The Story From A Lonely Lion

24th Valentine's Day

2012-02-15T00:56:00.001+08:00

Yup~
This is it guys..
Another short update again..
Hahahaha...

Yes yes..
The Valentine's Day has passed...
I see tons of photo uploaded and showed on my news feed..
And they are very sweet indeed..
And i like to say that i am very envy also...
=D

Well..
This is another one of the Valentine's Day that i have missed out..
Cause i haven't got any valentine to celebrate Valentine's Day with..
And i am still calculating and waiting and anticipating for the time that i got chance to celebrate Valentine's Day..
Don't know when will it be my turn to celebrate..
But i will keep waiting..

I think i'll make it a short update..
So, i should stop writing already...
Good night, peeps..

情人节前夕

2012-02-13T19:47:00.001+08:00

话说。。
我好像很久很久都没上来这写写了。。
今天就趁着情人节的前夕上来更新一下下。。
（反正我也不必庆祝，所以得空得很。。>.<）

人说情人节前夕是所谓的偷情日。。
也不懂是从何而来的结论。。
我只知道说着已经成为了话题。。
但是对我这种来说，好像也没什么大不了。。
为什么呢~？
因为我既没有偷情的对象，也没有情人。。
所以根本就跟这两天风马牛不相及。。
也就只能眼巴巴地看着别人庆祝。。
哈哈哈。。

一直以来。。
我都很遗憾我不曾有过情人节。。
因为时间点都不对。。
总是错过了情人节。。
所以有的时候我真的会非常羡慕。。
羡慕那些人自制的礼物、影片或者是惊喜。。
因为这些都是我从来没有过的。。
不懂到时真的有机会庆祝时我会不会手忙脚乱，什么都不会啊~？
哈哈哈。。

今天就暂时po着一点点先噜。。
希望我会很快的再更新吧~

祝大家情人节快乐。。
有情人的就甜甜蜜蜜。。
没情人的就疯狂PARTY~！！！！！
xDD

The ends of 2011 and the start of 2012

2011-12-28T20:23:00.001+08:00

Ay yo yo~~
Wassup people~
How are your day~?
Feeling lazy and hoping for the New Year Eve to arrive~?
Hahaha..

3 more days and the year 2011 is going to end already..
After that,is the legendary year 2012..
Which is says would be the year where the world is going to an end~!
Fuck That Shit~!
Imma just live it like nobody else business..

Looking back on this year..
Not much really happen on me also..
But...
I do enjoy my 2011...
Parties and outing..
Meeting new people...
I will be looking forward to my 2012..
Hope it would be more fun and exciting..

And ya..
This coming Sunday..
Which is 1st of January 2012..
It's one of my bro big day..
It's his wedding day...
Me and my friend will be his best men...
Hopefully we won't face some pretty tough tasks lar...
Hahaha...

p/s: Congratulation Mr.Lee.. fast fast have a baby then.. hahahaha

13.12.2011

2011-12-13T05:40:00.000+08:00

大家好哦~~~
我来噜~~！
我觉得我真的该严厉的检讨检讨自己一下下咯。。
整天都荒废了这里。。
原本还有点生气的地方现在却变成死气沉沉了。。
绝对不能再这样继续下去~！！
NO WAY~!!!

好了。。
不啰嗦。。
话说现在已经是清晨五点二十二分。。
对~！
你绝对没看错~！！
就是清晨~~~！

在近来的一个多月里。。
我几乎都是在这种时间才可以入眠。。
不对~！
是准备入眠。。
原因无他。。
就是因为近期开始了我的临时工。。
几乎都是到半夜两点。。
而且很多时候没工也是会稍微过去下。。
因为这毕竟是我的责任。。
然而。。
很多时候，放工了却未必能直接回家。。
原因？
当然是跟同事们喝喝茶，联络联络下感情咯。。
通常那样一喝下来，就是到了差不多三点多要四点才能回家。。
而回到家之后，当然也就是少不了洗下身体还有上下网。。
不知不觉就会到了清晨。。
我当然也知道。。
这个是我该死。。
自己要这样的。。
所以怨不得别人~~
但是日子一久，我也好像发现到身体有点在搞抗议了。。
老毛病都回来找我聚一聚了。。。
真的好希望我可以好好休息休息。。。
只能每天在睡前对自己说：
“忍忍吧~~！23号你就可以回到自己的家了~~~”
我真的是想家了我。。。

好了。。
要去准备会周公了。。
全世界早安。。
在此同时。。
让我跟大家说声。。。。
晚安~！

p/s：可能今年的圣诞我不用一个人过哦~~~ 有个傻瓜陪我~~~ 哈哈哈~~

一个人在宿舍的夜晚

2011-11-27T04:26:00.001+08:00

哇哈哈哈~~
突然间发现我慢慢、慢慢的变成越来越懒惰了。。
因为。。
一个不小心，我就荒废了我的部落格整整半个月了。。
是时候改改我这懒惰的习惯了吧~？
x)

最近的我。。
可是很想尝试当个很有担当的男人哦~~~
结果。。
却把自己搞到忙得跟什么似的。。
连自己的生活作息也完完全全的影响到了。。
而且，透过这样的一个经验，我可真的学到了一些东西。。

我可是有史以来第一次当了一个那么大规模团队的组长。。
不过我自认我真的没那个本事来率领这么一大班人。。
当我看到其他的组长都做得很好，我也有看看自己。。
然后好像发现都自己都不怎么样。。
也从没好好的向组员们介绍自己。。
还真的是有点烂透了。。
不过，再多几天总算挨过去了。。
到时能成功与否还是必须看看这几天能完成些什么。。

我也终于尝试到了当一个主管的滋味。。
原来主管外表看起来好像很轻松那样，结果是比普通员工还要更辛苦些。。
我也领悟到了：当一个人的权力越大，那所需要付出的努力也会变得越多。。
我的工作岗位就犹如一个中间人一般。。
老板要说什么，我帮忙传达。。
然后员工有什么，我也帮忙传达。。
再来就是管理员工还有分配工作。。
然后当然就是想个方法可以老板员工两边都可以兼顾到的方法咯。。

当然。。
我会把这些责任往身上也不是没有原因。。
我想锻炼下自己，看自己能到哪里。。
然后就是好奇我可以承受到多大的压力。。
看要多大的压力才能把我给逼疯。。
哈哈哈。。

不过，我真的希望可以有点时间好好休息一下了。。
毕竟我是个不睡午觉的人。。
而且也那么久没好好睡过、放松过了。。
打算趁着有假期的时候好好充电充电一番。。

看来也是时候我去睡觉噜~~
不然到时候又有人向我家的慈禧太后告御状咯~~~
晚安了~~

我累了。。

2011-11-11T23:35:00.001+08:00

我真的累了。。
也许。。
近日来，我自己把太多太多的东西都往身上扛。。
搞到自己喘不过气来。。
身体上的疲惫，再加上心灵上的疲惫。。
造就了现在的我。。
对什么我都觉得够了。。
这样就好了。。
不想再期望更多、得到更多了。。
只想。。
能有个机会，让自己能够充分的休息休息。。

躲猫猫。。
也许是个我不擅长的游戏。。
也许是我的耐心还不够好。。
现在，我也不想再追了。。
如果你想继续躲，我也不追了。。
因为。。
我真的累了。。

《那些年我们一起追的女孩》

2011-11-06T03:39:00.000+08:00

刚刚去看了九把刀所执导的电影《那些年我们一起追的女孩》。。
那是一部适合大家一起观赏的一部电影。。
无论是和朋友、伴侣。。
学生或是社会人士。。
都很适合。。
因为这部片很好笑，但也有感动的一面。。
而且还会勾起很多回忆。。。
当然，如果是跟伴侣一起看的话一定会更加棒。。
你们可以透过电影，然后回忆起你们之间的点点滴滴。。
然后会很自然的会心一笑。。

而刚刚我在欣赏着这部电影时。。
在一些场景，竟然浮现了你的影子。。
就那么的停留在我脑海里。。
久久不能离去。。
前几天才跟你聊起一些事。。
那时候的你问了我，为什么是你？
而我也顺理成章的回答了一连串的答案。。
但殊不知，我却忘了。。
喜欢，是没有为什么的。。
说的出来的喜欢，并不是真正的喜欢。。
我多么想我可以像戏里的柯景腾那样。。
当个笨蛋，什么都不懂的大笨蛋。。
也许，那样可能会好一点。。
但是，事实是我并不可能像他那样。。
因为经历了些挫折、打击。。
已经不可能再像以前那么的单纯。。
也不可能像以前那么热血了。。

“我想成为一个很厉害的人。因为有了我，让这个世界而有一点点的不一样。而我的世界，不过就是你的心。”

now and after

2011-11-05T05:25:00.001+08:00

Maybe for now i might hurt those people that i love & care the most..
but i am willing to bear anything,do anything,sacrifice anything for them to make sure they will be better,happier and full with laughter..
even is trading my soul to the devil and i'll also say I DO~!
everything will be considered before me..EVERYTHING~!

Maybe you will think that i am acting, bluffing or lying..
but i know those who knows me deep inside will take this seriously...
as i have already sent the message to them during daily interaction with them..
only those that know the other sides of me that i have been hiding under my mask all the time..

I just want to see people around me are happy and full of joy..
but not full sorrow and sadness..
i can help to share and bear those sorrow and sadness in order to see laughter on the face..
cause i do like to see smiley face rather than sad face..

Every night before sleep..
i will always imagine that how great it is if i have the special power that can cure people from sadness and let them live happily...
maybe you can say that i am immature..
but it is all i want..
if i can choose to be a thing..
i will choose to be a diary..
cause no matter happy or sad..
people will tell me..
when they tell me sad thing, they will feel better after that..
i might see a smile on the face after they have told their things..
when they tell me happy thing, they will feel happier after that...
and that is how i want them to be..

it's 5 o'clock in the morning..
here's a song for you guys..
and i am going to sleep..

p/s: don't judge a book by its cover, and i am the book that need you to read thoroughly and deeply understand..

喜事又一桩~！

2011-11-03T17:15:00.001+08:00

哈哈。。

今年朋友们还真的是好消息不断。。

就像今天。。

多一个兄弟也开始步入了人生的另一个阶段了。。

携着他的伴侣，共同组成了一个家。。

这次。。

也是我第二次担任朋友的兄弟。。

而这次。。

我们可是穿着篮球装扮跟着新郎去娶新娘的哦~~

这次在迎娶新娘的过程中，兄弟们可说是一路过关斩将，没在怕的啦~~！

哈哈哈。。

多下就要去喝他们的喜酒了。。

希望他们可以恩恩爱爱、长长久久、幸福美满。。。

祝福他们。。

事与愿违

2011-10-24T20:53:00.002+08:00

现实往往都不会如我们所预期的那样。。
一般，都会是与我们的期望有所出入。。
就如我只想你能给我照顾你的机会那样。。
你却一直都不是很想给。。
明明觉得我们之间的距离好像有再慢慢的缩短了。。
但事实却是我们之间仿佛就像已经被设定了一样。。
无论我怎么做，都好像没办法追到你、触碰到你。。
你就像是那天上耀眼的星星，很美，却触摸不到。。
而我，就像是被判了无期徒刑的犯人般，什么都做不了。。
我该怎么办？
我真的害怕有一天我会完完全全的累了。。
累到什么都不管了。。
而你会察觉到什么吗~？

久违的更新

2011-10-12T05:31:00.004+08:00

嗨~~
大家~~
你们好啊~~~
我来更新了~~~

你们一定会以为我疯了是吗~？
这么迟了不睡还跑来更新部落格~
哈哈哈。。

我能告诉你们的是。。
近期以来。。
我一直都是这样。。
也不懂到底哪里出了错。。
到了晚上会‘sibeh’不能睡。。
不是觉得肚子空空睡不到，就是累到要死了头脑还不想休息。。
有没有一些良策来解决我的问题呢~？？
因为一直这样下来搞到我早上都很没有精神。。
即使睡了八个钟也是一样的累。。
如果睡少一点的话会在起床时很精神。。
不过不到几个小时又再很累很想睡觉了。。
我需要一些解决方案~！

唉~~
多几天就要回金宝咯~~~
因为下个星期一就开学了~~
成绩的话，应该明早醒来就可以看了吧~~
担心、焦虑。。
但是也没用。。
只能听天由命。。
谁叫自己都不怎么用功。。
所以出来的成绩也只能到那里罢了咯。。
活该、该死~！

一次又一次，一次又一次~~
每次都说要努力用功。。
结果呢~？！
都在干些没用的事情。。
怎么我那么集中不到啊~？！
是不是我的态度不对~？？！

随着年龄越来越大。。
我越觉得我自己变得越来越陌生。。
看着镜子的话，仿佛会觉得镜中的那个人到底是谁。。
即使拼了命的试着看清，但是还是没办法摸清楚自己的思绪。。
虽然是知道变得越来越不像自己。。
但是却又能如何~？
现在的我。。
是矛盾、犹豫不决的。。
想说，却又说不出口。。
我自认是一个还不错的聆听者。。
但却不是一个很好的倾诉者。。
我似乎都不曾把深埋在心里最底的心事跟其他人讲过。。
有说也是说些比较表面的罢了。。
这真的跟我平常告诉人的不一样。。
我都会叫其他人如果有什么事都可以跟我讲。。
然后我都会在旁细细的聆听。。
所以多数时候也都是人家讲，我听。。
鲜少我会讲，然后人家听。。

