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Monday, August 20, 2012

寂寞來了怎麼辦


三點半 三點半 我還不想睡
跟孤獨糾纏一整夜 任寂寞爬上我床沿
怎麼辦 怎麼辦 沒有人聊天
深夜裡重播的影片 像日子重播一百遍

也許明天會好些 孤單感覺少一些
但是回到家裡關上了門 一切又重演

寂寞來了怎麼辦 孤單來了怎麼辦
明明關上了門 卻還是有寂寞吹進來
寂寞來了怎麼辦 躲不掉也逃不開
能不能 跟誰借一點溫暖

怎麼辦 怎麼辦 找個人來陪
摸索著彼此的漆黑 天一亮故事就終結

隨便找個人聊天 或者不只聊聊天
但是回到家裡關上了門 一切又重演

寂寞來了怎麼辦 孤單來了怎麼辦
明明關上了門 卻還是有寂寞吹進來
寂寞來了怎麼辦 躲不掉也逃不開
能不能 跟誰借一點溫暖

寂寞來了怎麼辦 孤單來了怎麼辦
明明關上了門 卻還是有寂寞吹進來
寂寞來了怎麼辦 躲不掉也逃不開
是不是 你和我一樣孤單



Saturday, August 11, 2012

nothing but stress

Hey guys...
I've come to update my blog again...
It's just the end of second week of August only and I can already started to feel the pressure like I never felt before...
Thought of I can handle the pressure nicely...
But still, it has hit me without me noticing bout it...

Seriously..
I was damn pissed with the fella i am working on for my Final Year Project...
This is where most of the pressures coming from..
Ask him to do work like ask him to take a needle to poke himself in his fucking ass like that...
Keep on rushing himself to give out his part that he is being assigned without further thought of what his part really need...
Then ends up all the things come out from his work cannot be used and we are the one who have to help him to do back his work...
Just like today during we do our thing in the library..
My leader found out that one part of his shitty works is complete copy and paste from the sample i have distributed to every one of my group member..
Then i asked him what's that..
You all what is fucking answer he told me~?!!
"I correct and edit it again lor~~"
What the FUCK~!
He can say like that without need to process with his bean-like brain..
Both me and my leader were so blown away when heard him answer like that..
Then some more dare to leave when we are working hard on our thing without acknowledging us..
So no manner...

All these things have makes me all stressed out....
and i am trying everything to stay calm and relax...
but i think not so effective anyway..

i really dunno...
feel like talking to someone...
but i pull myself back from doing so...
to be strong?


p/s: i think i should put aside the thought of finding a gf for now.. cause the distance seem like getting further and further...


Wednesday, August 1, 2012

First post for August

Wassup people~?!
It's a brand new month already...
Everything okay~?
haha...

It's already week 10 for my current semester..
still left 4 more weeks before exam...
and also 2 more weeks before my Final Year Presentation...
and quite a lots of things are bugging in my mind currently...
i am trying to solve them one by one...

so far...
i do worry and scare for my result this semester...
it would be very troublesome if i cannot manage to pass it....
i must pass it in case i can pull up my CGPA to 2.0.....
and i hope my Final Year Project can score higher grade...
but sadly...
troubles keep on arisen...
and cannot be solve...
i also very speechless and helpless due to this problem..
then there was the basketball competition that supposed should be organized long long time ago...
but after delayed for so long..
now just set the date of competition on study week and throughout whole exam period till next semester..
this causes few of the players in our team to bail out from the game...
then now need to find two or four more players to play in the team...
and it's hard to do so cause not much players that can get recently....
not to say i look down on other people...
and i know that i am not a very good player too....
but still...
i wanna find some that can really play..
at least can have a little bit competition with other teams...
but then what to do...
the due date for registration is 3 weeks away...
must speed up the process already...

AND~~~
i have officially passed my 24th birthday and start counting down for 25th already...
am getting older and older already...
have passed a peaceful and quiet birthday this year...
and yet it's not a bad thing after all...
so, i'll keep my wishes inside my heart and just hope for it may come true someday~?
haha...

Okay...
it's time to get some sleep...
good night people~!

p/s: is it being single for too long will kills the ability of a guy to go for a girl~? Curious~~~~