Final Exam Coming~!

Hell ya~
just like my title mentioned..
my final exam started on this Thursday..
and now i still don't really understand the what the notes is talking about...
so i think i'm going to try to figure out tomorrow no matter how..
hopefully everything will go smoothly lar..
pray pray pray...

and from the 1st time i learn car till this Monday..
i had quite a steady performance during the session..
and my instructor was kinda like,"okay,u should be okay after 1 or 2 more hours car learning session".
i hope i can pass my car test in one shot...
then i can start drive car during my sem break already..

i think there's enough updates for me although i have abandoned my blog for few days..
so everyone, Good  Night~!

random 8

Hey hey~
it's me again...
( wtf~! what a lame opening!! )

Now it's already almost 1.30am..
and i'm feeling sleepy too..
but i suddenly think of updating my pity blog before sleep..
(my blog can say is pity la..cause i always ignore it.. haha)

Yup~!
now i am in my sweet room at Penang..
and doing nothing for the whole day..
just eat eat eat..
maybe it's a good thing for me..
cause no need spend money and waste money to go out..
hahahaha..
i think i stay more at home this time during i coming back..
i think is because all are quite busy with their thing..
so, i also no need to go kepo so much lor..

This week...
i'm gonna start learning car on Thursday and Friday..
hopefully i can learn it and master it faster..
so that i can pass my car test in one shot...
then i can start driving car during my sem break already..
muahahaha...
But...but....
Can i be the passenger rather than the driver please~~~~~
hahaha.. ( cause being the passenger is more comfortable and not so tired comparing to the driver~~ ^^ )

Oh...
and my final exam is just around the corner..
need to call for search party to go search for my study mood already..
hope can find it back on time..
i don't wish to failed any subject this sem..
i must and wanna pass it~!
Pass it~! Pass it~!

I think i'll stop here and go to bed already..
cause i'll need to wake up early a bit to pack my things tomorrow..
i'll going back to Kampar tomorrow afternoon..
so, i guess it's Good Night time~~

Good Night...
my fellow readers...

懒惰

总觉得自己最近开始变得很懒了。。
懒惰打理头发，跑去理了个光头。。
懒惰读书，整天看戏。。
懒惰刮胡子，开始学人家蓄起胡子来。。
懒惰煮即食面，吃的花费便开始增加。。
还有很多很多。。
就是不懂为什么自己好像完全没了斗志、没了上进心那样。。
心里的那把火好像已经熄灭。。
由暖暖的变成冰冰冷冷的。。
我自己到底是在搞什么东西。。。
说实在的。。
我也搞不清楚。。

也许你们会说我没了目标。。
所以可能这样才会影响到我。。
但是目标我不是没有。。
只是。。
开始慢慢的发觉到。。
我的目标，好像慢慢一步一步地离我越来越远。。
无论我怎么奔跑、冲刺。。
也没能拉近一丁点的距离。。
所以开始选择慢慢的自我放弃、自甘堕落。。

看来。。
好像有必要把我自己调整过来。。
好让我可以找回我的斗志、我的那股冲劲，还有我一直以来不服输的精神。。
后天会回家一趟。。
希望回家的那几天可以让我充一充电吧~
好像真的有好一阵子没回了。。
哈哈哈。。。

就写到这边吧~
晚安~

矛盾

其实这一两年来
在感情这一方面我一直都很矛盾
明明是很渴望爱情
但是却又觉得自己不够资格
内心里的纠结与斗争
已经不知道让我多少个晚上不能安稳入眠
如果我能放弃这一块
那该有多好啊
偏偏自己就是贱
怎么都不舍得放弃
身心的疲惫迟早会到达极限
到了那时候
崩溃已经是在所难免
而我自己也不清楚
我到底还能撑到几时
内心里的斗争什么时候才能结束
只好看着办吧

老化

刚才和球友去打球。。
那时我才刚睡醒不久罢了。。
总是觉得累。。
喝了瓶红牛来让自己精神点。。
而且打完了到现在身体多处都感觉到酸痛。。

这些都令我不禁想起。。
以前的我根本都不需要,这些东西的。。
真的是让我不认老都不行。。
体力和耐力已经大不如前。。
身体状况更是每况愈下。。

唉。。。。
身体的运动伤害也久久不能完全痊愈。。
还是算了吧。。
认老吧。。

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