i want to do the most..
Which is watch movie with someone did not manage to complete due to some timing problem..
Yet i know that there's always another time...
So i'm going to sit and wait for the time to come...
Hahaha..

I think that's all for tonight..
Sleep well~
=)

p/s: I hope one day i can have the chance to hold your hand and say the sweetest 3 words to you face to face

Saturday, August 20, 2011

心中的激动

为何我的心情突然变得难以平静下来~?
为何会一直想着你的事情~?
为何??

我们不是连面都还没见过吗~?
怎么我的心会有那么强烈的动静~??

我很期待跟你出来见面的那一天。。
但是。。
如果那天你朋友找你的话,我愿意延迟我们原本所订的时间。。
好让你能跟你的朋友好好聚一聚~~
虽然我会带着一点点失望,但是这算不了什么。。

开始思绪凌乱。。
该停笔了。。

晚安。。
(请原谅我今晚的文章,都是些问号还有胡言乱语。。 >.<)

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Feeling Glad

I am so glad that you are willing to call me up regarding concern bout me...
I do really appreciated it..
And maybe this is a sign of hope for me?

It's a short update for tonight..
Good night~~!

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Monday, August 1, 2011

bye bye July, hello August

Time do flies~~
Today already is the first day of the new month...
So last night i decided not to waste the last of July..
Therefore i went out yam cha at McDonald with a friend of mine till today morning..
(although start from 12am last night it was already the first day of July in the lunar calendar = ghost month)
Hahaha~~
Having some men's talks there...
Discussing and talking nonsense...
It do feels good..
But the result of staying up all night and having too much coffee is makes me feel not so well..
Stomach not feeling good...
And my body was so tired...

Regarding of my birthday..
I do feel very surprised that a bunch of friend of mine will celebrate it for me..
I do feel warm..
I do appreciated..
And I would like to say a thousands thanks to them...
It really do makes my day...
Nice to have you all as friends...

It's a brand new month...
So i hope everything will be okay as usual...
And i hope that my birthday's wish gonna works this time...
Don't let me down again...
* Finger-crossed *

I think that's all for now...
Gonna come back here updates some news about me soon...
Do stay tuned~~

p/s: little help to ask from you all....help me click on the nuffnang's ads on the top right corner of my blog ya~~ thanks a lot~~~! cheers~~~ =)

Saturday, July 30, 2011

模糊不清

是我。。对你动了心?
还是纯粹的聊得来?

是你。。也和我一样??
还是只是跟我比较好聊?

是我。。该采取行动?
还是继续观察?

一串串的问题在我脑海里闪过。。
这些问题多数都围绕着你。。
我现在可模糊了。。
完全看不清。。
有可能是我一厢情愿。。
也有可能是我会错意。。
而且也没能从你那边得到一些讯息。。
完全不知道该不该行动。。
虽然在谈话之中确实能感觉得到点你的关心。。
但是我还是没能说服我自己去行动。。
也许我是窝囊了点。。
害怕失败?
但这样可又不是很像我。。
我到底是怎么了?!!
平常对朋友的恋爱问题给予意见及建议的我。。
竟然在自己遇到的时候却无计可施??!!
可笑也~~!!
啊~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!
呐喊~!! 呐喊~!!!!!

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

把你弄哭~

在床上翻来覆去了将近一个钟头。。
结果还是无法入眠。。
还是得把脑海里的字句都写出来吧~~

今天。。
其实整个下午也没什么特别的事情发生。。
不过。。
到了晚上晚餐时间过后。。
就发生了一些小插曲。。

好奇是什么事吗?
好好听我慢慢说吧~

晚餐过后。。
我就想起了个小傻瓜还没回复我的信息。。
所以我就发了封信息问她到家了没。。
结果她跟我说,她刚从诊所回来。。
我话不多说的就拨了通电话给她。。
讲着、讲着~~
我竟然一个不小心就把她弄哭了。。
而且还哭得稀里哗啦的。。
而在电话另一头的我。。
可是急得如热锅上的蚂蚁。。。
是多么的想给她一个拥抱。。
再加上一些安慰。。
好让她别再哭了。。
但是现实上却没办法办到。。
因为我跟她可是分隔两地。。
(而且我也不懂她宿舍是几号 =P)
所以根本就没办法。。
听着她在电话那头一直的哭。。
然后一边的把一直以来所受的委屈慢慢的说出来。。
听着她这样哭。。
我的心也仿佛就来被她给哭碎了。。
又帮不到她什么。。
还真的是有点难受。。。

从跟小傻瓜的谈话中。。
我知道她很想尝试要独立。。
但是却错误地以为独立就是凡事都要往自己的肩上扛。。
所以造成她现在的压力。。
然后压得她喘不过气来。。
不过我对她是有信心的。。
我相信她一定能克服这一切的一切。。
然后达到她的目标。。
真正变成一个能独立的女生。。

在最后。。
我想对小傻瓜说:(如果她看到的话~)
我知道你受了很多委屈。。
而且没有地方发泄出来。。
所以就一直闷在心里。。
搞得自己时不时就会emo。。
但是。。
现在没关系了啊。。
现在有我帮你分担啊。。
有什么说不出来的可以对着我说。。
有什么委屈也可以对着我说。。
如果想哭也可以在我面前哭。。
我会给你肩膀靠。。
而我也不会笑你。。
还有你要好好照顾自己。。
别时常不吃东西挨饿。。
我可会担心死的哦~~

我想。。
是时间去睡了。。
晚安噜~~

p/s:看到这篇文章可别杀掉我哦~~~ =P

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

美丽的月亮

在刚才从麦当当回来的路途中。。
在驾着摩托车的我。。
被微亮的夜空吸引了过去。。
抬头一望。。
却发现了那一轮高挂在夜空上皎洁的月亮。。。
呵呵呵。。
今晚的月亮可是分外的明亮、美丽动人。。。
看着看着。。
我也看得入了神。。
在这同时。。
心里一股空虚的感觉却突如其来的涌出来。。。
害得我有觉睡不得。。。
到现在我都还不知道该怎么处理。。
还真的很头痛呢~~~
难不成又要是彻夜难眠的一晚吗
我可不想啊~~~~~!!!!
救救我啊~~~!!!