如果你现在问我，我到底要什么。。
我根本回答不到你。。
如果你问我，我在想什么。。
我也只能跟你说没想什么。。
这已经慢慢的变成习惯了。。
当你已经变成了习惯，要改掉这个习惯可不容易啊~~~
我觉得。。
我真的需要出去走一走。。
开拓一下自己的视野。。
也许这样会对我有些帮助。。
我真的不想一而再的留下遗憾。。
现在的我如果回头往后一看。。
可是留有不少的遗憾在后头。。
30大关我已经一步一步慢慢靠近。。
我不想到了那时候我还是像现在这个样子。。

人来人往。。
想走的留不住。。
想留的赶不走。。

是时候睡觉啦~~
晚安~~

记得帮我按下广告哦~~~
=D

忙忙忙~~

2011-09-27T02:19:00.003+08:00

上个星期六和星期日是我行程算蛮满的两天。。
因为我有个篮球兄弟结婚了。。
而我和一班好兄弟也顺理成章的当了他的兄弟。。
星期六晚上就得去女方那里的宴会。。
然后星期日早上就是娶新娘的日子咯。。
还好姐妹不算难搞。。
可说是轻松过关。。
当然是少不了一些好玩的事。。
不过就有点懒惰讲~~哈哈哈。。
忙完了娶新娘的事情之后就是宴会了。。
而我又再度成为了大家的目标。。
很想看我醉就是了。。
哈哈哈。。
宴会完了就回到新郎家去聊聊。。
聊了些些东西之后就跟几个朋友到附近的酒吧继续第二轮咯。。
但是也喝了一下就回家了。。

看着朋友开始嫁的嫁、娶的娶。。
那幸福美满的感觉可是充斥着心坎。。。
对未来的感情路上再有了憧憬。。
希望会实现吧~

期待11月3号，另一次当兄弟的时候了。。
哈哈~~

是时候睡觉噜~~
大家晚安~~
=D

相隔超久的一篇

2011-09-17T23:23:00.003+08:00

哇~~~~
看来我好像很久都没更新到我的部落格咯~~~
今天还是第一次用新的平台来写。。
几新鲜下~~~
哈哈哈~~

最近还真的是够懒了。。
怎么能那么就都不更新。。
都差多要三个星期了噜~~~

不过最近也没特别的事情发生。。
生活还是一如往常一样过。。
而且最近也都在忙考试。。
虽然是说在忙。。
但是永远都不知道自己在忙什么。。。
很矛盾对不对~？
我也这样觉得。。。
今天也刚考完了第三个科目的考试了。。
成绩应该也预料得到了。。
所以基本上是没什么心情。。
现在就只剩下下个星期五的最后一个考试。。
然后就要立马赶回家里了。。
因为隔两天可是需要扮演重要的角色哦~~
（朋友结婚，当朋友的兄弟，第一次咧~~）
所以这几天也要多照顾一下身体了。。
要以最好的状态出击。。
哈哈哈~~

虽说最近的日子都过得平平无奇。。
但是还是会有一些小插曲发生的。。
就如上个星期那样。。
我第一次接触到喝醉酒的女生。。
超可爱、超好笑的~~！！
不止跟牛料天说再见。。
而且沿途也跟那些柱子说嗨~~~
还自我介绍呢~~
怕死没人认识她那样。。
我也只能在一旁静静的看这一些画面。。
然后偷偷的笑~！

好吧~~
我也辞穷了~~
就到这里吧~~
晚安~~

p/s：我是独孤九剑的第XXX代掌门人~~因为我够独，孤独~~！XDD

Random 13

2011-08-31T03:30:00.000+08:00

Hey yo~
Haha~~
Long time no see....
I apologize for abandoning my blog again...
SORRY~~~!
=)

Kinda bored this few weeks..
Nothing much happen actually but i'll still squeeze something out from my boring life..
XD

Currently..
I am lazying at my sweet home..
Where i have back here for half month already..
Did few things that i wish to do long times ago..
- Start driving car ( start to go out more already~! XD )
- Meet my "sis" Yew Yew finally
- Tried some new dessert shop which i think is not so bad...
- And etc.

But..
The thing i want to do the most..
Which is watch movie with someone did not manage to complete due to some timing problem..
Yet i know that there's always another time...
So i'm going to sit and wait for the time to come...
Hahaha..

I think that's all for tonight..
Sleep well~
=)

p/s: I hope one day i can have the chance to hold your hand and say the sweetest 3 words to you face to face

心中的激动

2011-08-20T03:26:00.000+08:00

为何我的心情突然变得难以平静下来~？
为何会一直想着你的事情~？
为何？？

我们不是连面都还没见过吗~？
怎么我的心会有那么强烈的动静~？？

我很期待跟你出来见面的那一天。。
但是。。
如果那天你朋友找你的话，我愿意延迟我们原本所订的时间。。
好让你能跟你的朋友好好聚一聚~~
虽然我会带着一点点失望，但是这算不了什么。。

开始思绪凌乱。。
该停笔了。。

晚安。。
（请原谅我今晚的文章，都是些问号还有胡言乱语。。 >.<）

Feeling Glad

2011-08-16T03:09:00.001+08:00

I am so glad that you are willing to call me up regarding concern bout me...
I do really appreciated it..
And maybe this is a sign of hope for me?

It's a short update for tonight..
Good night~~!

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bye bye July, hello August

2011-08-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

Time do flies~~
Today already is the first day of the new month...
So last night i decided not to waste the last of July..
Therefore i went out yam cha at McDonald with a friend of mine till today morning..
(although start from 12am last night it was already the first day of July in the lunar calendar = ghost month)
Hahaha~~
Having some men's talks there...
Discussing and talking nonsense...
It do feels good..
But the result of staying up all night and having too much coffee is makes me feel not so well..
Stomach not feeling good...
And my body was so tired...

Regarding of my birthday..
I do feel very surprised that a bunch of friend of mine will celebrate it for me..
I do feel warm..
I do appreciated..
And I would like to say a thousands thanks to them...
It really do makes my day...
Nice to have you all as friends...

It's a brand new month...
So i hope everything will be okay as usual...
And i hope that my birthday's wish gonna works this time...
Don't let me down again...
* Finger-crossed *

I think that's all for now...
Gonna come back here updates some news about me soon...
Do stay tuned~~

p/s: little help to ask from you all....help me click on the nuffnang's ads on the top right corner of my blog ya~~ thanks a lot~~~! cheers~~~ =)

模糊不清

2011-07-30T03:47:00.000+08:00

是我。。对你动了心？
还是纯粹的聊得来？

是你。。也和我一样？？
还是只是跟我比较好聊？

是我。。该采取行动？
还是继续观察？

一串串的问题在我脑海里闪过。。
这些问题多数都围绕着你。。
我现在可模糊了。。
完全看不清。。
有可能是我一厢情愿。。
也有可能是我会错意。。
而且也没能从你那边得到一些讯息。。
完全不知道该不该行动。。
虽然在谈话之中确实能感觉得到点你的关心。。
但是我还是没能说服我自己去行动。。
也许我是窝囊了点。。
害怕失败？
但这样可又不是很像我。。
我到底是怎么了？！！
平常对朋友的恋爱问题给予意见及建议的我。。
竟然在自己遇到的时候却无计可施？？！！
可笑也~~！！
啊~~~~~~~~~~~~！！！！！！！！！！！
呐喊~！！呐喊~！！！！！

把你弄哭~

2011-07-26T04:10:00.000+08:00

在床上翻来覆去了将近一个钟头。。
结果还是无法入眠。。
还是得把脑海里的字句都写出来吧~~

今天。。
其实整个下午也没什么特别的事情发生。。
不过。。
到了晚上晚餐时间过后。。
就发生了一些小插曲。。

好奇是什么事吗？
好好听我慢慢说吧~

晚餐过后。。
我就想起了个小傻瓜还没回复我的信息。。
所以我就发了封信息问她到家了没。。
结果她跟我说，她刚从诊所回来。。
我话不多说的就拨了通电话给她。。
讲着、讲着~~
我竟然一个不小心就把她弄哭了。。
而且还哭得稀里哗啦的。。
而在电话另一头的我。。
可是急得如热锅上的蚂蚁。。。
是多么的想给她一个拥抱。。
再加上一些安慰。。
好让她别再哭了。。
但是现实上却没办法办到。。
因为我跟她可是分隔两地。。
（而且我也不懂她宿舍是几号 =P）
所以根本就没办法。。
听着她在电话那头一直的哭。。
然后一边的把一直以来所受的委屈慢慢的说出来。。
听着她这样哭。。
我的心也仿佛就来被她给哭碎了。。
又帮不到她什么。。
还真的是有点难受。。。

从跟小傻瓜的谈话中。。
我知道她很想尝试要独立。。
但是却错误地以为独立就是凡事都要往自己的肩上扛。。
所以造成她现在的压力。。
然后压得她喘不过气来。。
不过我对她是有信心的。。
我相信她一定能克服这一切的一切。。
然后达到她的目标。。
真正变成一个能独立的女生。。

在最后。。
我想对小傻瓜说：（如果她看到的话~）
我知道你受了很多委屈。。
而且没有地方发泄出来。。
所以就一直闷在心里。。
搞得自己时不时就会emo。。
但是。。
现在没关系了啊。。
现在有我帮你分担啊。。
有什么说不出来的可以对着我说。。
有什么委屈也可以对着我说。。
如果想哭也可以在我面前哭。。
我会给你肩膀靠。。
而我也不会笑你。。
还有你要好好照顾自己。。
别时常不吃东西挨饿。。
我可会担心死的哦~~

我想。。
是时间去睡了。。
晚安噜~~

p/s：看到这篇文章可别杀掉我哦~~~ =P

美丽的月亮

2011-07-19T03:39:00.002+08:00

在刚才从麦当当回来的路途中。。
在驾着摩托车的我。。
被微亮的夜空吸引了过去。。
抬头一望。。
却发现了那一轮高挂在夜空上皎洁的月亮。。。
呵呵呵。。
今晚的月亮可是分外的明亮、美丽动人。。。
看着看着。。
我也看得入了神。。
在这同时。。
心里一股空虚的感觉却突如其来的涌出来。。。
害得我有觉睡不得。。。
到现在我都还不知道该怎么处理。。
还真的很头痛呢~~~
难不成又要是彻夜难眠的一晚吗
我可不想啊~~~~~！！！！
救救我啊~~~！！！

月亮虽美，
但却美得太过孤独。。
也只有在寂静的夜里。。
当人们都入眠的时候才得以慢慢的欣赏。。
虽说月亮有繁星的陪伴。。
但是往往都会因月亮而忽略了它们的存在。。。

你。。
仿佛就是那轮皎洁的明月。。
那么的动人。。
我。。
愿意选择当月亮身边的繁星中的一颗不起眼的星星。。
默默地存在着。。
因为我深深地明白。。
要形成一幅美丽的画。。
就必须两者兼具、缺一不可。。
只要两者都在。。
才能构成一幅美丽又动人的画。。

p/s:奇怪。。今天的脑子怪怪的。。怎么会跑出这些文字来我也不知道。。如果看了觉得很困扰的话就ignore我吧~~~哈哈哈~！

晚安咯~~

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Midterm tests end

2011-07-18T04:26:00.000+08:00

Wassup readers~!
Miss me~??!
Muahaha...
I guess not..

Yup...
I come up here to say that my midterm tests are end already...
Just for now...
Cause there's gonna be another last one in few more weeks time..
And now...
It's time to work on the holy S**T assignments already...
Hmm...
Busy busy busy...
Must start working on them already...
Cause i plan to go back hometown either this week or next week..(if possible!!)
I hope my family and my hometown friends don't miss me too much..
Muahahaha~~

I'm gonna end this post right now...
Cause it's kinda late already...
4.25am already~!!!
So, good night and have a nice sleep...
See ya~!

p/s:10 more days to go...

random 12

2011-07-12T03:05:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps~!
Long time no see...
Hahahaha...

Today..
I am going to come up here and just post a very short update...
Not long ago from now..
I just celebrate a friend's birthday at his house..
Had a fun time with bunch of friends and the birthday boy...
All fooling around and laugh...
Hahaha...
It's fun alright~!!

And now...
I think i should go and have some rest cause tomorrow i still need to attend class...
on 2PM~!!!
Hahaha...

See ya real soon~~~!!
Good night~
=D

random 11

2011-07-05T03:45:00.001+08:00

Its already July..
I have passed half of the year 2011..
Time do flies..
And this is my first post for July...
Nothing much happen so far...
Everything is just in its normal condition..
For my study...
I still havent really been to all the classes..
And start from tomorrow..
It's my midterm test week
..but i still haven't finish study...
Later still have to wake up and study..
And i just realized that i am getting older already...
As not long away from today..
I gonna turn 23 already...
Just weeks away only..
I think..........
I should start thinking for my wishlists maybe???!
Hahaha...
I just see what i gonna wish for when it's my birthday week...
So..STAY TUNED~~!!!!
Cause maybe you will start laughing after see my wishlist..
For now..
Good night and sweet dreams~!

