把头往上抬仰望着夜空

看着那皎洁如白玉的月亮

虽然已经不是在同一个地方

但还是依旧的美丽动人

很想把这一刻都定格

但这么做是很不妥当

时间一去不回

回忆就只能是回忆

只能把眼光向前看

看来我也是时候把我的脚步放快了

毕竟一直以来我都是把脚步放慢

慢慢的观察四周围的人、事、物

整个生活步调都要比别人还慢

现在，看来是已经不再允许我这么做

也许在未来的某一天

当我的一切都定了下来

可能可以重新的放慢脚步

牵着自己喜欢的人

慢慢的体验生活、享受生活

我

就是那么一个我

那个人前嘻嘻哈哈

人后就静得可怕的我

总会在那寂静无声的夜里

对着屏幕

敲打着键盘

安静的聆听着自己

然后慢慢的让情绪一点一点的释放出来

有时会失控般无声的痛哭流泪

有时却可以控制着情绪的暴走

当一切恢复平静

我也大概已经渐入梦乡

隔天醒来

又可以在人前嘻嘻哈哈不断

也许我真的把一切都压抑得好好的

所以朋友都不能轻易察觉到我的这一面

除了从我文章里看出一些端倪

“酒逢知己千杯少，话不投机半句多”

这话可是千真万确

p/s: 倒数一个星期

Origin of my Friendships

Come to think of it
Most of my friendships or my networks were built based on one thing

Which is BASKETBALL!!
This is what I can really think of when i reviewing my past friendship and discover till the root of it

There's always be BASKETBALL

From there

My network just expanded and expanded

Then reach out to others

Throughout all the years I have been playing basketball

The fellas that I have known through this sports are still increasing

No matter the good ones or the bad ones

I am still glad that I have met these guys

The bad ones might just be forgotten
For the good ones

Most of them I think of them as my bros
My brothers!
I am treasuring these relationships

Maybe most of you will think another way round

But no matter how

I still will think of you all as my BROS

Maybe most of the times i speak very straight forward

And you all might felt quite uneasy and annoyed with it

Hence I'm gonna apologize to all of you here

And thanks you all for bearing with me for such long time

I do appreciated that

So, Thanks Again
I just don't know what can I do without you all
=)

皎洁明媚的月亮

高高地挂在天上

此时此刻我在想

慢慢就陷入惆怅

生活就将迈向新的方向

很多事情让我晕头转向

不怕成为不了一名大将

是自己还搞不清楚方向

最近真的是事情一箩筐

自己都还没真正的反应过来

但是我相信一切都会有解答

现在的我

正在做着最后的挣扎

就像快要溺毙了急着滑动着手脚想要呼吸到那么一口气

我仿佛就处于一个进退两难的局面

不做任何挣扎而死去

或者极力挣扎直到筋疲力尽而亡

唉~~

年纪也不轻噜~~

过了下个月

2字头的岁月也只剩下一半了

可以挥霍的青春也所剩无几

到现在身上还是一无所有

即不能够让家人过上好生活

也更别说拥有个情人老婆

即没一个属于自己的家

也更别说是自己的一辆车

所有的所有

不能怨谁

要怨的话，就怨自己

Lol...
Hey guys, I am back..
I think my blog is becoming less and less frequently update already..
The last update was a month ago..
Damn...
LAZY ME~~!

Alright,
It's already 2nd May by the time I write this post..
So it's almost half of 2013..
And it's the middle of final exam period for UTAR student..
Come to think of it..
I admit that I was quite freak out with the exam currently..
Cuz it's the matter of stay or leave, abandon or complete..
There're things playing in my minds when it's nearer to the end of the semester..
I'm just totally blur and dunno what to do, or where should I go..
And one thing I know is that I am carrying the "FACE" of my family..
Hence I shouldn't done somethings that will disgrace my family..
But yet I have been doing it since the first semester of my Uni life..
I can nearly see a big capital letter "L" on my forehead already..

Anyhow..
Life still goes on..
Whether there would changes or not..
Just stay tuned and see how it would be..

"Play like a young man, Think like a mature man"