月亮虽美,
但却美得太过孤独。。
也只有在寂静的夜里。。
当人们都入眠的时候才得以慢慢的欣赏。。
虽说月亮有繁星的陪伴。。
但是往往都会因月亮而忽略了它们的存在。。。

你。。
仿佛就是那轮皎洁的明月。。
那么的动人。。
我。。
愿意选择当月亮身边的繁星中的一颗不起眼的星星。。
默默地存在着。。
因为我深深地明白。。
要形成一幅美丽的画。。
就必须两者兼具、缺一不可。。
只要两者都在。。
才能构成一幅美丽又动人的画。。

p/s:奇怪。。今天的脑子怪怪的。。怎么会跑出这些文字来我也不知道。。如果看了觉得很困扰的话就ignore我吧~~~哈哈哈~!

晚安咯~~

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Monday, July 18, 2011

Midterm tests end

Wassup readers~!
Miss me~??!
Muahaha...
I guess not..

Yup...
I come up here to say that my midterm tests are end already...
Just for now...
Cause there's gonna be another last one in few more weeks time..
And now...
It's time to work on the holy S**T assignments already...
Hmm...
Busy busy busy...
Must start working on them already...
Cause i plan to go back hometown either this week or next week..(if possible!!)
I hope my family and my hometown friends don't miss me too much..
Muahahaha~~

I'm gonna end this post right now...
Cause it's kinda late already...
4.25am already~!!!
So, good night and have a nice sleep...
See ya~!

p/s:10 more days to go...

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

random 12

Hello peeps~!
Long time no see...
Hahahaha...

Today..
I am going to come up here and just post a very short update...
Not long ago from now..
I just celebrate a friend's birthday at his house..
Had a fun time with bunch of friends and the birthday boy...
All fooling around and laugh...
Hahaha...
It's fun alright~!!

And now...
I think i should go and have some rest cause tomorrow i still need to attend class...
on 2PM~!!!
Hahaha...

See ya real soon~~~!!
Good night~
=D

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

random 11

Its already July..
I have passed half of the year 2011..
Time do flies..
And this is my first post for July...
Nothing much happen so far...
Everything is just in its normal condition..
For my study...
I still havent really been to all the classes..
And start from tomorrow..
It's my midterm test week
..but i still haven't finish study...
Later still have to wake up and study..
And i just realized that i am getting older already...
As not long away from today..
I gonna turn 23 already...
Just weeks away only..
I think..........
I should start thinking for my wishlists maybe???!
Hahaha...
I just see what i gonna wish for when it's my birthday week...
So..STAY TUNED~~!!!!
Cause maybe you will start laughing after see my wishlist..
For now..
Good night and sweet dreams~!

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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

此刻

不知从什么时候开始。。
我已经习惯了在寂静的深夜里。。
独自一人的躺在床上。。
看着房间里的天花板。。
然后开始漫无目标的在脑海里胡思乱想。。
有时候会想到未来的事情。。
有时候却会回想以前。。
也有时候会想想最近。。
常常想着想着,不知不觉累了就睡着了。。
也许,这就是我的生活方式吧~
暂时来说。。这是最适合我的。。
无论白天、下午或晚上。。
到了夜深人静的深夜里。。
就是属于我的时间与空间。。。
现阶段的我也只有在这短短的时间里。。
可以让我无忧无虑、自由自在的享受这属于我的时间。。
让我可以在这个时间里做了一些不可思议、摆脱现实的梦。。
而不需要去顾虑到其他人。。
也许,这是我正在逃避现实的方法之一吧~~
现实是无情的。。
所以我只能趁着这短短的时间,让自己暂时的逃离。。
就像工作到累垮了然后去度个假那样。。
暂时卸下心中沉重的石头,暂时透下气。。
等到天再次的亮了。。
就必须要重新回到工作岗位。。
重新的面对那无情的现实生活。。
但我相信这样周而复始下去的话。。
很快。。
连我这短短的时间。。
属于我的时间和空间。。
也将会被现实给剥夺去了。。
毕竟我现在勉强算是个学生。。
还没正式的踏出社会。。
所以还有闲功夫可以这么做。。
但一旦我开始进入社会。。
能继续这么做的机会应该会是近乎于零。。
所以只能趁现在好好的珍惜。。
以后就只好留给以后再打算了~~!



(如果各位读者们觉得读了这篇文章后毫无头绪的话,我在此先向你们说声抱歉。因为这篇文章是我直接把填满了我脑海里的一字一句照写出来而已,没经过任何的修改或是调整。希望读者们可以体谅体谅~~谢谢!)

Sunday, June 26, 2011

random 10

started to settle down a bit in the new hostel already...
feeling quite nice...
room is quite big...
but the dust also quite many...
makes me a bit lazy to sweep the floor..
hahaha...

but now as i move to my new hostel..
thinking of what i gonna eat for my breakfast, lunch, dinner is a big task for me!
as i already don't know what to eat exactly...
(i'm so lame right? XD)
everyday need to worry bout what to eat, where to eat and even who to eat with..
(but usually will eat alone if didn't ask earlier...HAHAHA~~~)

start going to class and try to form assignment group for the assignment..
hoping everything still can make it in time...
and hope to get more friends as i don't wanna always eat alone...
hahaha...
hope this semester's result gonna be good and save me from this misery already...

this is quite a random post~
so don't let me make my dear readers read till blur blur o~~~
XDD

good night~!

Monday, June 20, 2011

random 9

是否我的行为、态度还是很孩子气?
还是我证明不到我的成熟?
这时时都在困扰着我。。
因为我老爸老妈对我还是和多年以前一样呵护。。
还没完完全全的放下心。。
是我给不到他们信心?
我该怎么做?!!

暂时不理了。。

p/s:我老妈好像在帮我找着相亲对象了~~~  =.=""""""

Friday, June 17, 2011

月食以后~~

今晚的月亮看起来总觉得好像比平时的还要亮还要美。。
不管怎么看都好。。
仿佛经过昨晚的月全食以后。。
高高挂在夜空里月亮是越看越美、越看越着迷啊~~~
周围还有平时不是很清楚看得见的星星。。
就如正在欣赏一幅画那样。。
一幅由大自然下笔的一幅画。。
看着这幅明媚动人的画。。
觉得心里是平静的。。
但是不管多么的平静。。
总还是会起涟漪。。
谁来平息我心里的涟漪啊~?!

心情是糟的~~

Friday, June 10, 2011

1st time sitting at McD alone

Wah wah wah~~~
Just like the title said...
This was my FIRST TIME go to McDand sit down alone...
Usually there were a bunch of friends to go with...
But not tonight...
This is because i need to go and register for my subjects that i gonna take this semester...
BUT~~
I cant get into the website already...
Stupid~!!
Now how am i gonna start my class now?!!!
I dont wanna just taking 2 subjects in a long semester ar~~~~~!!!!!
HELP~!!!!