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此刻

2011-06-28T05:09:00.000+08:00

不知从什么时候开始。。
我已经习惯了在寂静的深夜里。。
独自一人的躺在床上。。
看着房间里的天花板。。
然后开始漫无目标的在脑海里胡思乱想。。
有时候会想到未来的事情。。
有时候却会回想以前。。
也有时候会想想最近。。
常常想着想着，不知不觉累了就睡着了。。
也许，这就是我的生活方式吧~
暂时来说。。这是最适合我的。。
无论白天、下午或晚上。。
到了夜深人静的深夜里。。
就是属于我的时间与空间。。。
现阶段的我也只有在这短短的时间里。。
可以让我无忧无虑、自由自在的享受这属于我的时间。。
让我可以在这个时间里做了一些不可思议、摆脱现实的梦。。
而不需要去顾虑到其他人。。
也许，这是我正在逃避现实的方法之一吧~~
现实是无情的。。
所以我只能趁着这短短的时间，让自己暂时的逃离。。
就像工作到累垮了然后去度个假那样。。
暂时卸下心中沉重的石头，暂时透下气。。
等到天再次的亮了。。
就必须要重新回到工作岗位。。
重新的面对那无情的现实生活。。
但我相信这样周而复始下去的话。。
很快。。
连我这短短的时间。。
属于我的时间和空间。。
也将会被现实给剥夺去了。。
毕竟我现在勉强算是个学生。。
还没正式的踏出社会。。
所以还有闲功夫可以这么做。。
但一旦我开始进入社会。。
能继续这么做的机会应该会是近乎于零。。
所以只能趁现在好好的珍惜。。
以后就只好留给以后再打算了~~！

（如果各位读者们觉得读了这篇文章后毫无头绪的话，我在此先向你们说声抱歉。因为这篇文章是我直接把填满了我脑海里的一字一句照写出来而已，没经过任何的修改或是调整。希望读者们可以体谅体谅~~谢谢！）

random 10

2011-06-26T02:53:00.001+08:00

started to settle down a bit in the new hostel already...
feeling quite nice...
room is quite big...
but the dust also quite many...
makes me a bit lazy to sweep the floor..
hahaha...

but now as i move to my new hostel..
thinking of what i gonna eat for my breakfast, lunch, dinner is a big task for me!
as i already don't know what to eat exactly...
(i'm so lame right? XD)
everyday need to worry bout what to eat, where to eat and even who to eat with..
(but usually will eat alone if didn't ask earlier...HAHAHA~~~)

start going to class and try to form assignment group for the assignment..
hoping everything still can make it in time...
and hope to get more friends as i don't wanna always eat alone...
hahaha...
hope this semester's result gonna be good and save me from this misery already...

this is quite a random post~
so don't let me make my dear readers read till blur blur o~~~
XDD

good night~!

random 9

2011-06-20T13:25:00.000+08:00

是否我的行为、态度还是很孩子气？
还是我证明不到我的成熟？
这时时都在困扰着我。。
因为我老爸老妈对我还是和多年以前一样呵护。。
还没完完全全的放下心。。
是我给不到他们信心？
我该怎么做？！！

暂时不理了。。

p/s:我老妈好像在帮我找着相亲对象了~~~ =.=""""""

月食以后~~

2011-06-17T01:29:00.000+08:00

今晚的月亮看起来总觉得好像比平时的还要亮还要美。。
不管怎么看都好。。
仿佛经过昨晚的月全食以后。。
高高挂在夜空里月亮是越看越美、越看越着迷啊~~~
周围还有平时不是很清楚看得见的星星。。
就如正在欣赏一幅画那样。。
一幅由大自然下笔的一幅画。。
看着这幅明媚动人的画。。
觉得心里是平静的。。
但是不管多么的平静。。
总还是会起涟漪。。
谁来平息我心里的涟漪啊~？！

心情是糟的~~

1st time sitting at McD alone

2011-06-10T03:39:00.000+08:00

Wah wah wah~~~
Just like the title said...
This was my FIRST TIME go to McDand sit down alone...
Usually there were a bunch of friends to go with...
But not tonight...
This is because i need to go and register for my subjects that i gonna take this semester...
BUT~~
I cant get into the website already...
Stupid~!!
Now how am i gonna start my class now?!!!
I dont wanna just taking 2 subjects in a long semester ar~~~~~!!!!!
HELP~!!!!

I'm gonna go back hometown tomorrow afternoon...
Damn~!
I need to figure it out ways to let me add the subject!!

Back to Kampar (Late post)

2011-06-05T16:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm..
I can see lots of dust in here as i have been abandoned here for sometimes already..
By now, i have already finish the 1st week of my new semester..
But my matters still haven't settle..
Maybe next week need to settle it cause i wanna start go to class already..
I don't want still sit at home..

During the end of my semester break..
Before I went back here, I have a gathering with my friend..
Drinking session is always the best..
And I love it a lots..
Appreciated that cause this maybe our last time go out drink like this?
Hahaha..

After come back to Kampar..
I have continuously go to basketball for almost a week already..
Dunno it's a good thing or bad thing for me..
As I told myself that i don't wanna play basketball again this semester..
But when i pass through the basketball court..
I can't control myself..
Hahaha..

Till yesterday morning..
There was no internet connection in my new hostel..
So it was quite boring for me as I got nothing to do..
But finally the contractor come install the internet sooner than the expected time..
So that i can stay connected...
Hahahaha..

My new housemate is quite nice..
He is from Bahau..
And he is taking foundation in science...
But I still need to find another housemate as now both of us share the rental of a house is quite heavy for us too..

I think that's all for now la..
I'll update again as soon as I got anything to write..
Hahaha..

p/s: Hoping i can get more friends soon la...

XDD

三人游戏

2011-05-19T03:00:00.000+08:00

Hmmm~~~~
最近。。
每当我在看些台湾的综艺节目时。。
都不难发现到。。
节目的话题都离不开“小三”这两个字。。
似乎这两个就代表着潮流似的。。
“小三”这两个字我相信大部分的人都应该会懂是什么意思。。
尤其是那些有追偶像剧的人就更清楚不过了。。
那我就简单的再这里跟那些可能不知道的解释解释。。
“小三”指的就是一段关系中以第三者的身份介入这段感情的人。。
也就是所谓的“狐狸精”、“二奶”、“小白脸”、“小狼狗”啦~
据我所知，“小三”这个名词是随着“犀利人妻”这部连续剧而爆红的。。
变相成为对一段感情第三者的最新、最潮的名词。。

自古以来。。
人们对爱情都是觉得、希望是一对一、一心一意的跟自己喜欢的人一起。。
虽然，免不了会有些外来者试图动摇这份专一的心。。
但是你可以发现到。。
从以前开始，哪个皇帝不是三妻四妾？
哪个古时候的男人不是娶多过一个妻子？
甚至到现在，有些人的家里是有好几个婆婆的。。
而妻妾之间的明争暗斗，可以精彩绝伦、紧张刺激这八个字来形容。。
到了近期。。
尤其是有了这部“犀利人妻”之后。。
“小三们”的犀利招数更是慢慢一个一个从台面下浮到台面上来了。。
而这些所谓的三人游戏可不是说你想玩就能玩。。
还得要你有那么一点的机智、反应还有智慧才可以。。

也就是这一份刺激感。。
还有“小三”迅速的爆红。。
这三人游戏可越来越多人愿意参与。。
而且，大部分还是选定了要当那个红到发紫的“小三”。。
近期里，那些“小三们”可不是再畏畏缩缩了。。
而是他们开始公开承认他们是“小三”。。
而且还引以为傲呢~

我从节目中就听到过一个“小三”的超高、超狠的招数。。
话说A男是个妻管严。。
那男的当老婆说一，他绝对不敢做二。。
叫他蹲，他就不敢站。。
是个百分百的马子狗。。
而且老婆经常动不动就会检查手机什么的。。
试问，这种被老婆查得那么严、滴水不漏的男人，应该不会陷入三人游戏对不对？
但偏偏。。
所谓“道高一尺，魔高一丈”。。。
A男终于还是陷入了三人游戏里了。。
你们应该会好奇说那个“小三”到底是用了什么样的招数来得到A男的心吧？
那我就揭晓咯~
我们暂且在这里称那“小三”为B女吧。。
B女其实也没做了什么很特别的事情。。
A男很喜欢钻研股票，每一个交易日都会忙得不可开交。。
而B女为了要制造出跟A男之间有共同的话题。。
每天早上就去买了6份报纸。。
而且份份报纸都细心的读完。。
还特别喜欢看经济版。。
从中理解了一些投资的概念。。
久而久之。。
A男与B女之间就慢慢就借着讨论投资，衍生到一些日常的嘘寒问暖。。
甚至A男到最后还让B女来帮他的股票操盘。。
两人也慢慢、慢慢地走在一起了。。
但是你们一定会怀疑：他老婆不知道吗？不是查得很严吗？
是查得很严没错。。
不过A男的老婆还是不知道自己的老公已经跟B女好上了。。
还发生过关系了。。
关于沟通又不被抓包这一点。。
B女的智慧就真的是略胜一筹了。。
从她发的短信中就能看出些端倪了。。。

To : 经理
我已经帮你安排好今天的面试了。。
好几个是硕士毕业生。。
想想等下你要问些什么问题。。
你要雇用两个业务部、两个公关部。。
备取各一个。。
笔试这次就免了。。

简讯看起来很普通对不对？
就是在谈公事罢了嘛。。
简直就没什么特别嘛。。
但是如果你把以上的简讯拆成六句。。
然后把每一句的第一个字记下来。。
看看会是什么。。
=D
这只是“小三”B女想要对A男表达的情绪而以。。
另一则就是他们之间是如何沟通的。。

To : 经理
今天下午要开会。。
晚上要跟老板吃饭。。
可能要把文件带着。。
以备不时之需。。
来公司的时候记得不用买咖啡。。
我会帮你准备好。。
加两包奶精不加糖。。
麻烦可以不要迟到吗？

这简直就太神了。。
而且不是固定每次都第一行哦~
可能会随着不同的时候而换来换去的。。
只有他们两个当事人知道而已。。

正所谓：没有破坏不了的婚姻，只有不肯配合的“小三”
但是我还是奉劝。。
三人游戏还是不玩为妙。。
以为玩火自焚。。
分分钟到最后搞到家破人亡、众叛亲离。。

那就到此了各位。。
总算有了一篇比较有意思的文章了。。
晚安~~

Exam over and The Last Party

2011-05-17T00:34:00.001+08:00

Finally...

I have finish my exam on last Saturday..

Overall, not so good..

>.<

Hope result won't be so bad...

It was a tiring weeks for me..

Cause i always wake up during midnight and study..

Often cause myself not enough concentration during exam..

But the only time period i can remember stuff is during the early morning...

So, i think i'll just get used to it already..

Few days before my final paper..

I went to a party organized by a friend of mine..

This party for those entrepreneurship course student who graduate after the exam..

Then my friend got ask me whether i am going or not..

After consider that i won't be able to see them again..

Then i just accept the invitation and went for the party at Zero Degree/Revolution Ipoh..

That night was so awesome..

Dancing, Drinking with friends..

And i have lots fun...

Too bad when i'm just about to heated up..

The police came in for checking..

So WTF~!

After that they request the club to end its business hour early..

So we decided to go McDonalds to eat something before went back to sleep..

Me and my friends sleep in one of the friend house..

The next day..

We went to Jusco for movies..

We plan to watch the 'Fast Five' that day..

But when we reach there...

There were no more tickets for us already..

So we choose to watch 'Thor'...

Quite nice..

After watching the 'Thor'..

We still hoping to watch 'Fast Five' no matter how..

Yet..

When we reach another cinema to check for empty seats for the movie..

The answer is FULL~

So what to do...

They plan to go watch the next day..

But i can't follow them go already...

Cause i need to start my revision already...

Then we just eat our dinner and went back to Kampar..

And they do go for the movie 'Fast Five' the next day..

I am so sad cause i can't watch...

Hmmm~

I think this would be kept as memories of part of my uni life..

Hope to see you guys again..

And maybe we could have fun together again somedays?

Looking forward to that..

Wishing them all the best after their graduation and have a great future..

I would also wishing myself..

Happy Holiday..

Hahaha...

That's all for now..

Adios Amigo..

last paper

2011-05-09T00:57:00.000+08:00

just finish my fourth paper yesterday..

now just left the last one on next Saturday..

i think should be no problem if i manage to understand it..

haha

a few days more and there gonna be few friends leaving already..

feel sad when thinking bout it..

i won't be seeing them again...

cause they going back to their hometown already..

this coming Tuesday night..

i have accept a friend's invitation to go party with them at Ipoh..

this is some kind of graduation party..

but i am quite looking forward to it even though i haven't graduate...

cause i can go there have fun and temporary release off some stress..

but i think i should say...

