矛盾

其实这一两年来
在感情这一方面我一直都很矛盾
明明是很渴望爱情
但是却又觉得自己不够资格
内心里的纠结与斗争
已经不知道让我多少个晚上不能安稳入眠
如果我能放弃这一块
那该有多好啊
偏偏自己就是贱
怎么都不舍得放弃
身心的疲惫迟早会到达极限
到了那时候
崩溃已经是在所难免
而我自己也不清楚
我到底还能撑到几时
内心里的斗争什么时候才能结束
只好看着办吧

老化

刚才和球友去打球。。
那时我才刚睡醒不久罢了。。
总是觉得累。。
喝了瓶红牛来让自己精神点。。
而且打完了到现在身体多处都感觉到酸痛。。

这些都令我不禁想起。。
以前的我根本都不需要,这些东西的。。
真的是让我不认老都不行。。
体力和耐力已经大不如前。。
身体状况更是每况愈下。。

唉。。。。
身体的运动伤害也久久不能完全痊愈。。
还是算了吧。。
认老吧。。

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sign up for car test

Hello all~~~
Been some times din come up here already..


Today i come here just to announce that:
I FINALLY SIGN UP MYSELF FOR THE CAR TEST ALREADY~~~!!!!
Hahaha...
Many people already had renew their license higher than P lor..
I now just wan get the L only..
Pity me...
Haha..

Must try my best to get it pass in one shot!
Don't want to spend too many money on this..

Tomorrow gotta go for listening the kursus...
It's gonna be a boring morning...
Hope i won't fall asleep lar...
>.<

That's all...
Signing off~~
See you all next time...
Cheers~~~~~ =)

random 7

Yello peeps~!
Looks like I had abandoned my blog for few days already..
It's getting dustier than my room already..
Haha...
Time to clean up the dust~!

Ok..
Come to report what actually happened to me during these few days..
Actually it's still the same old routine that going on for me..
Class, taking meal, sleep late, watching movie in the dreams, yamcha with friends and etc..
Oh wait~!
Watching movie in the dreams?!
Yup~! I'm kidding with you..
Recently I called myself dream making machine..
You asked me why?
I just can tell you I also don't know what happen..
Cause whenever i close my eyes to rest myself..
I will automatically start dreaming..
My brain don't feel like having a break..
Sometimes can have 2-3 dreams in just a short nap..
(No wonder i feel so tired even i slept early and wake up late)
Somebody knows how to cure this??
Haha...

Then last Sunday was my last game of the Kampar Open Tournament..
And the result is we lose the game and didn't qualified to go into the final six..
At the last game,although my team lose but I am happy cause i found a bit of myself back on the court..
And it's a happy thing right?
Haha..
So now, the life is going back to where it should have been..
Normal,boring,easy life..
Just be it..

I think that's all what i had to say..
Notyjimjim signing off~!
XD

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changed my blog song

Just finish changing my blog song..
this is the song that made the tears of mine fall..
it's a very touching song..
where the guy sing for her fiancée..
and his fiancée is suffer from the effect after the accident just a short period after they engaged...
but the guy still stay beside her and willing to hold her hands and take care of her till the end..
the love from him to her is so strong and true..
he is one good guy..

Chris Medina, salute to you~!

Enjoy the song~