hmm...
最近我都好像很迟睡。。
我也不懂为什么会这样。。
只知道说到了晚上就怎么睡都睡不着。。
只好上上网、看看书咯。。
但是看的却不是跟我的学业有关的书。。
而是所谓的面子书。。
看来我是时候加把劲了噜~

刚才。。
我housemate看完球一回到来。。
就问我说：做莫你那么寂寞的？？
我就只能傻了一下。。
难道。。。
我散发出一种令人觉得我很寂寞的感觉吗？？
是不是一看就可以断定我是孤独老人的那种呢？
哈哈。。。

话说。。
我觉得我给人的感觉总是不怎么友善。。
该怎么说呢？
就可能每次一到新的环境就会选择默默地观察周围。。
然后都不怎么参人。。
就仿佛是躲在墙角的幽灵般。。
是蛮恐怖的啦。。
而且也因为我这样。。
造成我看起来好像很骄傲、‘懒习’。。
但是如果一开始熟了应该也不会怎样了吧？

哈哈。。
又是到了睡觉的时候噜~
各位早安~
祝你们有个快乐的早晨。。
晚安~~ ^^

imma gonna bak hometown tis week..

after my presentation tis wednesday..

n imma calling off for a holiday by myself...

n tis time..

imma put lots of efforts on my study..

gotta study at home during day time..

n partying/outing hard when the nite come~

hahaha..

there's oways a saying,"study hard,play hard~!!"

n i'm looking forward to the date with a secondary lenglui schoolmate of my..

~Ms. Collie Law~

hahaha...

gonna to watch a movie with her n oso having mcd with her on 31st of August..

YeeaaH~

Currently..

my life is okie..

n i m quite happy..

bt a little bit lonely...

n tat's jz ok for me..

cz i'm nt so picky~!

See ya~

nitez....

haircut haircut~

hmm..
i m thinking..
is time for me to change new hair style d?
cz i plan to go bald tis time...
cut all the 'trouble' away..
i've also plan to grow goatee beard to go with my bald hair style..
bt,my beard jz cant grow long enuf..
tat's y i still considering wan to go bald or nt..

i've been telling ppl tat i m goin to go bald..
n almost all of them giv me the reaction like: "HuH?! WTF! Y u wanna go bald o??!! WAT did u thing until wanna go bald o??!!!"
hahaha...
it's funny to c their reaction..
bt then,i jz reply all of them:"aiya..hair onli mar...can grow bak eh~~~"
hehe...

soon..
notyjimjim will change to botak jimjim..
hahahahaha...

i cant feel my body..
seems like it's bcome hollow already..
jz left an empty shell...
it's is quite suffer..
i wanna get over tis as fast as possible...
i hav no time for tis..

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK TO THIS DAMN THING~!!

i dunno y..
y i recently bcome so so so unmotivated...
feel so powerless, no energy at all...

i nid motivation...
i nid power...
i nid to b strong...
n invulnerable~!

it's over....
she already have bf lu...
a bit sad to hear tis news..
bt i also feel quite relief..
bcz nid no more concern tat y she din peduli me..
or worry about will she accept me or nt..

just like my fren said..
just move on..
sure hav another one waiting in front...
jz cheer n move on...
hahaha...

hmm...
gotta improve myself..
gotta improve to impress...
^^

thursday, august 05, 2010, 0232am

today is my housemate, mr. leong wee hao's big day..

Happy Birthday to Him..

haha..

jz nw his girlfren come to our house to giv him a suprise with a handmade cheese cake made by her..

n she gt find one of my housemate zheng shun to plan for this suprise..

n i help them to take some sweet sweet photos jz nw..

when i were seeing them..

a thought came across my mind..

did i ever have tis kinds of suprise before..

n i looked bak into my memories..

n i found out tat i had never ever having tis kinds of suprise or celebration before..

with the loved one..

looking bak into my past 3 relationship..

i nvr receive gift or celebration from my ex-girlfren..

i think is because all of my relationship start after my birthday and end before my birthday..

so, i shud hav expected that there is no celebration with loved one for me..

jz goin out with fren jz like usual..

ntg much special..

i truely wish tat i can celebrate my birthday with my loved one..

bt everytime jz onli will let me down..

i hope n i wish for many years..

every year, my third birthday wish is the same..

wishing for the chances to celebrate special moments with loved one..

bt it nvr ccome true after so many years..

stil the same old condition..

and tis year my birthday wish is still the same..

But...

i think i jz got rejected..

wat to do..except keep wishing the same wish and hope that it will come true one day in the future..

Haizzzz~~~