I CANT WAIT FOR THE EXAM TO FINISH AND PARTY ALREADY~~~!!!

hahaha

okay..

i think i should leave now and go to bed..

i'll update again after Tuesday..

stay tuned then..

v (^.^) v

五月的来临

2011-04-30T04:32:00.000+08:00

已经来到四月的最后一天。。
即将迈入五月了。。
而我也刚考过了我的第一科的考试。。
有点难堪。。

说到这个即将带来的五月。。
可说是充满着复杂情绪的月份。。
因为这个五月，我即将面对离别。。
什么离别呢？
当然就是大学朋友们的离别噜~
朋友们在这个考试完了之后就要离开了。。
说起来还真的是很舍不得。。
毕竟也跟他们相处了有些日子了。。

首先要说的是我的同屋密友。。（听起来好像有点gay。。哈哈）
不知不觉也跟他们相处了两年。。
从一开始的不认识，到打打闹闹、聊不完的话题。。
回想当时，我也只是认识其中一个朋友，而他租的屋子的契约要到期了。。
所以要找新的屋子。。
而我也刚巧要搬新的宿舍，然后他就约了我跟他还有他的其他4个朋友一起住。。
我也答应了。。
就这样，我们就住在一起了。。
在这两年里也有过了无数美好的回忆。。
庆祝生日啦、一起去钓鱼啦、一起喝茶聊天等等的。。
真开心跟他们住在一起。。

那再来就是我来大学从第一年开始就认识到的人啦。。
那就是我那一班打球的朋友啦。。。
我们一起努力过、奋斗过。。
也一起去比赛，拿了牌回来。。
而当中我就跟当中的那两个矮仔比较好。。（在此称一个为“老板”、另一个为“L”）

老板。。
看名字就知道咯。。
就像我们的老大那样，说什么算什么。。
然后他很少会跟我们计较金钱上的问题。。
然后有什么问题找他就对了。。

L。。
算是我的老大。。（虽然年龄小过我。。）
多数时候都会看他的决定。。
比如说去哪里吃饭之类的。。
然后我是被他影响，带我去‘浦’的。。
哈哈哈。。

跟他们真的有太多回忆了啦。。
一起打球、一起聊废话等等。。
上个星期我们才一起上怡宝唱K而已。。
是我们的第一次一起去，也是最后一次了。。
而我们也一起去过夜店，我想也应该就是那么唯一一次了。。
毕业后，他们就会回到吉隆坡去了。。
也希望像他们所说的那样啦。。
到时候得空就下去吉隆坡找他们咯。。
因为他们说如果他们上来找我的话是两个人，我下去找他们的话是一个人，所以我下去找他们比较值得。。
哈哈哈。。。
（但也希望你们会偶尔上来找我啦~~）

他们毕业后，我应该会更常待在房间里了吧？
好舍不得。。
但是还是必须要面对这样的离别。。
我会把这一份友谊、回忆都锁起来。。
然后放到心里的深处。。
到老都不会忘记~！
因为你们，给了我大学生涯中重要美好的回忆。。
谢谢你们，我即将毕业的大学的朋友们。。
祝你们毕业后一切安好~~

也差不多是时间睡了。。
各位，晚安噜~~
=)

Final Exam Coming~!

2011-04-27T05:14:00.000+08:00

Hell ya~
just like my title mentioned..
my final exam started on this Thursday..
and now i still don't really understand the what the notes is talking about...
so i think i'm going to try to figure out tomorrow no matter how..
hopefully everything will go smoothly lar..
pray pray pray...

and from the 1st time i learn car till this Monday..
i had quite a steady performance during the session..
and my instructor was kinda like,"okay,u should be okay after 1 or 2 more hours car learning session".
i hope i can pass my car test in one shot...
then i can start drive car during my sem break already..

i think there's enough updates for me although i have abandoned my blog for few days..
so everyone, Good Night~!

random 8

2011-04-19T01:36:00.000+08:00

Hey hey~
it's me again...
( wtf~! what a lame opening!! )

Now it's already almost 1.30am..
and i'm feeling sleepy too..
but i suddenly think of updating my pity blog before sleep..
(my blog can say is pity la..cause i always ignore it.. haha)

Yup~!
now i am in my sweet room at Penang..
and doing nothing for the whole day..
just eat eat eat..
maybe it's a good thing for me..
cause no need spend money and waste money to go out..
hahahaha..
i think i stay more at home this time during i coming back..
i think is because all are quite busy with their thing..
so, i also no need to go kepo so much lor..

This week...
i'm gonna start learning car on Thursday and Friday..
hopefully i can learn it and master it faster..
so that i can pass my car test in one shot...
then i can start driving car during my sem break already..
muahahaha...
But...but....
Can i be the passenger rather than the driver please~~~~~
hahaha.. ( cause being the passenger is more comfortable and not so tired comparing to the driver~~ ^^ )

Oh...
and my final exam is just around the corner..
need to call for search party to go search for my study mood already..
hope can find it back on time..
i don't wish to failed any subject this sem..
i must and wanna pass it~!
Pass it~! Pass it~!

I think i'll stop here and go to bed already..
cause i'll need to wake up early a bit to pack my things tomorrow..
i'll going back to Kampar tomorrow afternoon..
so, i guess it's Good Night time~~

Good Night...
my fellow readers...

懒惰

2011-04-13T06:18:00.000+08:00

总觉得自己最近开始变得很懒了。。
懒惰打理头发，跑去理了个光头。。
懒惰读书，整天看戏。。
懒惰刮胡子，开始学人家蓄起胡子来。。
懒惰煮即食面，吃的花费便开始增加。。
还有很多很多。。
就是不懂为什么自己好像完全没了斗志、没了上进心那样。。
心里的那把火好像已经熄灭。。
由暖暖的变成冰冰冷冷的。。
我自己到底是在搞什么东西。。。
说实在的。。
我也搞不清楚。。

也许你们会说我没了目标。。
所以可能这样才会影响到我。。
但是目标我不是没有。。
只是。。
开始慢慢的发觉到。。
我的目标，好像慢慢一步一步地离我越来越远。。
无论我怎么奔跑、冲刺。。
也没能拉近一丁点的距离。。
所以开始选择慢慢的自我放弃、自甘堕落。。

看来。。
好像有必要把我自己调整过来。。
好让我可以找回我的斗志、我的那股冲劲，还有我一直以来不服输的精神。。
后天会回家一趟。。
希望回家的那几天可以让我充一充电吧~
好像真的有好一阵子没回了。。
哈哈哈。。。

就写到这边吧~
晚安~

矛盾

2011-04-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

其实这一两年来
在感情这一方面我一直都很矛盾
明明是很渴望爱情
但是却又觉得自己不够资格
内心里的纠结与斗争
已经不知道让我多少个晚上不能安稳入眠
如果我能放弃这一块
那该有多好啊
偏偏自己就是贱
怎么都不舍得放弃
身心的疲惫迟早会到达极限
到了那时候
崩溃已经是在所难免
而我自己也不清楚
我到底还能撑到几时
内心里的斗争什么时候才能结束
只好看着办吧

老化

2011-04-05T04:45:00.001+08:00

刚才和球友去打球。。
那时我才刚睡醒不久罢了。。
总是觉得累。。
喝了瓶红牛来让自己精神点。。
而且打完了到现在身体多处都感觉到酸痛。。

这些都令我不禁想起。。
以前的我根本都不需要,这些东西的。。
真的是让我不认老都不行。。
体力和耐力已经大不如前。。
身体状况更是每况愈下。。

唉。。。。
身体的运动伤害也久久不能完全痊愈。。
还是算了吧。。
认老吧。。

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sign up for car test

2011-03-30T17:03:00.001+08:00

Hello all~~~
Been some times din come up here already..

Today i come here just to announce that:
I FINALLY SIGN UP MYSELF FOR THE CAR TEST ALREADY~~~!!!!
Hahaha...
Many people already had renew their license higher than P lor..
I now just wan get the L only..
Pity me...
Haha..

Must try my best to get it pass in one shot!
Don't want to spend too many money on this..

Tomorrow gotta go for listening the kursus...
It's gonna be a boring morning...
Hope i won't fall asleep lar...
>.<

That's all...
Signing off~~
See you all next time...
Cheers~~~~~ =)

random 7

2011-03-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

Yello peeps~!
Looks like I had abandoned my blog for few days already..
It's getting dustier than my room already..
Haha...
Time to clean up the dust~!

Ok..
Come to report what actually happened to me during these few days..
Actually it's still the same old routine that going on for me..
Class, taking meal, sleep late, watching movie in the dreams, yamcha with friends and etc..
Oh wait~!
Watching movie in the dreams?!
Yup~! I'm kidding with you..
Recently I called myself dream making machine..
You asked me why?
I just can tell you I also don't know what happen..
Cause whenever i close my eyes to rest myself..
I will automatically start dreaming..
My brain don't feel like having a break..
Sometimes can have 2-3 dreams in just a short nap..
(No wonder i feel so tired even i slept early and wake up late)
Somebody knows how to cure this??
Haha...

Then last Sunday was my last game of the Kampar Open Tournament..
And the result is we lose the game and didn't qualified to go into the final six..
At the last game,although my team lose but I am happy cause i found a bit of myself back on the court..
And it's a happy thing right?
Haha..
So now, the life is going back to where it should have been..
Normal,boring,easy life..
Just be it..

I think that's all what i had to say..
Notyjimjim signing off~!
XD

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changed my blog song

2011-03-16T18:15:00.000+08:00

Just finish changing my blog song..
this is the song that made the tears of mine fall..
it's a very touching song..
where the guy sing for her fiancée..
and his fiancée is suffer from the effect after the accident just a short period after they engaged...
but the guy still stay beside her and willing to hold her hands and take care of her till the end..
the love from him to her is so strong and true..
he is one good guy..

Chris Medina, salute to you~!

Enjoy the song~

晨雨

2011-03-16T08:14:00.001+08:00

早上迎来的一场大雨。。
在这个时候。。
我却在想着你。。
想说你昨晚是否又忙到了三更半夜。。
也在想说你昨晚睡得好不好。。
我却无计可施,无能为力。。
帮不到你。。
可能我的关心并不是你想要的。。
但这也是我只能给的。。

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random 6

2011-03-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps..
I've come to update my blog again..
Actually nothing much happened to me lately..
Just suddenly have the feel of writing a post before off to bed...
Hehe~

Still have few more weeks is the end of this semester already..
And I just feel that I still haven't prepare for the end yet...
Feel like I didn't done anything in this semester..
The feel of emptiness was strong inside...
Just simply has the feel of dead man walking..

All the assignments and tests have over...
Still left a presentation on Wednesday only...
And gonna play for the last match of the basketball game this Sunday..
Hope that everything will go well..

Just wish the time can stop for a moment~~
=(

lazy bug

2011-03-11T06:01:00.001+08:00

Hey hey hey...
Hello you all..
I think i had neglected my blog for more than a week already??
Haizz~~
What to do..4 midterm tests in a week..
So must be very busy when revising the note..
But after all..
Is the lazy bug inside me which made me dont wanted to updated my blog..
Hope i wont be so lazy again..
Gotta go have some sleep already..
Cause already got a pair of panda eyes lu..
Night ~~

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random 5

2011-03-08T03:05:00.001+08:00

First time using my phone to update my blog..
Feel so strange..
Haha..

Sigh~~~
Recently,i realize that sometime ww cant get to close to a person..
And need to really do our observation correctly..
Why did i said so??
Of course i hav my explanation..
I wont simply just said without proves..

Things goes like this:
Last wednesday,i were sick..
Suffer from fever and dizzyness..
Then i didnt go to class for my presentation..
When my group leader rang my phone..
I din manage to answer..
Yet i do reply him with a sms saying that: i am sorry..i am sick..cant make it to the presentation..
But did you all know what he reply me?
A big WHAT THE FUCK!! at the beginning of the message..
Like saying that i die also need to die to clasd for the presentation no matter i manage to get up from my bed or not..
After that, i heard rumor saying that he straight away complaint to the tutor saying that i didnt do amy work at all..
But please la.. Can u dont be so childish??!
If u didnt do my part,u stil manage to present on that day?!
I really pissed off when he said like that..because i work through the midnight just to pass my part to him with the time limit of one day and lack of info..
I manage to pass to him all my works..
Just because of i cant attend,he ACCUSED me doing nothing in the group?! Can he do that?!!

I think whose right whose wrong the tutor will know..
I'll just let it be...

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random 4

2011-03-06T03:57:00.000+08:00

Today..
is totally a tiring day for me..
why said so?
last night i slept at 2am, then have to wake up at 5am to continue my study..
after study till 7am, prepare myself and go to campus for my midterm test..
after that finish at 9 and back home to continue study on another subject...
then till 1pm,go campus and sit for the test..
back to my room at about 3pm..
taking a little nap at 3.45pm and wake up at 5.30pm to prepare myself for the 3rd match..
after the match, dinner with 2 of the teammates till 12am..
then go out again till now..
tomorrow going to finish up my another assignment once I've wake up..
hope that after this week will be okay..
because now i am facing with some problem from the assignment group member..

Although we win the match today..
but i totally not feeling excited at all..
still feeling disappointed towards myself...
what the heck i am doing?
till i also don't know what am i doing...
it's terrible..
so so terrible...
still got the last match..
hope that i can show something...

can't squeeze any word out of my brain already..
guess i should go to bed already...
then..
Good night and sweet dreams to you all...
^^

沮丧

2011-02-28T20:40:00.000+08:00

屋外下起了滂沱大雨。。
而在此时此刻的我。。
也是愁云密布。。
心里也跟着下起雨来。。
总觉得我把自己搞得太累。。
有点勉强了自己。。
这是什么事呢？
人家做得到的，我应该也能做到啊。。
是把自己逼得太紧了吗？？
前两天还能跟朋友嘻嘻哈哈的。。
但是从昨天开始眉头总是不自觉地皱了起来。。
好像发生了什么大事。。
真的还给某个人说中了。。
说我肯定会emo的。。
总觉得心好像被好多只手同时挤压那样。。
辛苦极了。。

现在我能做的。。
也只是对着自己说：
洪凯辉！你会没事的~！！

a fun night~!

