[Speechless~~]

Seriously feeling all the disappointments and demotivation...

really not a good thing...

and i am trying hard to get over it...

keep trying to motivate myself back on course...

and headed to the goal of mine...

it's really hard...

but..

i believe i can and i will get over it no matter how...

just need some supports and the power to overcome these...

not gonna fall back no matter how...

cuz it's all bout looking forward and never look back...

i'm gonna go straight down the road of reaching my goals...

one step at a time..

and i believe i will reach eventually...

and i gonna thank all these that gonna make me stronger and stronger...

ain't no tolerance to negative stuffs!!
#BigJimgotGUTS

Fuck'em!!!

The Returns

YO!! Big Jim Is BACK!!!
Hell yeah~~~~
I am back in blogging after neglecting it for almost a year...
*Shout!!!!*

Muahahaha
alright, nothing special to be told now....
but BEHOLD!!
there are stories that gonna be updated soon after I get the result I wanted...

Just some short updates to you guys of what happened to me since my last post on March:
I have found a job that I quite like bout it and I am working my way towards something that I have been wanted from the beginning. So most of the thing is quite good for now, just that I have lessen the time to get my hands on that bball and workouts lately. But I should be trying to solve this after I settled down soon.

So till here for this time..
Please wait for the next update...
and I promise it's a real soon one...
Hahaha

Ciao~~~! =)

梦想。。

到底有多遥远？

并不是我不够勇敢去追寻。。

而是。。

为了去追，我只好让自己承受一切。。

一切的不理解与鄙视的眼神。。

痛苦？

那是必然。。

愤怒？

那也是一定的。。

但我又能如何。。

毕竟说了，也等于没说。。

只能把这些咕咚一声都吞了。。

是的。。

都吞了！

有那么一朝。。

我相信。。

我绝对相信。。

我会证明我并没有后悔这样。。

words for myself

All I need now

is the power

the will and

the courage

to take a big big leap

confidently

strongly

I need to keep reminding myself

I got nothing to lose

I got no commitment for now

and I ain't gonna give up so easily

Make a move!!

Take action!!!

把头往上抬仰望着夜空

看着那皎洁如白玉的月亮

虽然已经不是在同一个地方

但还是依旧的美丽动人

很想把这一刻都定格

但这么做是很不妥当

时间一去不回

回忆就只能是回忆

只能把眼光向前看

看来我也是时候把我的脚步放快了

毕竟一直以来我都是把脚步放慢

慢慢的观察四周围的人、事、物

整个生活步调都要比别人还慢

现在，看来是已经不再允许我这么做

也许在未来的某一天

当我的一切都定了下来

可能可以重新的放慢脚步

牵着自己喜欢的人

慢慢的体验生活、享受生活

我

就是那么一个我

那个人前嘻嘻哈哈

人后就静得可怕的我

总会在那寂静无声的夜里

对着屏幕

敲打着键盘

安静的聆听着自己

然后慢慢的让情绪一点一点的释放出来

有时会失控般无声的痛哭流泪

有时却可以控制着情绪的暴走

当一切恢复平静

我也大概已经渐入梦乡

隔天醒来

又可以在人前嘻嘻哈哈不断

也许我真的把一切都压抑得好好的

所以朋友都不能轻易察觉到我的这一面

除了从我文章里看出一些端倪

“酒逢知己千杯少，话不投机半句多”

这话可是千真万确

p/s: 倒数一个星期