haircut haircut~

hmm..
i m thinking..
is time for me to change new hair style d?
cz i plan to go bald tis time...
cut all the 'trouble' away..
i've also plan to grow goatee beard to go with my bald hair style..
bt,my beard jz cant grow long enuf..
tat's y i still considering wan to go bald or nt..

i've been telling ppl tat i m goin to go bald..
n almost all of them giv me the reaction like: "HuH?! WTF! Y u wanna go bald o??!! WAT did u thing until wanna go bald o??!!!"
hahaha...
it's funny to c their reaction..
bt then,i jz reply all of them:"aiya..hair onli mar...can grow bak eh~~~"
hehe...

soon..
notyjimjim will change to botak jimjim..
hahahahaha...

i cant feel my body..
seems like it's bcome hollow already..
jz left an empty shell...
it's is quite suffer..
i wanna get over tis as fast as possible...
i hav no time for tis..

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK TO THIS DAMN THING~!!

i dunno y..
y i recently bcome so so so unmotivated...
feel so powerless, no energy at all...

i nid motivation...
i nid power...
i nid to b strong...
n invulnerable~!

it's over....
she already have bf lu...
a bit sad to hear tis news..
bt i also feel quite relief..
bcz nid no more concern tat y she din peduli me..
or worry about will she accept me or nt..

just like my fren said..
just move on..
sure hav another one waiting in front...
jz cheer n move on...
hahaha...

hmm...
gotta improve myself..
gotta improve to impress...
^^

thursday, august 05, 2010, 0232am

today is my housemate, mr. leong wee hao's big day..

Happy Birthday to Him..

haha..

jz nw his girlfren come to our house to giv him a suprise with a handmade cheese cake made by her..

n she gt find one of my housemate zheng shun to plan for this suprise..

n i help them to take some sweet sweet photos jz nw..

when i were seeing them..

a thought came across my mind..

did i ever have tis kinds of suprise before..

n i looked bak into my memories..

n i found out tat i had never ever having tis kinds of suprise or celebration before..

with the loved one..

looking bak into my past 3 relationship..

i nvr receive gift or celebration from my ex-girlfren..

i think is because all of my relationship start after my birthday and end before my birthday..

so, i shud hav expected that there is no celebration with loved one for me..

jz goin out with fren jz like usual..

ntg much special..

i truely wish tat i can celebrate my birthday with my loved one..

bt everytime jz onli will let me down..

i hope n i wish for many years..

every year, my third birthday wish is the same..

wishing for the chances to celebrate special moments with loved one..

bt it nvr ccome true after so many years..

stil the same old condition..

and tis year my birthday wish is still the same..

But...

i think i jz got rejected..

wat to do..except keep wishing the same wish and hope that it will come true one day in the future..

Haizzzz~~~