2011-02-27T05:47:00.000+08:00

just back from a nice crazy clubbing session with my friends...
hahahaha..
this clubbing session really let me temporary forget about all the stress i am facing now...
somemore i met my assignment group member there..
haha..
really is fate lor..
i drank quite a lot tonight..
cause keep playing one shot finish...
hahahaha...
but it's ok...
still can come here and update my blog...

but i now got a little bit dizzy...
should have gone to rest already..
hope we can go again next time lar..
waiting for it...
^^

度量

2011-02-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

凡事做人都要有度量。。
其实有些时候。。
受些伤害或委屈。。
并不是件什么大不了的事。。
如果你可以看透那些你所受的委屈与伤害。。
把它看成是你迈向成功的垫脚石。。
你就不会对它那么介怀。。
也不会被它影响。。
反而还能从中变得更加成熟。。
然后成长为一个更好的人。。
那不是很不错吗？

有些事情当你看得太细的时候。。
往往会把自己陷在钻牛角尖的情况。。
你会变得执著。。
看东西也会变得看不到周围的，只看眼前的那一个点。。
这又何必呢？？
周围可是美好的风景啊~
何必苦苦去追寻那已逝去的风景呢~
如果说你要回忆。。
是可以，但不可能一直都在回忆。。
人可不能一直都活在回忆里。。
我们必须要向前走。。
因为在那不远处，也许我们就会找到另一片更美好的风景。。

勇敢点吧~
看开点吧~~
只要踏出那艰难小小的一步。。
后面的那几步就会变得越来越轻盈。。
心情也会随着脚步。。
慢慢的开始感到压得你喘不过气的石头好像慢慢不见了那样。。。
人也会变得开朗起来了。。。

“当前来挑战的雄狮吃了败仗以后，雄狮并不会就那样放弃。它会把自己变得更强、更凶悍，为的不是打败之前让自己吃了败仗的雄狮，而是寻找新的狮群，然后再挑战那狮群的雄狮。我相信我们做人的应该也能做到，而且并不会输给雄狮哦~！”-------凯辉

晚安~！
=)

random 3

2011-02-25T03:49:00.001+08:00

Hey y'all~~

i am still at here to update my blog...

i think it should be a short post only..

hahaha..

suddenly have the feeling that..

in this year..

year of 2011...

i think i'm gonna be more lonely already...

Ask me why?

what i can say is this year is gonna be lots of friends of mine leave and separate apart from me~~

Yup~!

i'm gonna keep saying bye bye to some of the friends in the end of April...and also in the end of September...

it's gonna no people to come out with when wanna 'yamcha'...

then i think i'm gonna quit basketball after this semester?

it's hard to say goodbye..

after what we had been through in our Uni life..

laughters, tears... we share with each other...

Time do really flies right?

when we realize about it..

it already passed through us..

Friends~~

i'll treasure the time i spent with you...

i'll still remember you wherever you go...

if possible..

will try having some gatherings at the right time.. ^^

gonna stop right here...

Nights guys~

Busy Busy Busy~

2011-02-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

Ho Ho HOooo~~~~
busy life is gonna strikes me soon...
starting this coming weekend...
this is because..
next Monday, Tuesday and Saturday i am having midterm test...
then i have 1 presentation on Wednesday morning...
2 assignments need to be settle before Wednesday...
then some more have 2 basketball training session on Tuesday and Wednesday(still not yet confirm)..
and a basketball match on Sunday...
seems like i am fully booked by all the assignments,midterm and basketball...
Hahaha...

So...
do called Ang~~
God Ang~~
hahaha...
gonna becoming just like God soon...
i hope everything ends soon..
it's quite tiring...

Yet, i think i should just enjoy it lar...
because it still can be said as an Uni life...
how would an Uni life be if there is no experience like this?!
hahaha...

OK...
i am quite tired already...
wash my face..
and ready myself to have a good sleep...

Good night and sleep tight everyone~
and don't forget to help me click the nuffnang's ads at the top right corner of my blog~
i would be glad if you do so~~
haha
XD

random 2

2011-02-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

昏昏沉沉的渡过差不多半个学期。。
是时候开始要拼了。。。
下个星期可有好几个考试等着我呢。。
还有所谓的assignment。。
而且还有接踵而来的两场比赛。。
希望都能顺顺利利吧~~
我可不想停滞不前。。。

可我。。
可我最近就是怎么也提不出什么冲劲来。。
也不懂我哪里不妥了。。
真的搞不懂问题到底出在哪里。。
差不多就要疯了。。

其实。。
我现在是后悔的。。
后悔为何当初不用功点。。
就不会导致现在的这种局面。。
一个人上下课是很累的。。
不像第一学期时。。
还有一班classmates一起上课、一起玩。。。
但我也知道。。
我必须要去面对这个现实。。
也已经回不去当初。。
只能做好现在。。
而这也能拿来形容我的球技。。
真的是不如当年啊~~~
自信也已不如当年。。
只能握紧自己的拳头。。
感慨自己的无能。。

还有五天。。。
二月就过完了。。。
也希望我低落的心情在新的一个月里可以好转起来。。
期待着雨过天晴的那一天~~

晚安各位。。
祝你们睡个好觉，醒来过个美好的一天~~
=)

random

2011-02-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

越来越觉得狮子座的我。。
好像渐渐失去了狮子座的特色。。
但是。。
如果看得仔细点的话，就会发现。。
与其说失去了，倒不如说是自己隐藏起来。。。

狮子座是自信心爆棚的。。
但是我不是。。
狮子座是充满热情的。。
但我觉得凡事都很冷。。
狮子座是很高傲的。。
我样子看起来是，但是内心是极其自卑。。

我。。
真的是狮子座的人吗？？
或许有一天我会把狮子座的特色重新释放出来。。
但是。。
那一天，可能会是好久好久以后的那一天了。。

晚安。。

烂~！

2011-02-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

最近的我。。
只能用一个字来形容。。
那就是~~~~
“烂” ~！！

超顶不顺我自己的。。。
在比赛。。
做了连自己都不知道在干嘛的东西。。
心里想要做到的。。
却在现实中无法达到。。。
一心想要发挥。。
却反而弄巧反拙。。
而且。。
没什么贡献至于还搞砸了。。
整个人都sien掉咯。。

但是总的来说。。。
最近好像什么事情都做不好。。。
好像都没什么心想要做东西。。。
是累了吗？？
（看起来倒不是）
是懒吗？？
（好像有一点）
总之真的是搞不懂自己要干嘛就对了咯。。。

好像对着一望无际的海大喊一轮。。
把心里所有的郁闷、不开心都喊出来。。。
此时此刻。。
真的好像一个人静静地坐在海边。。

Countdown for Valentine's Day~~

2011-02-13T01:21:00.000+08:00

hey hey my dear readers..
how you all doing todays??
everything fine?
haha...

less than 24 hours from now..
it's The Valentine's Day already..
So...
All the couples out there..
Do you all had already planned how to celebrate this special day??
Do you all had already bought the Valentine's Gift for your other half?
if you DID, congratulation and wish you have a nice and romantic Valentine's Day..
if you HAVEN'T, RUSH RUSH RUSH~! go get the gift or start planning already...
Haha~~

come to think of it..
for the 23 years after i am born to this world..
i think i never celebrate Valentine's Day before...
NEVER NEVER EVER~!!
NOT ONCE BEFORE~!!
if you ask me why?
i also don't know how to answer you...
for me..
i think is that my timing of getting and ending a relationship goes wrong lo...
either i get into a relationship after Valentine's Day or i end a relationship before Valentine's Day..

But years before this..
i still won't feel so awkward or emo about didn't get the chance to celebrate Valentine's Day..
After years..
started to become more awkward or more emo about this already..
maybe..
is me feel like too tired to always be the odd one among couples..
when you are the only single person among couples..
you will be very eyes-catching...
you will attract people's attention no matter where you go..
people tend to have a strange view at you..
and trust me..
sometimes it's really don't feel that good...
maybe i were tired of didn't have the "Special Someone" to share my laughters, my joy, my sadness, my tears too..
i were too tired for these till i become numb and chill about this already..
there weren't as much impact inside of me as years before..

now what i can do is just console myself...
keep telling myself that this kind of thing can't be rush one..
take it slow and steady..
hopefully i going to be okay for this two days lu~~

and lastly..
i want to wish all the couples or singles people out there...
Happy Valentine's Day and just enjoy the day okay?
haha~
=)

拜天宫~

2011-02-11T05:28:00.000+08:00

哈哈。。。
看到我的部落格长灰尘了。。
是时候来更新更新下了。。。

星期一下午。。
也就是年初五。。
我才刚搭巴士回到金宝的宿舍里。。
才不到三天的功夫。。
我又再回到了我大山脚的家里。。
哈哈。。
一个星期里搭了两轮的长途巴士。。。
说真的还蛮累的。。

星期一那趟不说。。
今天下午回来大山脚的那趟真的是有够累的。。
一上巴士。。
把东西都放好了。。
然后把耳机戴上。。
开了电台。。
不知不觉地就睡着了。。
当我睁开眼睛时。。
我已经到了Gopeng的车站了。。
平时要大约一个小时的路程。。
眨下眼就到了。。
可见得我是多么的累。。。
上了厕所之后。。
回到巴士上。。
没一会儿功夫。。
我又睡着了。。。
简直就像有只睡虫在我身体里那样。。
睡了一下醒来。。
才惊觉我已经差不多要到jawi了。。
那时就赶快打个电话给我老妈子。。
叫她让妹妹来载我。。

下了巴士之后。。
就直奔回家冲个凉。。
然后就跟爸妈出去吃饭了。。
吃饱以后再回家宅一下下。。
就已经接近十一点了。。
而我老爸已经开始在催我。。
叫我快点去冲凉了。。
冲凉出来。。
我就开始听到鞭炮声还有烟花的爆炸声。。
我就加快速度，三步并作两步的走到我婆婆家里帮忙帮忙一下。。
过了十一点半。。
那些烟花就像春天里的花朵似的一起绽放。。
真是百花齐放、百花争艳啊~~~
看得我不亦乐乎。。
而且还一边猜看到底是哪一间有钱人家一直在那放烟花呢~~
哈哈哈。。

拜了天宫。。
也许了些愿。。。
由于我是家中长子。。
所以等公公、爸爸、叔叔拜完之后就轮到我去拜了。。

* 祈求保佑我家人健健康康、出入平安。。
* 做工的财源广进、步步高升赚大钱。。
* 读书的乖乖听话、聪明伶俐。。
* 再来就祈求上天能赐个好姻缘给我。。

哈哈。。
要求不算过分吧~

拜完了天宫。。
当然就是想用那些祭品的时候噜~~~
今年我家订的烧肉真是顶呱呱。。
肉质鲜嫩多汁、而且看起来还油油亮亮。。。
吃起来它的油会弄到满嘴都是。。
香极了。。
但是吃多肯定变胖了。。
哈哈。。
在等朋友来载我去另一个朋友家之前。。
先干了杯红酒。。
再去朋友家坐坐。。
坐了不久，朋友就说要‘开台’了。。
就跟着玩咯。。
反正已经连续好几年都这样了。。
哈哈。。
玩到两点多。。
还好输了不多。。
RM5罢了。。
再跟朋友聊下天。。
然后才回家。。

明天晚上要去看戏。。
不懂事《我爱香港》还是《最强囍事》。。
但是不管是哪一部都应该是看半夜场的了。。
而且明天我也要早点醒。。
有东西要忙。。。
哈哈哈。。
惨噜。。
等头痛吧我~~~
真活该~！！

晚安咯。。
各位~~

情人节也即将来临。。
先祝天下有情人终成眷属，单身的就早点找到好归属~~~
嘻嘻~~~
=)

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-02-05T03:21:00.001+08:00

Just get myself finish a can of Tiger beer...

because i were too bored due to no activities after i back from visiting my relatives..

so i'll update my blog now..

this was my outfit for the first day of CNY..

simple..

because just going to my granny's house that situated just a few houses away from my house...

then waiting for some of my relatives to come visit us at my granny's house..

basically, i did not go anywhere during the first day of CNY..

except a gambling session during the night at one of my friend's house...

LOSE money..

haha...

"Small money didn't out,BIG money didn't come in"

* the gambling session *

the outfit for day 2..

nice ?

wear my sunglasses for taking photo only...

at the end i wear my spec back..

hahaha...

got lots of angpow today...

and according to my mum..

those amount contain in the angpows are quite big lor...

hahaha...

getting a bit tired already..

i'll go to bed soon..

so to all of my readers...

good nights and sweet dream~~!