I'm gonna go back hometown tomorrow afternoon...
Damn~!
I need to figure it out ways to let me add the subject!!

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Back to Kampar (Late post)

Hmm..
I can see lots of dust in here as i have been abandoned here for sometimes already..
By now, i have already finish the 1st week of my new semester..
But my matters still haven't settle..
Maybe next week need to settle it cause i wanna start go to class already..
I don't want still sit at home..

During the end of my semester break..
Before I went back here, I have a gathering with my friend..
Drinking session is always the best..
And I love it a lots..
Appreciated that cause this maybe our last time go out drink like this?
Hahaha..

After come back to Kampar..
I have continuously go to basketball for almost a week already..
Dunno it's a good thing or bad thing for me..
As I told myself that i don't wanna play basketball again this semester..
But when i pass through the basketball court..
I can't control myself..
Hahaha..

Till yesterday morning..
There was no internet connection in my new hostel..
So it was quite boring for me as I got nothing to do..
But finally the contractor come install the internet sooner than the expected time..
So that i can stay connected...
Hahahaha..

My new housemate is quite nice..
He is from Bahau..
And he is taking foundation in science...
But I still need to find another housemate as now both of us share the rental of a house is quite heavy for us too..

I think that's all for now la..
I'll update again as soon as I got anything to write..
Hahaha..

p/s: Hoping i can get more friends soon la...

XDD

Thursday, May 19, 2011

三人游戏

Hmmm~~~~
最近。。
每当我在看些台湾的综艺节目时。。
都不难发现到。。
节目的话题都离不开“小三”这两个字。。
似乎这两个就代表着潮流似的。。
小三”这两个字我相信大部分的人都应该会懂是什么意思。。
尤其是那些有追偶像剧的人就更清楚不过了。。
那我就简单的再这里跟那些可能不知道的解释解释。。
小三”指的就是一段关系中以第三者的身份介入这段感情的人。。
也就是所谓的“狐狸精”、“二奶”、“小白脸”、“小狼狗”啦~
据我所知,“小三”这个名词是随着“犀利人妻”这部连续剧而爆红的。。
变相成为对一段感情第三者的最新、最潮的名词。。

自古以来。。
人们对爱情都是觉得、希望是一对一、一心一意的跟自己喜欢的人一起。。
虽然,免不了会有些外来者试图动摇这份专一的心。。
但是你可以发现到。。
从以前开始,哪个皇帝不是三妻四妾?
哪个古时候的男人不是娶多过一个妻子?
甚至到现在,有些人的家里是有好几个婆婆的。。
而妻妾之间的明争暗斗,可以精彩绝伦、紧张刺激这八个字来形容。。
到了近期。。
尤其是有了这部“犀利人妻”之后。。
小三们”的犀利招数更是慢慢一个一个从台面下浮到台面上来了。。
而这些所谓的三人游戏可不是说你想玩就能玩。。
还得要你有那么一点的机智、反应还有智慧才可以。。

也就是这一份刺激感。。
还有“小三”迅速的爆红。。
这三人游戏可越来越多人愿意参与。。
而且,大部分还是选定了要当那个红到发紫的“小三”。。
近期里,那些“小三们”可不是再畏畏缩缩了。。
而是他们开始公开承认他们是“小三”。。
而且还引以为傲呢~

我从节目中就听到过一个“小三”的超高、超狠的招数。。
话说A男是个妻管严。。
那男的当老婆说一,他绝对不敢做二。。
叫他蹲,他就不敢站。。
是个百分百的马子狗。。
而且老婆经常动不动就会检查手机什么的。。
试问,这种被老婆查得那么严、滴水不漏的男人,应该不会陷入三人游戏对不对?
但偏偏。。
所谓“道高一尺,魔高一丈”。。。
A男终于还是陷入了三人游戏里了。。
你们应该会好奇说那个“小三”到底是用了什么样的招数来得到A男的心吧?
那我就揭晓咯~
我们暂且在这里称那“小三”为B女吧。。
B女其实也没做了什么很特别的事情。。
A男很喜欢钻研股票,每一个交易日都会忙得不可开交。。
而B女为了要制造出跟A男之间有共同的话题。。
每天早上就去买了6份报纸。。
而且份份报纸都细心的读完。。
还特别喜欢看经济版。。
从中理解了一些投资的概念。。
久而久之。。
A男与B女之间就慢慢就借着讨论投资,衍生到一些日常的嘘寒问暖。。
甚至A男到最后还让B女来帮他的股票操盘。。
两人也慢慢、慢慢地走在一起了。。
但是你们一定会怀疑:他老婆不知道吗?不是查得很严吗?
是查得很严没错。。
不过A男的老婆还是不知道自己的老公已经跟B女好上了。。
还发生过关系了。。
关于沟通又不被抓包这一点。。
B女的智慧就真的是略胜一筹了。。
从她发的短信中就能看出些端倪了。。。

To : 经理
我已经帮你安排好今天的面试了。。
好几个是硕士毕业生。。
想想等下你要问些什么问题。。
你要雇用两个业务部、两个公关部。。
备取各一个。。
笔试这次就免了。。

简讯看起来很普通对不对?
就是在谈公事罢了嘛。。
简直就没什么特别嘛。。
但是如果你把以上的简讯拆成六句。。
然后把每一句的第一个字记下来。。
看看会是什么。。
=D
这只是“小三”B女想要对A男表达的情绪而以。。
另一则就是他们之间是如何沟通的。。

To : 经理
今天下午要开会。。
晚上要跟老板吃饭。。
可能要把文件带着。。
以备不时之需。。
来公司的时候记得不用买咖啡。。
我会帮你准备好。。
加两包奶精不加糖。。
麻烦可以不要迟到吗?

这简直就太神了。。
而且不是固定每次都第一行哦~
可能会随着不同的时候而换来换去的。。
只有他们两个当事人知道而已。。

正所谓:没有破坏不了的婚姻,只有不肯配合的“小三”
但是我还是奉劝。。
三人游戏还是不玩为妙。。
以为玩火自焚。。
分分钟到最后搞到家破人亡、众叛亲离。。

那就到此了各位。。
总算有了一篇比较有意思的文章了。。
晚安~~

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Exam over and The Last Party

Finally...
I have finish my exam on last Saturday..
Overall, not so good..
>.<
Hope result won't be so bad...
It was a tiring weeks for me..
Cause i always wake up during midnight and study..
Often cause myself not enough concentration during exam..
But the only time period i can remember stuff is during the early morning...
So, i think i'll just get used to it already..

