tired~

ade been having bad sleeping habit for sometime ade..
n it still getting worst n worst..
tis week,i ade gt 2 or 3 nite din sleep le..
nw whole body is very tired..
jz dunno when i'll be dead bcz of this..
i oso hope tat i can have some sleep..
bt dunno y,i jz cant do it~
stupid me~!!

i think i've been ade given HER too much preasure ade..
oways post something tat about her..
i think she oso hav seen wat i post..
n she less n less find me oso ade..
so i think i'm gonna quit writting stuff about her ade..
i'll jz keep all my thought for her,all my feelings for her in my mind onli..
tis is wat it shud be~

endless~

since tat day..
we hav been less communicate with each other day by day..
izzit the things i've done already made a wall up n seperated us in between??
izzit???
eventhough tat u keep on saying its ok,its ok~
bt from deep inside,i can feel tat everything have change..
we cant b close as last time..
i started scared to find u..
u started lee reply me..
izzit gonna game over??
i dun hope tis will b the bottom line~
hw can i fix everything up??
but 1 thing for sure~!
i m still like u~
i m still missing u~~

lynn~

我。。
开始想你了。。
你知道吗？？
不！
你肯定不知道的。。
而且你也应该不想知道吧？？
不。。不是应该，是肯定不想知道！
我也不懂怎么的心理就是很难受、很难受。
好像有双手在把握的心脏压得紧紧的~
今天下午，当你回复我期待了很久信息以后，我手拿着电话，飞快地按了所要回答你的话。
但是到了要按发送时，就突然停了下来，直接按了退出，不回了。
我也不懂我这么做是为什么~
可能想试试看我能在没跟你联络的情况下撑多久吧？
不知道，我不知道为什么会这样~~！！
看来今晚又是个失眠的夜晚吧？

就在这里跟你说声晚安~
愿你有个美梦~

今晚。。
终于也再见到你了。。
很开心。。
虽然还是多数静静的、没什么出声。。
但还是很开心~

不懂怎么的。。
我其实会羡慕豪~
因为他可以常和你出去啊~
而我却不能。。
但是我会努力的。。
努力读书，赚多点钱。。
为了将来~

不知不觉的。。
你已经都把我的心都填满了。。
很满很满~
也希望你的心也被我慢慢、慢慢的填满。。
希望我们能够开始，然后好好的发展下去。。

夜了~
也该听听你的话。。
不可以那么迟睡~
嘻嘻。。
去睡觉噜~~
晚安咯~

new sem start~

2day is the 1st day of another sem ade..
jz like oways..
busy with registering n waiting n collecting staff from the skul office..
very tie consuming~
haha~~

bt then wat can i say??
UTAR is jz like tat de ma~
this sem..
i m goin to settle all my failed subject n make it to bcum pass subject~!!!
(hope i can do so la~haha~~)
i dun wan to REPEAT ANYMORE~!!!

gt a bit tired nw~
tats all 4 2nite..
nitez ya~