新年咯~~~

2011-01-26T22:56:00.001+08:00

再过一个星期就是农历新年了。。。
而我明天也跟一个朋友的车回家噜~~
然而最让我期待当然就是我人生有史以来的第一架新电话咯。。。
哈哈哈哈。。。
真的是高兴得不得了~！
想到做梦都会笑。。
虽然并不是什么很高档的电话。。
但是至少它是新的。。。

想了想~
新年有什么可以做呢？？
因为我只在短短的四天。。
红包都没讨够呢~~~
当然也不能跟朋友拜年或一起玩咯。。
唉~~~

新年回来后又要赶着练球。。
因为在12号有比赛。。
想要尽力的找回之前的手感。。。
一定要有所表现~~
我不想只做‘杀手’啊~~~~~~~~~！！

最后的最后。。
祝大家新年快乐、万事如意、事事顺利。。
读书的学业猛进。。
做工的财源广进。。
拍拖的幸福永远。。
单身的天赐良缘。。
长辈们长命百岁。。
小孩们快高长大。。

=P

大学生涯里的第一次金宝公开篮球赛

2011-01-24T03:04:00.000+08:00

今夜~
刚打完了大学生涯里的第一场公开赛。。
第一场对到的对手。。
竟然是从KL来的劲旅。。。
队里头就有了两名国手-----谭健鸿和肥波。。。
剩下的球员也并非等闲之辈。。。
而且我们打的还是开幕战。。
兴奋得来有带点紧张。。。
打得也有够辛苦的。。。
毕竟。。
不论实力与身高都是有差距的。。。
他们最后还是以89-51赢了我们。。
我感到欣慰的是我们没被破百。。
也该感谢他们的手下留情。。
当然当然。。
最该感谢的当然就是一起跟我奋力打拼的队友咯。。
尤其是我们的wei long与超哥。。
两人贡献了很多。。。
射球神准的wei long拿了我们队的得分王。。
而我们的超哥就制造了好几个经典的画面。。
1）射进了两、三粒三分球。。
2）还请了谭健鸿吃了一次大火锅。。
哈哈哈。。。
希望我们能再接再厉。。。
出线成功吧~~
加油~！！我的队友们~~！！

20/1/2011

2011-01-20T04:21:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOSH~!!
i neglected my blog AGAIN~~!!
so lazy..
sure will have many spider's webs already...
HAhaha~~~

just short update about what i've done recently..
the school has started..
just normal...
new student..new people..
more people...

then this two weeks i just busy play basketball..
especially this week..
continuous training for 2 nights..
4 hours per night...
this is because i got a competition going on starting this sunday, 7.30pm,23th of Jan 2010...
hope everyone can give supports to me and my teammates~!
they are my man..
counting on them~!
hahaha

i'll try to give out everything i have inside me..
and try to enjoy the game..
and leave some nice memories with my teammates~!

Guys~~
i do love to play basketball with you all...
you all are the best~!
I would never forget all of you~!!

=)

just a short post

2011-01-11T13:12:00.000+08:00

hey guys..
sorry for neglecting my blog so more than a week i guess...
this is because there is nothing for me to blog about recently...
hahaha..
i'll be back to Kampar in not more than 3 hours time...
after go back i need to do so many things...
basketball training, applying the KWSP to pay the bills and blah blah blah...

well...
i just checked on my result yesterday...
luckily i passed my papers..
but still need to work hard on the result...
it's the second good news for me in the year 2011..
hope there's gonna be more good news to come in the future..
hahaha...

gonna go double-checked my stuff already..
so see u guys again~
take care~
=)

First day of 2011

2011-01-01T04:03:00.000+08:00

Today is 1.1.11 already....
this is the new beginning of another year already..
the beginning of the year of Rabbit..
First of all, i would like to wish everyone stay healthy always and Happy New Year~~~

Just now..
spend a wonderful night with my buddies at Gurney Plaza's Starbucks...
sitting there..keep chit-chatting whole night...
but actually i am the extra person among them...
because all of them are couples...
so i am a Big Spotlight...
that lighten up them...
hahahaha~~~
*joking joking~~*

After watch some fireworks at the seaside..
then we move on to another location..
which is the McD in Greenlane...
This is because we have lots of things that wanna talk about...
can't stop chit-chatting actually...
hahaha...
then we go back home at about 2 something...

I really like my buddies a lot....
They have been one of the important elements in my life...
I do hope we can be friend like this till the end...
Because i really like to be around you all...
You all are the BEST FRIENDS ever...
Really LOVE you guys~~!
Hope our friendship will last FOREVER~~
=)

the last n final post in the year of 2010...

2010-12-31T16:54:00.000+08:00

hmm...

it is still left less than 10 hours in the last day of the year 2010...

come to think of what i have done among the year of 2010 and gonna try to summarize it up...

let me think..

what the hell i have done during the year 2010~?

frankly speaking, nothing much i have done during the year 2010...

but i'm gonna think hard and squeeze something out to write about...

starting from the beginning of this year..

i started to blog more often...

about 5-7 posts per month...

and i think i should try to post more often in 2011..

hopefully i can post up 1 article per day~

haha..

for my study..

i think the result of mine is not so good in this year..

i hope i can get a higher grade and have more motivation to study in 2011..

hopefully can have my loan again on next next semester..

and hope that my grade will increase instead of decrease starting next semester...

starting Jan 2011..

i have 2 basketball competition that i am going to participate...

after such long time lack of training..

hopefully can train back my previous level of skills..

and hope that me and my teammates can work together in a team to strive for champion...

We Are The CHAMPION~~~!!

it's been 2 years that i stay single already..

hopefully in the year 2011...

i will find someone that is special to me..

and get in relationship..

this because buddy around me almost all have found their other half already...

and sometimes feel a bit awkward to be the only single person among all couples when going out together...

hahaha...

Lastly..

hopefully my family condition can become better and better...

and my friends and family can stay healthy always...

and wish all my wishes will come true...

~~*Happy New Year 2011*~~

short post

2010-12-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

i think i have been neglected my blog for maybe 2 weeks??

hahaha...

last few weeks i were getting ready for my final exam..

and then after exam i cannot straight away online and update my blog because i got nothing to write about..

no inspiration and motivation to write a thing at all~~

haizz~

that day..

as soon as i finished my last paper..

i went to the saloon to get myself a haircut..

and i also change my hairstyle...

i curled my hair...

and it takes me quite some times to do it...

and uncertainty is striking me when i were sitting there...

here is my hair after that :

this is the so-called...BIRD NEST head~!!

hahahaha....

now i plan to go dye my hair after i go back to kampar...

and get myself ready for Chinese New Year..

hahahaha...

i think i will end my post here...

happy new year to all of my readers here...

wish u all have a prosperous new year...

stay healthy and safe always...

自杀

2010-12-17T02:08:00.001+08:00

最近自杀风气很旺下呢~~
搞得各个网络、报章杂志、电视新闻都在大事报道及关注。。
还真的是闹得满城风雨、鸡飞狗走~~
弄得人人看到类似自杀的讯息都要变得神经兮兮。。
哪怕一个不小心或不注意就有在酿成人命伤亡啊~~
但是当中也有些人是看到前者有人受到大家的瞩目也就跑去搞自杀。。
借此来让自己的人气提升或提高自己的知名度。。
但我也真搞不懂。。
以这种方法来得到关注，值得吗？？！

自杀真的能解决问题吗？？
还是只是一种逃避责任的方法？？

我个人认为。。
自杀绝对是解决不了问题的。。
就算你死几十次、几百次、几千次都好，问题依然存在。。
所谓解铃还须系铃人。。
一死根本就不能解决问题。。
除了你勇敢的面对才能解决。。
再来，自杀也可算是最对不起父母的。。
无论在自杀前，遗书里或是任何形式上对父母献上再多的道歉或对不起都好。。
一旦动手了，你就是所谓的不孝子了。。
试想想：如果没你父亲的精虫跟你母亲的卵子的结合，经过你母亲怀胎十月，受尽害喜的困扰及痛苦，然后千辛万苦忍受着撕心裂肺的伤痛把你输送到这个世界来的话，你认为你还会有那个机会去搞自杀或作任何对不起你父母的事吗？？
答案是根本没有~！！如果不是你父母赋予你生命，你就什么都不是。。没人会知道你的存在，你也没机会去享受到所谓你亲情、友情、爱情等等。。

麻烦大家请珍惜生命。。
人生短短几十年。。
悲、欢、离、合、喜、怒、哀、乐。。
有了这些，我们的人生才会丰富。。
可能你会觉得你现在很苦很低落。。
但是，试着把头举起来，看看这个世界，看看那那些比你更不幸的，你总该感到一丁点的欣慰。。
因为有时候现在苦，并不代表以后还是会一样啊~~
凡事都一定是先苦后甜嘛。。
经过一番的努力以后，必定能有所改变，根本就不必以死亡来当逃避责任的理由啊~~~
正所谓：不经一番寒刺骨，焉得梅花扑鼻香~~

活下去就有希望~！！
=)

第一张考试完毕~~！

2010-12-13T12:47:00.000+08:00

终于。。。
第一张的考卷刚刚考完了。。
60题的选择题。。
我只用了30分钟左右就做完了。。
题目也还好。。
不会太过刁钻。。。
现在让自己休息个一两天，然后再向接下来的考试，也就是最后一张考卷奋斗。。
因为最后一科是注定我这个学期生死的一科。。
也是注定我下个学期会不会拿到钱的一科。。
我一定要好好加油~！！

十二月的日子也已经过了一半。。

随之而来的。。
当然就是少不了的圣诞节及跨年咯~~
但是面对着迎面而来的这两个节日。。
我真的不懂该用什么心情去面对。。
该是期待这两个节日的到来呢？
还是不必去理会？？
期待？？也只不过是期待难得的假期，而不是特别期待庆祝节日。。
朋友们个个都双宿双栖，我就形单影只。。
朋友又不多的我。。
也只好这样办了。。

不过也好。。
这样或许可以让我有点时间来规划一下我未来一年想要什么、要做什么。。
可以用用今年最后一个星期的时间来想想。。
或许想下想下，会实现也不一定呢~~！？
哈哈哈~~~~

再看看吧~
反正老子有的是时间，没的是青春罢了嘛~~
青春？！老子挥霍得起~~~

累了、困了、倒了。。。

super duper short update

2010-12-11T03:13:00.000+08:00

two week has passed in the month of December..
time really flies..
next Monday, i am going to sit for my first paper..(Pengajian Malaysia)
so i plan to use Saturday and Sunday to study this subject..
hope that i can manage to pass this subject because i don't want to repeat it..
after Monday,i'll have to wait for 10 boring days until i can sit for my second and last subject..(OB)
10 days...
should be enough time for me..(if i did not use that 10 days to do nothing)

arghh~!
recently i really don't know why i keep on having insomnia..
really cant sleep early...
my bed time now already being adjust till 5-6am...
and the time i wake up is 12-1pm..
it's really so damn tiring..
somemore i really don't have the habit of taking naps in the afternoon..
but then i go play basketball in the afternoon somemore..
try to make myself really tired and hope that can sleep early..
yet..the outcomes is quite disappointing..
i totally can't sleep eventhough i am very tired...

hope i can manage to sleep early after monday paper...

it's DECEMBER~

2010-12-04T04:26:00.000+08:00

hmm~~~
it's already comes to the last month of the year..
and many people should be planning how to spend their holidays...
there's gonna be Christmas and New Year..
so shoud be many event happening around the place..
yet..
what will i do during this holidays period?
i think maybe i will just stay at home only..
the least also just will hang out with my buddies..
but i think they will also be busy with their other half and got their own plan..
so..
i think if i am going out, i shoud just plan my own schedule..
hahaha~~
SO, anyone that wanna hang out with me just leave me a comment on my facebook wall ya?
haha~ *just joking*

i think i might be go prepare my wishlist for next year since 2010 is gonna end soon..
but start next week, i will be a bit busy to think for the items that are going to be put in my wishlist due to my exam..
the stupid exam will just end at 23rd of December..
i've plan to goin for a haircut after finish my exam on 23rd..
i think this has become a habit for me to get a haircut after exam everytime..
i plan to go curl my hair..
maybe will dye some colour for my hair too...
get myself ready for new year with new hairstyle..
hope my new hairstyle won't scare people lu~~
hahahaha~~

gonna get some sleep soon..
getting tired already..
good nights~!
=)

11走了，12就要来了。。

2010-11-29T01:18:00.000+08:00

就这样十一月也来到了最后的几天了。。
十二月也随之而来。。
就这样过了2010年。。
还有一个月多就是新的一年了。。
这一年里，总觉得有点不顺。。
不过生活也过得蛮简单的。。
没太多特别的事情发生。。
最多也只是犯小人，一直无端端被人冤枉罢了。。。
希望明年会有好转吧。。

这个学期真是过得无聊咯。。。
少了两个housemates。。
楼下就变得一片死气沉沉的。。
有时当整间家的人都出去时，我一个人在家就更静。。。
静得蛮恐怖的。。。
不过也还好，我有电脑。。
不然就真的不懂该做什么了。。。
Hmm~有点考虑想当独行侠了。。。
但是我又有点矛盾。。
想热闹点，但又怕人多。。
而且最近也没什么认识到人。。
因为多数都躲在房里。。
所以也比较难。。
真搞不懂什么时候我才能好好的经营我的人脉。。
我也懂人脉对我将来出社会以后是非常重要的。。
但是就真的不懂我自己本身怎么搞的。。
总是不能好好的管理好自己的人际关系或人脉。。。
我觉得是时候找些专家来跟他们讨教一番了。。
哈哈哈~~

