2moro 2moro~

2moro..
i'll be goin to back to hostel d lor..
Kampar,Here I Come Again~!!
haha...

checked my result yesterday..
i already passed my 3 repeated subject...
then i can move on to Year 2..
reali glad tat i can make it...
bt result still count bad lu~
nid to improve when in Year 2...
wanna boost up my cgpa..

nt yt packed my things yet..
wan go packed nw..
gonna miss my house,my room,my bed....

1 week left

i've been home for 10 days d...
nw...
jz left 1 weeks left for me...
cz i will nid to go bak to kampar d..
haha..

for nw..
i rather stay at kampar than come bak here...
wanna noe y?
its bcz when bak here pun nth to do...
very sien oso..
frens r busy with their things..
so y nt i jz stay there...
n i can hang out with my housemates n frens there...
rather than being totally alone n bored here with nothing to do....

nid to noe more single frens d...
hahaha

hi ya~
nw is 5.30am early in the morning...
n yet..
i haven sleep..
jz get ready to sleep after typing tis article...
haha....
its been the dunno hw many continous nite sleep so late d..
pimples already come out to c people lu...
hmmm..
wat i gonna said?
oh ya...
its been the fourth days of my sem break d...
n i m starting to felt so boring d...
cz jz sit at home n do nth except on9 on9 n on9...
so so SOooooooooooooooooo BORING!

haha...
few days had passed after i cut my hair...
n receive many comment from frens,family n others..
some say tat i looks dumb...
some say tat i looks bad...
hahaha...
bt no matter hw..
i dun giv a damn...
cz sometimes changes will let ppl suprise n feel fresh...
so its ok...
hahahaha...

m i so hard to talk with??
or m i hard to talk with others people???
i think the answers can be YES and NO...
cz the 1st image i giv people most probrably is i m very hard to get closed with when i dun smile..
n another reason is i m quite shy n dunno hw to starts a conversation with some new people...
so i think tis hard for me to make more new frens..
sometimes i will b too humble n tat straight away neglect the thought of talking to others..
i dunno y i cant jz be more normal a bit...
feeling so fucked up on myself....
no idea....

i think i gonna go n take a nap d..
if nt later mum scold me for wake up late again...
so..
gud nitez n sweet dreams ya~ ^^

nw is 4.25am...
jz finish my "sis" assignment...
n dun feel like sleeping...
i oso dunno why...

come 2 think of it..
i think tat my desire to hav a partner r going crazier recently....
the desire r so strong tat sampai i cannot tahan d...
mayb..
1 n a half year is too long for me....
single for 1 n a half year d...
most of time i will doubt my ownself..
n asking some stupid question such as:
-m i really so unattractive to gurls?
-izzit me treated gurl nt gud enuf?
-izzit the gurl think tat i m too hard to be closed with?
-izzit i din hav the skills n ability to get the gurl attention?
and many more question jz keep circling throughtout my head....
bt in the end..no certain answer can be get..
tat's y i m getting more confused n confused....
y other guy can,but i cant?
wer did i do wrong??
bt there ain't nobody gonna let me noe...
hw pathetic i m~

well...
i think there is totally no gain when we din get any pain..

haha...
FINALLY~~~!!!
the exam is over...
n here comes the HOLIDAY!!
syok syok syok...
bt i think after the result come out more syok....
>.<

n guess wat..
i went for a haircut straight after my last paper without considering the weather is rainy!
haha...
beh tahan d..
wan a relief~ ^^

n here is my new hairstyle lo....

nice? or noob?? haha
here is another pic....

                                                        ki siao-ing de me~ ^^

then after having a haircut, i straight away take the bus n head home to enjoy my sem break lu~
HappY HolidaY ~!!!

its 5.40am in the morning...
n i haven sleep yet..
haha...
wat to do..
cant sleep ma...
haizz...
later my face's condition sure become worst again...

i already sit for my 2 subjects' exam...
so nw jz left 1 more onli..
is at next wednesday,2pm...
nw jz hope tat i can understand the format n the concept in this few days...
mz work hard for it...
then after that can go bak hometown d...

come to think of it..
it the end of another sem d...
from the end of tis month start, i m already stay n study at kampar for 2 years...
bt still hav 2 years for me to graduate due to my stupidness,lazyness n etc..
reali dunno i manage to graduate successfully or nt...
jz wait n c ba...

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hmmmm..
recently,i feel tat my desire for getting a partner is getting stronger n stronger..
i oso dunno why...
i jz being single for almost 1 n half year onli ma...
nt so long pun...
bt when i saw some sweet sweet couples..
strange thoughts will appear on my mind..
i oso dunno why...
haha...
according to both of my 'da jiejie' judy n joanne..
they think i m a gud guy...
bt why i din hav a partner,nobody noe...
they oso very cute 1..
oways ask me fast fast go find a gf 1...
haha....
bt i realli thx n appreciate them a lot la...
i think they r the 1 tat noe the most the other side of me than other ppl...
cz i feel really comfortable when talking with them or stay around them....
hope our frenship nvr end...