the last n final post in the year of 2010...

hmm...

it is still left less than 10 hours in the last day of the year 2010...

come to think of what i have done among the year of 2010 and gonna try to summarize it up...

let me think..

what the hell i have done during the year 2010~?

frankly speaking, nothing much i have done during the year 2010...

but i'm gonna think hard and squeeze something out to write about...

starting from the beginning of this year..

i started to blog more often...

about 5-7 posts per month...

and i think i should try to post more often in 2011..

hopefully i can post up 1 article per day~ 

haha..

for my study..

i think the result of mine is not so good in this year..

i hope i can get a higher grade and have more motivation to study in 2011..

hopefully can have my loan again on next next semester..

and hope that my grade will increase instead of decrease starting next semester...

starting Jan 2011..

i have 2 basketball competition that i am going to participate...

after such long time lack of training..

hopefully can train back my previous level of skills..

and hope that me and my teammates can work together in a team to strive for champion...

We Are The CHAMPION~~~!!

it's been 2 years that i stay single already..

hopefully in the year 2011...

i will find someone that is special to me..

and get in relationship..

this because buddy around me almost all have found their other half already...

and sometimes feel a bit awkward to be the only single person among all couples when going out together...

hahaha...

Lastly..

hopefully my family condition can become better and better...

and my friends and family can stay healthy always...

and wish all my wishes will come true...

~~*Happy New Year 2011*~~

short post

i think i have been neglected my blog for maybe 2 weeks??

hahaha...

last few weeks i were getting ready for my final exam..

and then after exam i cannot straight away online and update my blog because i got nothing to write about..

no inspiration and motivation to write a thing at all~~

haizz~

that day..

as soon as i finished my last paper..

i went to the saloon to get myself a haircut..

and i also change my hairstyle...

i curled my hair...

and it takes me quite some times to do it...

and uncertainty is striking me when i were sitting there...

here is my hair after that :

this is the so-called...BIRD NEST head~!!

hahahaha....

now i plan to go dye my hair after i go back to kampar...

and get myself ready for Chinese New Year..

hahahaha...

i think i will end my post here...

happy new year to all of my readers here...

wish u all have a prosperous new year...

stay healthy and safe always...

=)

自杀

最近自杀风气很旺下呢~~
搞得各个网络、报章杂志、电视新闻都在大事报道及关注。。
还真的是闹得满城风雨、鸡飞狗走~~
弄得人人看到类似自杀的讯息都要变得神经兮兮。。
哪怕一个不小心或不注意就有在酿成人命伤亡啊~~
但是当中也有些人是看到前者有人受到大家的瞩目也就跑去搞自杀。。
借此来让自己的人气提升或提高自己的知名度。。
但我也真搞不懂。。
以这种方法来得到关注，值得吗？？！


自杀真的能解决问题吗？？
还是只是一种逃避责任的方法？？

我个人认为。。
自杀绝对是解决不了问题的。。
就算你死几十次、几百次、几千次都好，问题依然存在。。
所谓解铃还须系铃人。。
一死根本就不能解决问题。。
除了你勇敢的面对才能解决。。
再来，自杀也可算是最对不起父母的。。
无论在自杀前，遗书里或是任何形式上对父母献上再多的道歉或对不起都好。。
一旦动手了，你就是所谓的不孝子了。。
试想想：如果没你父亲的精虫跟你母亲的卵子的结合，经过你母亲怀胎十月，受尽害喜的困扰及痛苦，然后千辛万苦忍受着撕心裂肺的伤痛把你输送到这个世界来的话，你认为你还会有那个机会去搞自杀或作任何对不起你父母的事吗？？
答案是根本没有~！！如果不是你父母赋予你生命，你就什么都不是。。没人会知道你的存在，你也没机会去享受到所谓你亲情、友情、爱情等等。。


麻烦大家请珍惜生命。。
人生短短几十年。。
悲、欢、离、合、喜、怒、哀、乐。。
有了这些，我们的人生才会丰富。。
可能你会觉得你现在很苦很低落。。
但是，试着把头举起来，看看这个世界，看看那那些比你更不幸的，你总该感到一丁点的欣慰。。
因为有时候现在苦，并不代表以后还是会一样啊~~
凡事都一定是先苦后甜嘛。。
经过一番的努力以后，必定能有所改变，根本就不必以死亡来当逃避责任的理由啊~~~
正所谓：不经一番寒刺骨，焉得梅花扑鼻香~~


活下去就有希望~！！
=)

第一张考试完毕~~！

终于。。。
第一张的考卷刚刚考完了。。
60题的选择题。。
我只用了30分钟左右就做完了。。
题目也还好。。
不会太过刁钻。。。
现在让自己休息个一两天，然后再向接下来的考试，也就是最后一张考卷奋斗。。
因为最后一科是注定我这个学期生死的一科。。
也是注定我下个学期会不会拿到钱的一科。。
我一定要好好加油~！！

super duper short update

two week has passed in the month of December..
time really flies..
next Monday, i am going to sit for my first paper..(Pengajian Malaysia)
so i plan to use Saturday and Sunday to study this subject..
hope that i can manage to pass this subject because i don't want to repeat it..
after Monday,i'll have to wait for 10 boring days until i can sit for my second and last subject..(OB)
10 days...
should be enough time for me..(if i did not use that 10 days to do nothing)

arghh~!
recently i really don't know why i keep on having insomnia..
really cant sleep early...
my bed time now already being adjust till 5-6am...
and the time i wake up is 12-1pm..
it's really so damn tiring..
somemore i really don't have the habit of taking naps in the afternoon..
but then i go play basketball in the afternoon somemore..
try to make myself really tired and hope that can sleep early..
yet..the outcomes is quite disappointing..
i totally can't sleep eventhough i am very tired...

hope i can manage to sleep early after monday paper...