Few days before my final paper..
I went to a party organized by a friend of mine..
This party for those entrepreneurship course student who graduate after the exam..
Then my friend got ask me whether i am going or not..
After consider that i won't be able to see them again..
Then i just accept the invitation and went for the party at Zero Degree/Revolution Ipoh..
That night was so awesome..
Dancing, Drinking with friends..
And i have lots fun...
Too bad when i'm just about to heated up..
The police came in for checking..
So WTF~!
After that they request the club to end its business hour early..
So we decided to go McDonalds to eat something before went back to sleep..
Me and my friends sleep in one of the friend house..








The next day..
We went to Jusco for movies..
We plan to watch the 'Fast Five' that day..
But when we reach there...
There were no more tickets for us already..
So we choose to watch 'Thor'...
Quite nice..
After watching the 'Thor'..
We still hoping to watch 'Fast Five' no matter how..
Yet..
When we reach another cinema to check for empty seats for the movie..
The answer is FULL~
So what to do...
They plan to go watch the next day..
But i can't follow them go already...
Cause i need to start my revision already...
Then we just eat our dinner and went back to Kampar..
And they do go for the movie 'Fast Five' the next day..
I am so sad cause i can't watch...
=(

Hmmm~
I think this would be kept as memories of part of my uni life..
Hope to see you guys again..
And maybe we could have fun together again somedays?
Looking forward to that..

Wishing them all the best after their graduation and have a great future..
I would also wishing myself..
Happy Holiday..
Hahaha...

That's all for now..
Adios Amigo..
=D

Monday, May 9, 2011

last paper

just finish my fourth paper yesterday..
now just left the last one on next Saturday..
i think should be no problem if i manage to understand it..
haha

a few days more and there gonna be few friends leaving already..
feel sad when thinking bout it..
i won't be seeing them again...
cause they going back to their hometown already..

this coming Tuesday night..
i have accept a friend's invitation to go party with them at Ipoh..
this is some kind of graduation party..
but i am quite looking forward to it even though i haven't graduate...
cause i can go there have fun and temporary release off some stress..

but i think i should say...
I CANT WAIT FOR THE EXAM TO FINISH AND  PARTY ALREADY~~~!!!

hahaha

okay..
i think i should leave now and go to bed..
i'll update again after Tuesday..
stay tuned then..
v (^.^) v



Saturday, April 30, 2011

五月的来临

已经来到四月的最后一天。。
即将迈入五月了。。
而我也刚考过了我的第一科的考试。。
有点难堪。。

说到这个即将带来的五月。。
可说是充满着复杂情绪的月份。。
因为这个五月,我即将面对离别。。
什么离别呢?
当然就是大学朋友们的离别噜~
朋友们在这个考试完了之后就要离开了。。
说起来还真的是很舍不得。。
毕竟也跟他们相处了有些日子了。。

首先要说的是我的同屋密友。。(听起来好像有点gay。。哈哈)
不知不觉也跟他们相处了两年。。
从一开始的不认识,到打打闹闹、聊不完的话题。。
回想当时,我也只是认识其中一个朋友,而他租的屋子的契约要到期了。。
所以要找新的屋子。。
而我也刚巧要搬新的宿舍,然后他就约了我跟他还有他的其他4个朋友一起住。。
我也答应了。。
就这样,我们就住在一起了。。
在这两年里也有过了无数美好的回忆。。
庆祝生日啦、一起去钓鱼啦、一起喝茶聊天等等的。。
真开心跟他们住在一起。。

那再来就是我来大学从第一年开始就认识到的人啦。。
那就是我那一班打球的朋友啦。。。
我们一起努力过、奋斗过。。
也一起去比赛,拿了牌回来。。
而当中我就跟当中的那两个矮仔比较好。。(在此称一个为“老板”、另一个为“L”)

老板。。
看名字就知道咯。。
就像我们的老大那样,说什么算什么。。
然后他很少会跟我们计较金钱上的问题。。
然后有什么问题找他就对了。。

L。。
算是我的老大。。(虽然年龄小过我。。)
多数时候都会看他的决定。。
比如说去哪里吃饭之类的。。
然后我是被他影响,带我去‘浦’的。。
哈哈哈。。

跟他们真的有太多回忆了啦。。
一起打球、一起聊废话等等。。
上个星期我们才一起上怡宝唱K而已。。
是我们的第一次一起去,也是最后一次了。。
而我们也一起去过夜店,我想也应该就是那么唯一一次了。。
毕业后,他们就会回到吉隆坡去了。。
也希望像他们所说的那样啦。。
到时候得空就下去吉隆坡找他们咯。。
因为他们说如果他们上来找我的话是两个人,我下去找他们的话是一个人,所以我下去找他们比较值得。。
哈哈哈。。。
(但也希望你们会偶尔上来找我啦~~)

他们毕业后,我应该会更常待在房间里了吧?
好舍不得。。
但是还是必须要面对这样的离别。。
我会把这一份友谊、回忆都锁起来。。
然后放到心里的深处。。
到老都不会忘记~!
因为你们,给了我大学生涯中重要美好的回忆。。
谢谢你们,我即将毕业的大学的朋友们。。
祝你们毕业后一切安好~~

也差不多是时间睡了。。
各位,晚安噜~~
=)

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Final Exam Coming~!

Hell ya~
just like my title mentioned..
my final exam started on this Thursday..
and now i still don't really understand the what the notes is talking about...
so i think i'm going to try to figure out tomorrow no matter how..
hopefully everything will go smoothly lar..
pray pray pray...

and from the 1st time i learn car till this Monday..
i had quite a steady performance during the session..
and my instructor was kinda like,"okay,u should be okay after 1 or 2 more hours car learning session".
i hope i can pass my car test in one shot...
then i can start drive car during my sem break already..

i think there's enough updates for me although i have abandoned my blog for few days..
so everyone, Good  Night~!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

random 8

Hey hey~
it's me again...
( wtf~! what a lame opening!! )

Now it's already almost 1.30am..
and i'm feeling sleepy too..
but i suddenly think of updating my pity blog before sleep..
(my blog can say is pity la..cause i always ignore it.. haha)

Yup~!
now i am in my sweet room at Penang..
and doing nothing for the whole day..
just eat eat eat..
maybe it's a good thing for me..
cause no need spend money and waste money to go out..
hahahaha..
i think i stay more at home this time during i coming back..
i think is because all are quite busy with their thing..
so, i also no need to go kepo so much lor..