这个学期的sem break我将不会回家。。
我会留在金宝。。
我会在考完试之后再回。。
这也是我有史以来最久没回过家的一次咯。。。
下个星期开始就是最后一个teaching week了。。
所以下个星期的课还蛮重要的。。
然后就是开始读书的时候了。。
再来就是等待考完试的那一天了噜~~
两科的考试竟然要两个星期才能搞定。。
而且第二科的考试竟然还跟之前一科相隔了十天。。
看到都整个没心读了咯。。。
都不懂学校怎样拍时间表的。。
排到那么差。。
总之现在我什么都不理。。
等考完了，回到家了，再打算搞些什么东西来玩吧。。。
因为考完的隔一天就是圣诞夜了。。
就看看朋友们有什么plan了。。

是时候睡觉了。。
晚安哦~~~

p/s：好就没唱歌咯~~好想在k房里痛快地发泄大唱一轮~！哈哈哈 =P

2010-11-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

recently i m so lack of idea of producing any gud article..
haha..
so i think..this post will oso just will be a short update of what i 've done this few days..

today, i just go n sit for my replacement test..
it's a subject call Pengajian Malaysia..
somthing like Sejarah + Pengajian Am..
so just have to recall back what i've study during form 4 sejarah and form 6 Pengajian Am..
But yet..
i failed to recall back any of them..
so..just simply fill in what i think is correct lor...
and this coming thursday will be the subject's second midterm..
need to study for another 4 chapter again..
hope i know how to answer lo..

then yesterday evening was a crazy evening for me..
why i said it is crazy??
because i were playing shooting balls game with few crazy guys...
the ball game's name was Jackport..
*sound so fabulous huh~?*
bt yet it's a torturing game..
because our punishment for the person who misses the basket need to do 10 times push-up..
then till the end, we keep raising the amount of push-up...
just for the last round only i already done 200 times..
damn those two people who let me kena...
*hear this out~ i will revenge!! i will be back!! muahahahaha*

after a crazy evening yesterday..
today i am totally lifeless..
tired till dunno how to decribe by words..
hahaha
and now...
i have a feeling that i gonna fall sick soon....
i don't want sick...
want sick pun wait after my midterm 2 first....

i got a real bad news about my examination timetable yesterday..
which is my timetable has a 10 days gap between 2 subjects...
and i am just taking 2 subjects only this sem..
it's so torturing....
somemore the day before my second paper is a chinese festival call "Dong Zhi" where family gather around and eat "Tang Yuan"...
and i am going to missed it...
damn hate the school lor~!!

i think i am going to get some rest already..
bye bye~

2010-11-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

在这个学期里。。
我慢慢的开始打回篮球。。
人也慢慢的变得比较开朗跟健康。。
不像之前那样整天都呆在房间。。
如果不必要的情况就嫌少踏出家门，甚至房间门一步。。
搞得自己好像患了自闭症+忧郁症那样。。
哈哈哈。。

今天中午。。
终于见到了我约了好几次都不出来的一个女生。。
还蛮不错。。
蛮可爱下的。。
不过见到她也得脱我朋友的福啊。。
要谢谢他约那个女生出来。。。
哈哈哈。。。。
不过你别担心！
我是个讲义气的人，不乱来的。。
哈哈哈哈哈~~~

今天就稍微简短一点。。
因为没什么心情写。。
晚安咯~~ =P

狮子

2010-11-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

众所皆知，狮子是森林之王、万兽之王。。

给人的感觉就是很有威严，令人肃然起敬。。

狮子总是散发着一股高人一等的傲气。。

就仿佛眼前所见的所有东西都在它的统领之下。。

所有动物都必须对它恭恭敬敬的。。

而且狮子也是勇敢的象征。。

看它在草原上征服了所有的考验，强壮的活着。。

而它当然也是个很有野心、很凶狠的一个狩猎者。。

对着它的猎物张牙舞爪的。。

再来，狮子也象征着华丽的存在。。

看着它一身金黄色的毛发。。

经过阳光的照耀后，在那一望无际的草原上更是刺眼得很。。

果然。。

万兽之王真的非它莫属啊~~

当然，大家也知道狮子是群居动物嘛。。

所以它当然也拥有了善于打交道的能力。。

而且狮子群可是很注重彼此之间的关系的哦~~

所以狮子的幼子在成长过程中是会慢慢被教导如何去处理彼此的关系。。

而且狮子都会跟幼狮玩。。

透过如此的互动就能让幼狮明白个中的一些可以做跟不可以做的事情。。

从而建立起彼此的关系。。

所以说，狮子与生俱来的交际手腕可是一流的哦~~

以上狮子的所有的特征都会出现在狮子座人的身上。。

这是他们出自娘胎就拥有的特征。。

所以要狮子座的人从小就会希望所有的目光都能够聚集在他们身上。。

而且，也比较有领导能力。。

随着慢慢的长大，就开始显现出其他的特性。。

虽然说狮子座的人都拥有着狮子的个性。。

但是也不是说完全没有例外的。。

有些狮子座的人会显得比较自卑。。

也许当中可能有什么原因导致他们会这样。。

有的就没像其他的那么勇敢，那么有胆量。。

只宁愿躲在人家背后当个缩头乌龟。。

当然也有的会比较没有那么合群，那么会处理他们的人际关系。。

社交手腕级差的他们根本就不懂怎么去应付人多的场合。。

不过再怎么说，这些也真的太不像狮子座的作风了。。

可是又必不得已这样。。

改不了。。

而我就是这其中的一个。。

不善于管理自己的人际关系。。

时时都会觉得有点自卑。。

没什么胆量。。

也没什么野心。。

这就是黑暗面的我。。

唉~~~

探索人心虚时的反应之一

2010-11-11T03:27:00.001+08:00

我说。。
最近好像还蛮懒的咯。。
好一阵子都没上来写了。。
好像被人催更新了哦~~哈哈哈

*sry ladyjen..hehe*

可我最近也有点怕怕写文章了。。
因为怕有些人会对号入座的呢~
明明都没指名道姓写他/她。。
可我却无故被骂了一顿。。
人言可畏啊~~~~

话说人可是种非常有趣的生物啊~
因为人类可是世界上有着思想，脑筋发达的动物。。
那就是为什么我们人类被称为万物之王。。
因为我们有思考的能力。。
上天赐予我们这项能力，就是希望我们能够去思考。。
好让我们能够分辨出对与错。。

然而还有一样最最令我但到很有趣、很有兴趣想要研究的。。。
就是人心虚时的反应。。
最常发现一个人心虚的时候，就是在他对号入座的时候。。
为什么呢？？
原因很简单。。
因为自己本身又做过那样的东西，所以就会把自己设立在一个主角不是他的情况里。。
通常这种时候自己本身就会觉得说好像那个就是在讲着我这样子的一个想法。。
但是偏偏故事里的主角却是另有其人。。

如果只是单纯的想象而已就也还好。。
最怕就是那种搞不清楚状况还在泼妇骂街的。。
那种人可就糗死了咯。。
而且还会给人当笑话看。。
奉劝各位朋友可别做出这些蠢事来。。
什么事情都要先听、先看。。
可别因为一时别人所说的事情跟自己有几分相似就让自己进入了那个情境里。。
凡事都要先看清楚，故事到底是不是讲着自己。。
然后还要去打听一下，故事里的主角是谁。。
这样才能确保自己不会做出那些丢人现眼的事情来。。

当你真的把自己设定在无关己的故事里时。。
就会觉得人家肯定是在说着自己的不是。。
这是就是对你思考能力和修养的考验了。。
一个有思考能力的人必定会弄清楚故事里所说的是不是自己本身。。
因为一旦经过思考，谜底就会被揭开。。
也可以避免自己进入窘境。。
而一个有修养的人来说呢。。
就在一切都还没水落石出之前就指责传那故事的人。。
这么做就代表了白白浪费了上天给我们思考的脑袋。。

当然。。
当你在先发制人时。。
也许你会觉得你拥有了完全的优势。。
但事实却刚好相反的。。
你根本就处在最恶劣的劣势。。

差不多时候要出去喝茶了。。
今天就写到这边吧~
各位都晚安哦~~
v(^.^)v

important

2010-10-28T03:40:00.000+08:00

hey ya~
it's been days since the last time i updated my blog..
so..
i'll be update it again today..

BUT..
before i start writting, let me ask u,all the guys out there:
Who is the most importatn people for you?? (family, friend or girlfriend?)

For me, my answer would be family, friend then just will be my girlfriend.
i know when i give this answer, the girls will surely stand up and complaint about this statement.
So, let me explain one by one ok?
The reason why i put the order like this is because family is the most important to me, if i don't hav a family, there is totally won't have me!
Being a family member is forever and irreplaceable.
we cannot simply go and replace our family member.
we had bounded to the family ever since we came to this world.
myab some girls will said, now your family is important than me right?? is it i am nothing to you?? why are you being selfish to me?? and many more stupid questions.
Let me make it straight guys, will you being together with a girl that don't like you respecting and caring for your family?or totally don't like your family?
For me, if i knew that the girl is like this, i would chop a big 'REJECTED" word on her forehead before i'll getting closer with her.
The reason is simple yet still got girls that dunno this..
the reason is, girls that don't know how to respect other people can be categorized as brainless and stupid. WHY??
look at yourself girl!! you are just a girlfriend, also nt yt to be his wife, what for you critic so much on his act of caring towards his family?? somemore you are just an outsider that mean nothing to him comparing you to his family that he grew up there, learn how to walk and talk and he's been staying there since he was born.
so, don't be such a dumbass ok?!

as for my second order, which is second most important people to me is my friend.
why i put friend first instead of girlfriend?
the reason is...
in my opinion, friendship is forever and won't easily break up except for some serious problems such as betrayal, going for same girl/guy and etc.
i believe that guys and girls nowadays like to make many friends, from primary school till high school then university and at the workplace.
why need to make so much friends??
the answer is easy!! because friends can come in handy when you are in trouble, they can lend a hand whenever you need their helps.
for some people, making friends and socialize with them are very important to them as they are involved in the industry that will require them to have a large network that will makes their work become easy.
Especially for men!!
they need to earn money to feed the whole family, so they need to build their network as big as possible to let their works operate smoothly.
But there are still some simple-minded girls that don't know how to twist their mindset.
They tend to control all the movement of their boyfriend/husband and tend to stick to their boyfriend/husband as frequently as possible, so that all the time is just for them only.
This is a STUPID ACT!!
Try to think about it, if you don't allow him to go and socialize with his fren,colleagues or even customer, where will him get the resourse or income to buy gifts, bags for you or going out on a date with you or even marry with you??
when you starting to control over his outing with his friends, means that you are trying to break up his friendship and network indirectly and slowly when his friend starting to notice that, the friendship is on its way to doom~!
and whenever this happen, he will be very suffering.
when he is suffering, you also will suffer.
So, what for making him and yourself suffer in the same time?!!

i think that is all i want to say for tonight..
if tomorrow i still remember, i will ask the question to the girls too~!
and for the statement i have gave above, is only an opinion of mine..
nt to say that i want to assault the girls, because the statement i gave can goes for guys as well...
So, just leave a comment and tell me what you think...

