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不知从什么时候开始。。
我已经习惯了在寂静的深夜里。。
独自一人的躺在床上。。
看着房间里的天花板。。
然后开始漫无目标的在脑海里胡思乱想。。
有时候会想到未来的事情。。
有时候却会回想以前。。
也有时候会想想最近。。
常常想着想着，不知不觉累了就睡着了。。
也许，这就是我的生活方式吧~
暂时来说。。这是最适合我的。。
无论白天、下午或晚上。。
到了夜深人静的深夜里。。
就是属于我的时间与空间。。。
现阶段的我也只有在这短短的时间里。。
可以让我无忧无虑、自由自在的享受这属于我的时间。。
让我可以在这个时间里做了一些不可思议、摆脱现实的梦。。
而不需要去顾虑到其他人。。
也许，这是我正在逃避现实的方法之一吧~~
现实是无情的。。
所以我只能趁着这短短的时间，让自己暂时的逃离。。
就像工作到累垮了然后去度个假那样。。
暂时卸下心中沉重的石头，暂时透下气。。
等到天再次的亮了。。
就必须要重新回到工作岗位。。
重新的面对那无情的现实生活。。
但我相信这样周而复始下去的话。。
很快。。
连我这短短的时间。。
属于我的时间和空间。。
也将会被现实给剥夺去了。。
毕竟我现在勉强算是个学生。。
还没正式的踏出社会。。
所以还有闲功夫可以这么做。。
但一旦我开始进入社会。。
能继续这么做的机会应该会是近乎于零。。
所以只能趁现在好好的珍惜。。
以后就只好留给以后再打算了~~！



（如果各位读者们觉得读了这篇文章后毫无头绪的话，我在此先向你们说声抱歉。因为这篇文章是我直接把填满了我脑海里的一字一句照写出来而已，没经过任何的修改或是调整。希望读者们可以体谅体谅~~谢谢！）

random 10

started to settle down a bit in the new hostel already...
feeling quite nice...
room is quite big...
but the dust also quite many...
makes me a bit lazy to sweep the floor..
hahaha...

but now as i move to my new hostel..
thinking of what i gonna eat for my breakfast, lunch, dinner is a big task for me!
as i already don't know what to eat exactly...
(i'm so lame right? XD)
everyday need to worry bout what to eat, where to eat and even who to eat with..
(but usually will eat alone if didn't ask earlier...HAHAHA~~~)

start going to class and try to form assignment group for the assignment..
hoping everything still can make it in time...
and hope to get more friends as i don't wanna always eat alone...
hahaha...
hope this semester's result gonna be good and save me from this misery already...

this is quite a random post~
so don't let me make my dear readers read till blur blur o~~~
XDD

good night~!

random 9

是否我的行为、态度还是很孩子气？
还是我证明不到我的成熟？
这时时都在困扰着我。。
因为我老爸老妈对我还是和多年以前一样呵护。。
还没完完全全的放下心。。
是我给不到他们信心？
我该怎么做？！！

暂时不理了。。

p/s:我老妈好像在帮我找着相亲对象了~~~  =.=""""""

月食以后~~

今晚的月亮看起来总觉得好像比平时的还要亮还要美。。
不管怎么看都好。。
仿佛经过昨晚的月全食以后。。
高高挂在夜空里月亮是越看越美、越看越着迷啊~~~
周围还有平时不是很清楚看得见的星星。。
就如正在欣赏一幅画那样。。
一幅由大自然下笔的一幅画。。
看着这幅明媚动人的画。。
觉得心里是平静的。。
但是不管多么的平静。。
总还是会起涟漪。。
谁来平息我心里的涟漪啊~？！

心情是糟的~~

1st time sitting at McD alone

Wah wah wah~~~
Just like the title said...
This was my FIRST TIME go to McDand sit down alone...
Usually there were a bunch of friends to go with...
But not tonight...
This is because i need to go and register for my subjects that i gonna take this semester...
BUT~~
I cant get into the website already...
Stupid~!!
Now how am i gonna start my class now?!!!
I dont wanna just taking 2 subjects in a long semester ar~~~~~!!!!!
HELP~!!!!

I'm gonna go back hometown tomorrow afternoon...
Damn~!
I need to figure it out ways to let me add the subject!!

Back to Kampar (Late post)

Hmm..
I can see lots of dust in here as i have been abandoned here for sometimes already..
By now, i have already finish the 1st week of my new semester..
But my matters still haven't settle..
Maybe next week need to settle it cause i wanna start go to class already..
I don't want still sit at home..

During the end of my semester break..
Before I went back here, I have a gathering with my friend..
Drinking session is always the best..
And I love it a lots..
Appreciated that cause this maybe our last time go out drink like this?
Hahaha..

After come back to Kampar..
I have continuously go to basketball for almost a week already..
Dunno it's a good thing or bad thing for me..
As I told myself that i don't wanna play basketball again this semester..
But when i pass through the basketball court..
I can't control myself..
Hahaha..

Till yesterday morning..
There was no internet connection in my new hostel..
So it was quite boring for me as I got nothing to do..
But finally the contractor come install the internet sooner than the expected time..
So that i can stay connected...
Hahahaha..

My new housemate is quite nice..
He is from Bahau..
And he is taking foundation in science...
But I still need to find another housemate as now both of us share the rental of a house is quite heavy for us too..

I think that's all for now la..
I'll update again as soon as I got anything to write..
Hahaha..

p/s: Hoping i can get more friends soon la...

XDD