This week...
i'm gonna start learning car on Thursday and Friday..
hopefully i can learn it and master it faster..
so that i can pass my car test in one shot...
then i can start driving car during my sem break already..
muahahaha...
But...but....
Can i be the passenger rather than the driver please~~~~~
hahaha.. ( cause being the passenger is more comfortable and not so tired comparing to the driver~~ ^^ )

Oh...
and my final exam is just around the corner..
need to call for search party to go search for my study mood already..
hope can find it back on time..
i don't wish to failed any subject this sem..
i must and wanna pass it~!
Pass it~! Pass it~!

I think i'll stop here and go to bed already..
cause i'll need to wake up early a bit to pack my things tomorrow..
i'll going back to Kampar tomorrow afternoon..
so, i guess it's Good Night time~~

Good Night...
my fellow readers...

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

懒惰

总觉得自己最近开始变得很懒了。。
懒惰打理头发,跑去理了个光头。。
懒惰读书,整天看戏。。
懒惰刮胡子,开始学人家蓄起胡子来。。
懒惰煮即食面,吃的花费便开始增加。。
还有很多很多。。
就是不懂为什么自己好像完全没了斗志、没了上进心那样。。
心里的那把火好像已经熄灭。。
由暖暖的变成冰冰冷冷的。。
我自己到底是在搞什么东西。。。
说实在的。。
我也搞不清楚。。

也许你们会说我没了目标。。
所以可能这样才会影响到我。。
但是目标我不是没有。。
只是。。
开始慢慢的发觉到。。
我的目标,好像慢慢一步一步地离我越来越远。。
无论我怎么奔跑、冲刺。。
也没能拉近一丁点的距离。。
所以开始选择慢慢的自我放弃、自甘堕落。。

看来。。
好像有必要把我自己调整过来。。
好让我可以找回我的斗志、我的那股冲劲,还有我一直以来不服输的精神。。
后天会回家一趟。。
希望回家的那几天可以让我充一充电吧~
好像真的有好一阵子没回了。。
哈哈哈。。。

就写到这边吧~
晚安~

Saturday, April 9, 2011

矛盾

其实这一两年来
在感情这一方面我一直都很矛盾
明明是很渴望爱情
但是却又觉得自己不够资格
内心里的纠结与斗争
已经不知道让我多少个晚上不能安稳入眠
如果我能放弃这一块
那该有多好啊
偏偏自己就是贱
怎么都不舍得放弃
身心的疲惫迟早会到达极限
到了那时候
崩溃已经是在所难免
而我自己也不清楚
我到底还能撑到几时
内心里的斗争什么时候才能结束
只好看着办吧

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

老化

刚才和球友去打球。。
那时我才刚睡醒不久罢了。。
总是觉得累。。
喝了瓶红牛来让自己精神点。。
而且打完了到现在身体多处都感觉到酸痛。。

这些都令我不禁想起。。
以前的我根本都不需要,这些东西的。。
真的是让我不认老都不行。。
体力和耐力已经大不如前。。
身体状况更是每况愈下。。

唉。。。。
身体的运动伤害也久久不能完全痊愈。。
还是算了吧。。
认老吧。。

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Wednesday, March 30, 2011

sign up for car test

Hello all~~~
Been some times din come up here already..


Today i come here just to announce that:
I FINALLY SIGN UP MYSELF FOR THE CAR TEST ALREADY~~~!!!!
Hahaha...
Many people already had renew their license higher than P lor..
I now just wan get the L only..
Pity me...
Haha..

Must try my best to get it pass in one shot!
Don't want to spend too many money on this..

Tomorrow gotta go for listening the kursus...
It's gonna be a boring morning...
Hope i won't fall asleep lar...
>.<

That's all...
Signing off~~
See you all next time...
Cheers~~~~~ =)

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

random 7

Yello peeps~!
Looks like I had abandoned my blog for few days already..
It's getting dustier than my room already..
Haha...
Time to clean up the dust~!

Ok..
Come to report what actually happened to me during these few days..
Actually it's still the same old routine that going on for me..
Class, taking meal, sleep late, watching movie in the dreams, yamcha with friends and etc..
Oh wait~!
Watching movie in the dreams?!
Yup~! I'm kidding with you..
Recently I called myself dream making machine..
You asked me why?
I just can tell you I also don't know what happen..
Cause whenever i close my eyes to rest myself..
I will automatically start dreaming..
My brain don't feel like having a break..
Sometimes can have 2-3 dreams in just a short nap..
(No wonder i feel so tired even i slept early and wake up late)
Somebody knows how to cure this??
Haha...

Then last Sunday was my last game of the Kampar Open Tournament..
And the result is we lose the game and didn't qualified to go into the final six..
At the last game,although my team lose but I am happy cause i found a bit of myself back on the court..
And it's a happy thing right?
Haha..
So now, the life is going back to where it should have been..
Normal,boring,easy life..
Just be it..

I think that's all what i had to say..
Notyjimjim signing off~!
XD

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Wednesday, March 16, 2011

changed my blog song

Just finish changing my blog song..
this is the song that made the tears of mine fall..
it's a very touching song..
where the guy sing for her fiancée..
and his fiancée is suffer from the effect after the accident just a short period after they engaged...
but the guy still stay beside her and willing to hold her hands and take care of her till the end..
the love from him to her is so strong and true..
he is one good guy..

Chris Medina, salute to you~!

Enjoy the song~

晨雨

早上迎来的一场大雨。。
在这个时候。。
我却在想着你。。
想说你昨晚是否又忙到了三更半夜。。
也在想说你昨晚睡得好不好。。
我却无计可施,无能为力。。
帮不到你。。
可能我的关心并不是你想要的。。
但这也是我只能给的。。

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Monday, March 14, 2011

random 6

Hey peeps..
I've come to update my blog again..
Actually nothing much happened to me lately..
Just suddenly have the feel of writing a post before off to bed...
Hehe~

Still have few more weeks is the end of this semester already..
And I just feel that I still haven't prepare for the end yet...
Feel like I didn't done anything in this semester..
The feel of emptiness was strong inside...
Just simply has the feel of dead man walking..

All the assignments and tests have over...
Still left a presentation on Wednesday only...
And gonna play for the last match of the basketball game this Sunday..
Hope that everything will go well..

Just wish the time can stop for a moment~~
=(

Friday, March 11, 2011

lazy bug

Hey hey hey...
Hello you all..
I think i had neglected my blog for more than a week already??
Haizz~~
What to do..4 midterm tests in a week..
So must be very busy when revising the note..
But after all..
Is the lazy bug inside me which made me dont wanted to updated my blog..
Hope i wont be so lazy again..
Gotta go have some sleep already..
Cause already got a pair of panda eyes lu..
Night ~~

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Tuesday, March 8, 2011

random 5

First time using my phone to update my blog..
Feel so strange..
Haha..

