其实。。
并不是我不想谈一场恋爱。。
身边的亲戚朋友问了再问。。
我的答案还是依旧的那个。。
“还没有啦~~~”

其实。。
在心里，还是会渴望爱情的来临。。
得到所谓的爱情的滋润。。

爱情。。
对我来说可以使很遥远，也可以是很近。。
是看我肯还是不肯罢了。。
其实我心里是很明白。。
现在的我。。
连自己都没办法好好地照顾自己。。
更何况是去照顾另一个人。。
无论是思想、行为、感情或是物质上我都自认为真的真的无法满足。。

所以。。
并不是‘我不要’。。
而是‘我不能’。。

可笑吧~？


Actually..
Not i don't wanna enter into a relationship..
Friends and family around me keep repeating the question again and again..
But my answer is still the same old one...
"haven't got any girlfriend yet...."

Actually...
inside my heart, i'll still hope for someone to go  into relationship with..
to feel the love and the happiness of a relationship..

Love..
to me it can be very far yet very near...
just depends on my decision to go for it or back off...
i understand deeply inside my heart..
the current me..
is a man that can't even take good care of himself..
yet going to take care of another person..
no matter in terms of thinking, behaviour, feelings or materially, i still can't fulfill any of it...

So...
it isn't "i don't want"...
is "i cannot"...

Funny huh~?