Sigh~~~
Recently,i realize that sometime ww cant get to close to a person..
And need to really do our observation correctly..
Why did i said so??
Of course i hav my explanation..
I wont simply just said without proves..

Things goes like this:
Last wednesday,i were sick..
Suffer from fever and dizzyness..
Then i didnt go to class for my presentation..
When my group leader rang my phone..
I din manage to answer..
Yet i do reply him with a sms saying that: i am sorry..i am sick..cant make it to the presentation..
But did you all know what he reply me?
A big WHAT THE FUCK!! at the beginning of the message..
Like saying that i die also need to die to clasd for the presentation no matter i manage to get up from my bed or not..
After that, i heard rumor saying that he straight away complaint to the tutor saying that i didnt do amy work at all..
But please la.. Can u dont be so childish??!
If u didnt do my part,u stil manage to present on that day?!
I really pissed off when he said like that..because i work through the midnight just to pass my part to him with the time limit of one day and lack of info..
I manage to pass to him all my works..
Just because of i cant attend,he ACCUSED me doing nothing in the group?! Can he do that?!!

I think whose right whose wrong the tutor will know..
I'll just let it be...

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Sunday, March 6, 2011

random 4

Today..
is totally a tiring day for me..
why said so?
last night i slept at 2am, then have to wake up at 5am to continue my study..
after study till 7am, prepare myself and go to campus for my midterm test..
after that finish at 9 and back home to continue study on another subject...
then till 1pm,go campus and sit for the test..
back to my room at about 3pm..
taking a little nap at 3.45pm and wake up at 5.30pm to prepare myself for the 3rd match..
after the match, dinner with 2 of the teammates till 12am..
then go out again till now..
tomorrow going to finish up my another assignment once I've wake up..
hope that after this week will be okay..
because now i am facing with some problem from the assignment group member..

Monday, February 28, 2011

沮丧

屋外下起了滂沱大雨。。
而在此时此刻的我。。
也是愁云密布。。
心里也跟着下起雨来。。
总觉得我把自己搞得太累。。
有点勉强了自己。。
这是什么事呢?
人家做得到的,我应该也能做到啊。。
是把自己逼得太紧了吗??
前两天还能跟朋友嘻嘻哈哈的。。
但是从昨天开始眉头总是不自觉地皱了起来。。
好像发生了什么大事。。
真的还给某个人说中了。。
说我肯定会emo的。。
总觉得心好像被好多只手同时挤压那样。。
辛苦极了。。

现在我能做的。。
也只是对着自己说:
洪凯辉!你会没事的~!!

Sunday, February 27, 2011

a fun night~!

just back from a nice crazy clubbing session with my friends...
hahahaha..
this clubbing session really let me temporary forget about all the stress i am facing now...
somemore i met my assignment group member there..
haha..
really is fate lor..
i drank quite a lot tonight..
cause keep playing one shot finish...
hahahaha...
but it's ok...
still can come here and update my blog...

but i now got a little bit dizzy...
should have gone to rest already..
hope we can go again next time lar..
waiting for it...
^^

Saturday, February 26, 2011

度量

凡事做人都要有度量。。
其实有些时候。。
受些伤害或委屈。。
并不是件什么大不了的事。。
如果你可以看透那些你所受的委屈与伤害。。
把它看成是你迈向成功的垫脚石。。
你就不会对它那么介怀。。
也不会被它影响。。
反而还能从中变得更加成熟。。
然后成长为一个更好的人。。
那不是很不错吗?

有些事情当你看得太细的时候。。
往往会把自己陷在钻牛角尖的情况。。
你会变得执著。。
看东西也会变得看不到周围的,只看眼前的那一个点。。
这又何必呢??
周围可是美好的风景啊~
何必苦苦去追寻那已逝去的风景呢~
如果说你要回忆。。
是可以,但不可能一直都在回忆。。
人可不能一直都活在回忆里。。
我们必须要向前走。。
因为在那不远处,也许我们就会找到另一片更美好的风景。。

勇敢点吧~
看开点吧~~
只要踏出那艰难小小的一步。。
后面的那几步就会变得越来越轻盈。。
心情也会随着脚步。。
慢慢的开始感到压得你喘不过气的石头好像慢慢不见了那样。。。
人也会变得开朗起来了。。。

“当前来挑战的雄狮吃了败仗以后,雄狮并不会就那样放弃。它会把自己变得更强、更凶悍,为的不是打败之前让自己吃了败仗的雄狮,而是寻找新的狮群,然后再挑战那狮群的雄狮。我相信我们做人的应该也能做到,而且并不会输给雄狮哦~!”-------凯辉

晚安~!
=)

Friday, February 25, 2011

random 3

Hey y'all~~

i am still at here to update my blog...
i think it should be a short post only..
hahaha..

suddenly have the feeling that..
in this year..
year of 2011...
i think i'm gonna be more lonely already...
Ask me why?
what i can say is this year is gonna be lots of friends of mine leave and separate apart from me~~
Yup~!
i'm gonna keep saying bye bye to some of the friends in the end of April...and also in the end of September...
it's gonna no people to come out with when wanna 'yamcha'...
then i think i'm gonna quit basketball after this semester?

it's hard to say goodbye..
after what we had been through in our Uni life..
laughters, tears... we share with each other...

Time do really flies right?
when we realize about it..
it already passed through us..

Friends~~
i'll treasure the time i spent with you...
i'll still remember you wherever you go...
if possible..
will try having some gatherings at the right time.. ^^

gonna stop right here...
Nights guys~

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Busy Busy Busy~

Ho Ho HOooo~~~~
busy life is gonna strikes me soon...
starting this coming weekend...
this is because..
next Monday, Tuesday and Saturday i am having midterm test...
then i have 1 presentation on Wednesday morning...
2 assignments need to be settle before Wednesday...
then some more have 2  basketball training session on Tuesday and Wednesday(still not yet confirm)..
and a basketball match on Sunday...
seems like i am fully booked by all the assignments,midterm and basketball...
Hahaha...

So...
do called Ang~~
God Ang~~
hahaha...
gonna becoming just like God soon...
i hope everything ends soon..
it's quite tiring...

Yet, i think i should just enjoy it lar...
because it still can be said as an Uni life...
how would an Uni life be if there is no experience like this?!
hahaha...

OK...
i am quite tired already...
wash my face..
and ready myself to have a good sleep...

Good night and sleep tight everyone~
and don't forget to help me click the nuffnang's ads at the top right corner of my blog~
i would be glad if you do so~~
haha
XD

random 2

昏昏沉沉的渡过差不多半个学期。。
是时候开始要拼了。。。
下个星期可有好几个考试等着我呢。。
还有所谓的assignment。。
而且还有接踵而来的两场比赛。。
希望都能顺顺利利吧~~
我可不想停滞不前。。。

可我。。
可我最近就是怎么也提不出什么冲劲来。。
也不懂我哪里不妥了。。
真的搞不懂问题到底出在哪里。。
差不多就要疯了。。

其实。。
我现在是后悔的。。
后悔为何当初不用功点。。
就不会导致现在的这种局面。。
一个人上下课是很累的。。
不像第一学期时。。
还有一班classmates一起上课、一起玩。。。
但我也知道。。
我必须要去面对这个现实。。
也已经回不去当初。。
只能做好现在。。
而这也能拿来形容我的球技。。
真的是不如当年啊~~~
自信也已不如当年。。
只能握紧自己的拳头。。
感慨自己的无能。。

还有五天。。。
二月就过完了。。。
也希望我低落的心情在新的一个月里可以好转起来。。
期待着雨过天晴的那一天~~

晚安各位。。
祝你们睡个好觉,醒来过个美好的一天~~
=)

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

random

越来越觉得狮子座的我。。
好像渐渐失去了狮子座的特色。。
但是。。
如果看得仔细点的话,就会发现。。
与其说失去了,倒不如说是自己隐藏起来。。。

狮子座是自信心爆棚的。。
但是我不是。。
狮子座是充满热情的。。
但我觉得凡事都很冷。。
狮子座是很高傲的。。
我样子看起来是,但是内心是极其自卑。。

我。。
真的是狮子座的人吗??
或许有一天我会把狮子座的特色重新释放出来。。
但是。。
那一天,可能会是好久好久以后的那一天了。。

晚安。。

Saturday, February 19, 2011

烂~!

最近的我。。
只能用一个字来形容。。
那就是~~~~
“烂” ~!!

超顶不顺我自己的。。。
在比赛。。
做了连自己都不知道在干嘛的东西。。
心里想要做到的。。
却在现实中无法达到。。。
一心想要发挥。。
却反而弄巧反拙。。
而且。。
没什么贡献至于还搞砸了。。
整个人都sien掉咯。。

但是总的来说。。。
最近好像什么事情都做不好。。。
好像都没什么心想要做东西。。。
是累了吗??
(看起来倒不是)
是懒吗??
(好像有一点)
总之真的是搞不懂自己要干嘛就对了咯。。。

好像对着一望无际的海大喊一轮。。
把心里所有的郁闷、不开心都喊出来。。。
此时此刻。。
真的好像一个人静静地坐在海边。。


Sunday, February 13, 2011

Countdown for Valentine's Day~~

hey hey my dear readers..
how you all doing todays??
everything fine?
haha...


less than 24 hours from now..
it's The Valentine's Day already..
So...
All the couples out there..
Do you all had already planned how to celebrate this special day??
Do you all had already bought the Valentine's Gift for your other half?
if you DID, congratulation and wish you have a nice and romantic Valentine's Day..
if you HAVEN'T, RUSH RUSH RUSH~! go get the gift or start planning already...
Haha~~


come to think of it..
for the 23 years after i am born to this world..
i think i never celebrate Valentine's Day before...
NEVER NEVER EVER~!!
NOT ONCE BEFORE~!!
if you ask me why?
i also don't know how to answer you...
for me..
i think is that my timing of getting and ending a relationship goes wrong lo...
either i get into a relationship after Valentine's Day or i end a relationship before Valentine's Day..


But years before this..
i still won't feel so awkward or emo about didn't get the chance to celebrate Valentine's Day..
After years..
started to become more awkward or more emo about this already..
maybe..
is me feel like too tired to always be the odd one among couples..
when you are the only single person among couples..
you will be very eyes-catching...
you will attract people's attention no matter where you go..
people tend to have a strange view at you..
and trust me..
sometimes it's really don't feel that good...
maybe i were tired of didn't have the "Special Someone" to share my laughters, my joy, my sadness, my tears too..
i were too tired for these till i become numb and chill about this already..
there weren't as much impact inside of me as years before..


now what i can do is just console myself...
keep telling myself that this kind of thing can't be rush one..
take it slow and steady..
hopefully i going to be okay for this two days lu~~


and lastly..
i want to wish all the couples or singles people out there...
Happy Valentine's Day and just enjoy the day okay?
haha~
=)









Friday, February 11, 2011

拜天宫~

哈哈。。。
看到我的部落格长灰尘了。。
是时候来更新更新下了。。。

星期一下午。。
也就是年初五。。
我才刚搭巴士回到金宝的宿舍里。。
才不到三天的功夫。。
我又再回到了我大山脚的家里。。
哈哈。。
一个星期里搭了两轮的长途巴士。。。
说真的还蛮累的。。

星期一那趟不说。。
今天下午回来大山脚的那趟真的是有够累的。。
一上巴士。。
把东西都放好了。。
然后把耳机戴上。。
开了电台。。
不知不觉地就睡着了。。
当我睁开眼睛时。。
我已经到了Gopeng的车站了。。
平时要大约一个小时的路程。。
眨下眼就到了。。
可见得我是多么的累。。。
上了厕所之后。。
回到巴士上。。
没一会儿功夫。。
我又睡着了。。。
简直就像有只睡虫在我身体里那样。。
睡了一下醒来。。
才惊觉我已经差不多要到jawi了。。
那时就赶快打个电话给我老妈子。。
叫她让妹妹来载我。。

下了巴士之后。。
就直奔回家冲个凉。。
然后就跟爸妈出去吃饭了。。
吃饱以后再回家宅一下下。。
就已经接近十一点了。。
而我老爸已经开始在催我。。
叫我快点去冲凉了。。
冲凉出来。。
我就开始听到鞭炮声还有烟花的爆炸声。。
我就加快速度,三步并作两步的走到我婆婆家里帮忙帮忙一下。。
过了十一点半。。
那些烟花就像春天里的花朵似的一起绽放。。
真是百花齐放、百花争艳啊~~~
看得我不亦乐乎。。
而且还一边猜看到底是哪一间有钱人家一直在那放烟花呢~~
哈哈哈。。

拜了天宫。。
也许了些愿。。。
由于我是家中长子。。
所以等公公、爸爸、叔叔拜完之后就轮到我去拜了。。

* 祈求保佑我家人健健康康、出入平安。。
* 做工的财源广进、步步高升赚大钱。。
* 读书的乖乖听话、聪明伶俐。。
* 再来就祈求上天能赐个好姻缘给我。。

哈哈。。
要求不算过分吧~

拜完了天宫。。
当然就是想用那些祭品的时候噜~~~
今年我家订的烧肉真是顶呱呱。。
肉质鲜嫩多汁、而且看起来还油油亮亮。。。
吃起来它的油会弄到满嘴都是。。
香极了。。
但是吃多肯定变胖了。。
哈哈。。
在等朋友来载我去另一个朋友家之前。。
先干了杯红酒。。
再去朋友家坐坐。。
坐了不久,朋友就说要‘开台’了。。
就跟着玩咯。。
反正已经连续好几年都这样了。。
哈哈。。
玩到两点多。。
还好输了不多。。
RM5罢了。。
再跟朋友聊下天。。
然后才回家。。

明天晚上要去看戏。。
不懂事《我爱香港》还是《最强囍事》。。
但是不管是哪一部都应该是看半夜场的了。。
而且明天我也要早点醒。。
有东西要忙。。。
哈哈哈。。
惨噜。。
等头痛吧我~~~
真活该~!!

晚安咯。。
各位~~

情人节也即将来临。。
先祝天下有情人终成眷属,单身的就早点找到好归属~~~
嘻嘻~~~
=)

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Happy Chinese New Year

Just get myself finish a can of Tiger beer...
because i were too bored due to no activities after i back from visiting my relatives..
so i'll update my blog now..

this was my outfit for the first day of CNY..
simple..
because just going to my granny's house that situated just a few houses away from my house...
then waiting for some of my relatives to come visit us at my granny's house..
basically, i did not go anywhere during the first day of CNY..
except a gambling session during the night at one of my friend's house...
LOSE money..
haha...
"Small money didn't out,BIG money didn't come in"

* the gambling session *
the outfit for day 2..
nice ?
wear my sunglasses for taking photo only...
at the end i wear my spec back..
hahaha...

got lots of angpow today...
and according to my mum..
those amount contain in the angpows are quite big lor...
hahaha...


getting a bit tired already..
i'll go to bed soon..
so to all of my readers...
good nights and sweet dream~~!
=)

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

新年咯~~~

再过一个星期就是农历新年了。。。
而我明天也跟一个朋友的车回家噜~~
然而最让我期待当然就是我人生有史以来的第一架新电话咯。。。
哈哈哈哈。。。
真的是高兴得不得了~!
想到做梦都会笑。。
虽然并不是什么很高档的电话。。
但是至少它是新的。。。

想了想~
新年有什么可以做呢??
因为我只在短短的四天。。
红包都没讨够呢~~~
当然也不能跟朋友拜年或一起玩咯。。
唉~~~

新年回来后又要赶着练球。。
因为在12号有比赛。。
想要尽力的找回之前的手感。。。
一定要有所表现~~
我不想只做‘杀手’啊~~~~~~~~~!!

最后的最后。。
祝大家新年快乐、万事如意、事事顺利。。
读书的学业猛进。。
做工的财源广进。。
拍拖的幸福永远。。
单身的天赐良缘。。
长辈们长命百岁。。
小孩们快高长大。。

=P

Monday, January 24, 2011

大学生涯里的第一次金宝公开篮球赛

今夜~
刚打完了大学生涯里的第一场公开赛。。
第一场对到的对手。。
竟然是从KL来的劲旅。。。
队里头就有了两名国手-----谭健鸿和肥波。。。
剩下的球员也并非等闲之辈。。。
而且我们打的还是开幕战。。
兴奋得来有带点紧张。。。
打得也有够辛苦的。。。
毕竟。。
不论实力与身高都是有差距的。。。
他们最后还是以89-51赢了我们。。
我感到欣慰的是我们没被破百。。
也该感谢他们的手下留情。。
当然当然。。
最该感谢的当然就是一起跟我奋力打拼的队友咯。。
尤其是我们的wei long与超哥。。
两人贡献了很多。。。
射球神准的wei long拿了我们队的得分王。。
而我们的超哥就制造了好几个经典的画面。。
1)射进了两、三粒三分球。。
2)还请了谭健鸿吃了一次大火锅。。
哈哈哈。。。
希望我们能再接再厉。。。
出线成功吧~~
加油~!!我的队友们~~!!

Thursday, January 20, 2011

20/1/2011

OH MY GOSH~!!
i neglected my blog AGAIN~~!!
so lazy..
sure will have many spider's webs already...
HAhaha~~~

just short update about what i've done recently..
the school has started..
just normal...
new student..new people..
more people...

then this two weeks i just busy play basketball..
especially this week..
continuous training for 2 nights..
4 hours per night...
this is because i got a competition going on starting this sunday, 7.30pm,23th of Jan 2010...
hope everyone can give supports to me and my teammates~!
they are my man..
counting on them~!
hahaha

i'll try to give out everything i have inside me..
and try to enjoy the game..
and leave some nice memories with my teammates~!

Guys~~
i do love to play basketball with you all...
you all are the best~!
I would never forget all of you~!!

=)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

just a short post

hey guys..
sorry for neglecting my blog so more than a week i guess...
this is because there is nothing for me to blog about recently...
hahaha..
i'll be back to Kampar in not more than 3 hours time...
after go back i need to do so many things...
basketball training, applying the KWSP to pay the bills and blah blah blah...

well...
i just checked on my result yesterday...
luckily i passed my papers..
but still need to work hard on the result...
it's the second good news for me in the year 2011..
hope there's gonna be more good news to come in the future..
hahaha...

gonna go double-checked my stuff already..
so see u guys again~
take care~
=)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

First day of 2011

Today is 1.1.11 already....
this is the new beginning of another year already..
the beginning of the year of Rabbit..
First of all, i would like to wish everyone stay healthy always and Happy New Year~~~

Just now..
spend a wonderful night with my buddies at Gurney Plaza's Starbucks...
sitting there..keep chit-chatting whole night...
but actually i am the extra person among them...
because all of them are couples...
so i am a Big Spotlight...
that lighten up them...
hahahaha~~~
*joking joking~~*

After watch some fireworks at the seaside..
then we move on to another location..
which is the McD in Greenlane...
This is because we have lots of things that wanna talk about...
can't stop chit-chatting actually...
hahaha...
then we go back home at about 2 something...


I really like my buddies a lot....
They have been one of the important elements in my life...
I do hope we can be friend like this till the end...
Because i really like to be around you all...
You all are the BEST FRIENDS ever...
Really LOVE you guys~~!
Hope our friendship will last FOREVER~~
=)