Happy debating~! haha

月圆之夜

2010-10-21T04:39:00.001+08:00

现在已经是半夜了。。

但是我却一点睡意都没有。。

而且，还刚刚看完 'The Tooth Fairy'。。

原本打算看完就去睡的我，却不知道为什么突然之间很想上来这里些写东西。。

好吧~开始咯。。

话说在大约两个小时前，我把我厨房里一包大垃圾拿出去。。

当我走出门口时，我只觉得房子外面很凉爽。。

我很喜欢那个感觉。。

然后我也发现到今晚好像特别的亮。。

我就试着把头抬起望向天空。。

而我也找到今晚会那么亮的源头。。

天空上挂着的，是一轮皎洁，明亮的圆月。。

看起来是多么的清澈。。

顿时之间，我忘了我所有的烦恼。。

就像个小孩子那样，目不转睛地盯着它看。。

看着看着，我就在想：如果我现在是在一个充满洁白、细幼沙子的沙滩上。。

然后就那样的躺着望着天空。。

仿佛那月亮、星星就是一幅画那样。。

慢慢的欣赏。。

那应该会是很舒服、很放松吧~~

回到我房间后。。

脑子一直都是在想着屋外天空上的月亮。。

连看戏都变得不能专心了。。

俗语说得好：月圆人团圆。。

但是对身在异乡的我来说，并没感受到所谓的团圆。。

在这么一个美好的夜里。。

留下给我的，却是孤单、冷清、寂寞~~

在白天，我也许可以是个很能玩、很吵的家伙。。

但是一到了夜晚，尤其是像今晚那样的。。

这些孤单、寂寞的感觉回来的比平时还要强烈、还要凶猛。。

想要像平时那样努力的抑制它。。

到最后却也拿自己没辙。。

只好任由这些不好的感觉在我心里放肆。。

如果换作是平时的我。。

要抑制这些感觉简直就是易如反掌。。

但是肯定今晚不能。。

也许。。

一直以来，家人与朋友，甚至是女朋友我都会把全部的重心都放在他们身上。。

而不会保留一点给我自己。。

我这样，简直就像一艘在汪洋之中漂流，而又没有一个可以靠岸的码头的小帆船。。

一直一直都在努力地寻找着一个属于自己，真正可以让我靠岸的码头。。

一个可以让我安安稳稳停靠着的码头。。

只可惜，这个码头我却还没找到，所以只好继续的漂流。。

人终究都是群居的动物。。

没有一个人希望自己是孤零零一个人的。。

终于把我脑子里一部分的文字挤出来后。。

也许头脑也会轻松些吧~~

好让我可以睡个好觉。。

哈哈~

“单身并不可怕、不辛苦，只在于你如何去看待‘单身’这个词汇罢了。” By 凯辉

单身的朋友就高喊单身万岁吧~

而那些想结束单身的朋友，祝你好运~！（我是其中的一个。。哈哈）

晚安~~

2010-10-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

today..is the second day i being at kampar since i back from my hometown..
since yesterday..
i was quite busy with cleaning my room lar,go school to fill up forms lar..
and now..
what i can do is just sit at my room and wait for the result of appeal for termination to be release..
yup~!
i have been terminate by UTAR..and i am appealing from termination..
and this process is very lenghty..
so i have just need to wait..

i just back at kampar for two days and i already cannot tahan with the HOT HOT HOT weather..
it's very HOT..
just finish bathing, but will be sweating a little moment later..
and i have noticed that there are quite a lot of new shops opening at kampar..
and the most significant is McDonalds..
but i think i won't go there recently..
because it's packed with lots of people..
there is always long queue at there..
and if you want to have your lunch or dinner there,please be early ok?
because you will have to wait for a long time before you can buy your food and eat..

feeling quite lonely and quiet without my two housemate whose oways at downstair..
nw just left me..
nobody to talk to..
nobody to go dinner with...
banyak kesian~

i think that's all for today..
adios~! ^^

小男孩

2010-10-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

自从前几天写了那篇东西之后，朋友们都说我是不是要出书了wor~哈哈。。
是可以考虑考虑下咯。。
可能在不久的未来我会自己出一本书也不一定。。
*（痴心妄想-ing）*
哈哈~~
刚好今天有灵感，就来分享一篇简短的故事吧~

话说从前有个小男孩，自他懂事以来，总会经常性的提出他心中的疑问。
充满好奇心的他，总是不放过任何发问的机会，也不去理会发问的对象是谁。
如果不给他一个答案，他就不会罢休，会一直继续的追问知道他问出个所以然。
他所问的问题，小至这个是什么东西，大至为什么会有这种动物等等。
总之有它哉就一定会听到为什么、为什么、为什么~
从他所得到的答案，也让他慢慢的长了见识。

当人家的小男孩还在玩着汽车仔的时候，他却学会了如何用LEGO砌成了一辆汽车。
凭着他的创意，他所砌出来的汽车可说是与众不同，属于他自己本身的小汽车。
而且他也会玩着爸爸妈妈所买给他的PUZZLE，慢慢的依着那一片片小小PUZZLE的形状还有图案，然后把它们组合起来变成一张美丽的图片。
从这些玩具里，小男孩学会了什么叫耐心。
因为要把这些玩具砌好、组合好，是必须要经过多次的失败后，才能成功的。

从小，小男孩都像个睡王子那样，总是在睡觉，而且睡眠时间超长的。
如果不是妈妈把他摇起身喂他喝牛奶的话，他也不会醒过来。
听说，小孩睡的多就越聪明。
小男孩的确有那么一点点小聪明。
很多事情他都会用他的小聪明来解决。
人说小孩都是幸福的。
因为他们吃饱就睡，睡饱就吃，这样就过了一天。

当小男孩慢慢的长大以后，他的求知欲望依然是非常强烈的。
只是，此时此刻的小男孩明白了有些事情是不可以跟某些人问的。
而且他也会开始去分辨它所得到的答案到底是对的，还是错的。
但是他强烈的求知欲望就没有像一般人所期望的那样为他带来好成绩。
因为他强烈的求知欲望并不是对着学校里所学习的课本与知识，而是外面整个环境，、整个世界的知识。
所以，自从他步入了中学以后，成绩就一年比一年差。
他小学时的成绩也并非名列前茅。
但他明白，他对于他周围环境有很多疑问，根本就停不下来。
即使上了大学也还是一样。
随着他成绩越来越不好，也直接令很多人大跌眼镜与失望。
随之而来的，当然就是些很不好的评语。
朋友、亲戚、家人。
这些人所说的每一句话，就如一颗颗大石头，都把他给压得喘不过气来。
而这些压力却未曾从他身上减少过，只是在继续的增加。
当然，他也不会去轻易的向别人诉说一切。
因为他知道他将说出的一切，即使说了出来，会相信的人是少之又少。
所以他宁愿把压力都收在心里，自己默默地承受。
因此，他学会了要坚强，不会在人前让眼泪夺眶而出，反而会自己一个人躲在暗角一边舔着伤口，一边让平日难得出现的眼泪流下。
因为他明白，流过了泪，心里会舒服些。

经过了二十多年的岁月，如今的小男孩已经长大成人了。
他已不会像以前那样，时时都充满笑容，一直缠着人问东问西。
如今的他，只会一味的沉默，给人一种孤僻的感觉。
每每都是一个人单独行动，就像好像在寻找着什么似的。
也许他是在寻找着一个属于他自己的归属。
或也许，他其实是在寻找着已经觅食多年的自己~~

问题 a.k.a PROBLEMS

2010-10-09T05:58:00.000+08:00

hihi~
干嘛凌晨四点多了我还不睡，反而来这边写东西呢？？
其实我也不是很懂。。
只知道突然很有灵感、很有感觉要写些东西。。
哈哈。。

最近，我发现到身边的朋友都开始有了稍微的变化。。
性格上、谈吐上、行为上，甚至是待人之道上。。
都起了变化。。
原因有几个。。
但是最主要的，来来去去也不过是女人还有钱。。

首先，就说说女人这一回事了。。
话说，男人们都是爱面子的单细胞动物。。
只要你把面子做给他，你要他帮你做什么，他都会心甘情愿、毫无反抗的完成。。
这。。简直就是易如反掌嘛。。
但是。。
偏偏就有这一票女生朋友，不知道要说她们不够聪明，还是不够细心。。
因为她们怎么搞，都搞不清这一样能轻易搞定男生的东西。。
弄得自己天天在那跟男友/老公吵吵闹闹的，辛苦到死。。
聪明、细心的女生就不同。。
她们懂得在外时，把面子做给男生，让男生周遭的朋友羡慕。。
这样，当她们有什么要求时，男生都一定会义不容辞的帮她们完成。。。
就举个例子吧：
试问，当妳跟妳男友和他的一斑朋友出门在外时，妳会当着众人的面拉、打、捏、摆黑脸给你男友看吗？？
答案有两个：
--会。。那就是说，妳就是要在众人面前给他难堪。。试想想，这样一来，多没面子啊？？！如此一来，他就会心又不甘，而且这口气也确实很难咽得下去。结果呢？当时就会慢慢的累积起那些不满、不甘的情绪，等到爆发的那一天，分分钟连男朋友都会没了，到时再来后悔就来不及咯~~
--不会。。这么一来，代表妳尊重妳的男友，而且也尊重他的朋友，还会让他觉得他很有面子。得到的结果，当然就是男友的千依百顺、疼爱有加。简直就是双赢的局面嘛。
当妳在外把面子做足了，回到家，任妳如何处置都没问题。

再来就是钱的问题了。。
钱的问题由两种。。
一种是花在自己的身上，另一种是花在女友身上的。。
就从花在女友身上的问题说起吧~
无可否认，两个人在一起，男生免不了花费会重了些，但是这可要见仁见智噜~
聪明的女人会把男友的钱管理的井井有条，但是并非指所有的钱都归妳所管哦~
聪明细心的女人会想着怎么替男友省钱，比如说有时候的消费不需要全部都是男生来负责，不是说对方是妳男友妳就要把付钱这回事全都交给男友来负责。有的时候，妳也可以主动帮他分担一些些。就如前面所说的，男生是爱面子的，如果妳这样做，他肯定会感动死哦~给些例子好了，就比如说去看戏好了，男生买了戏票，付了戏票钱，女生可以去买饮料，而买饮料的钱是女生自己的，这样就能帮男生分担掉少许的费用了嘛~从而让男生可以省下这些钱，把钱存起来。又或者有的时候出去吃东西时，如果吃的是比较贵的餐厅，两个人可以采取AA制，评分帐单。当吃比较普通、平价的食物时就让男生付钱，这样也能帮男生省点钱。
我相信，这世界是现实的。。
但是省归省哦~而不是叫妳帮男生省到连跟他朋友一起聚会都不让他去哦~要知道，男生有着良好的人际关系可会帮助到将来他事业的发展的哦~当你不让他跟朋友们聚会时，也代表说朋友们也会渐渐的怕麻烦而疏远他。如果将来他需要帮助时又找不到朋友的帮忙，而妳也不能怨那些朋友不好，反而应该好好检讨自己断送自己男友的前途咯~
我也相信，现在15、16、17岁的小女生已经开始很懂享受，也很懂要找个可以让她们吃好穿好的男友。这也不是什么问题，毕竟她们也还不懂大人们的辛苦之处啊~但是一旦妳踏入了18岁，你已经可以算是半个成年人了，在某些地方可能已经是成年人了。这代表什么？就是你的思想也必然的，需要成熟点了，应该学会考虑更多的东西。妳也应该开始学会去体恤男生赚钱的辛苦，而不是只去考虑他赚的钱多不多罢了。譬如说，一个女生因为学习的关系而必须住宿舍，而男友为了方便就让女生住了他离学校不远的家。但是一个人住的家，用电量竟然那么惊人，需要用到接近RM50。这数目分分钟出现在有些家庭的电单里。然后每当跟男友出街时，就买这买那，自己要用的琐碎物品也要男友来付钱，贵重的化妆品之类的也要求男友付钱买了。而且，从来没有那个意思说要付钱。这是干什么嘛？！他只是妳男友，还不是妳老公哦~18、19岁了还会有如此幼稚的想法，不觉得有点太不合年纪了吗？

所谓的花在自己身上的问题就是指男生们如何运用自己的钱财。最好的，当然就是别赌、别烟、别嫖咯~~然而还有一样就是。。。信用卡！！这张可害人不浅咯~~我不是反对说有信用卡不好，只是你要确定你有那个能力来偿还用卡刷的费用，那就没什么大不了。最怕就是自己明明就没个月工钱都是差不多刚好够用而已，就跑去申请了4、5张信用卡，而且每张都几乎刷到要爆了，才来说没多余的钱去还那些费用。最终落得破产的结局。。这不是更难看吗？？钱呢，够花就好，别去想用什么未来钱的。这样只会辛苦了自己罢了。。

女生们，试想想吧~如果真的有天世界颠倒，男女之间的角色对换，妳希望得到向上面所说的待遇吗？

问题一个一个在身边的朋友里出现，也让我在走入一段感情之前，多了一些些考虑与畏惧，也让我很想欢呼说单身万岁。但是随之而来的，当然就是孤单、寂寞咯~虽说单身有如在天空里翱翔的小鸟，但是每到冰冷的夜晚，却又异常的渴望有个人陪陪自己，谁在身边，甚至是给自己一个紧紧地拥抱。这。。就是所谓的单身的代价~~只要你肯接受这个代价，那么，你就可以对着全世界高喊；“单身万岁，万万岁！！”

2010-10-07T04:20:00.000+08:00

for the past few years..
family and relative tend to ask me: eh, you got girlfriend or not?
friends tend to ask me: eh, you not have lots of girl's friends meh? why didn't see you 'pak tor' eh?
and frankly speaking..
i'm quite tired to keep answering the question..
to family and relative,my answer would be: no wor.
to friends,my answer would be: yup..i know quite a number of girl's friends, but really just being friend with them only..
but..
the reaction of family and friends are the same..
all also give the reaction: huh?! really or not??! you don't trick us lar~~
and hereby telling all of you..i am telling the truth!!

but come to think of it..
somesays it's better to find a girlfriend when you still studying in university or college..
y said so~their explanation is that it's harder to find a girlfriend when you start working..
no free time,OT,work that has less amount of girls,tired of going out and etc...
i think that they will says like that is based on these factors..
in my opinion,this is quite true actually..
after graduate,you will need to start working..
and you tend to strive to get a better salary or some are luckier,straight away open up a business and be the boss of his/her own.
by that time,your time would be used at your work..
and mayb you also won't have the time for your family as well..
if like that,how are you going to have the chance of knowing any girl and be in a relationship?

like what i said to my buddies recently..
"I think it's good that i'm single,because you all can find me anytime you all wanted and i won't reject the offer to go out with you all..If i'm in a relationship/have a girlfriend,you all still think that i'll still go out with you all like i used to be?? it's a bit impossible ok.."
then my buddies debate with me and said: that's mean you will be 重色轻友 la?
then let me ask you all a question..
"did you all dare to say that you all didn't do so?"
then why whenever i want to ask you all come out,you all keep giving me the excuses of :
1. girlfriend don't want to give me go out
2. girlfriend come back, need to accompany her
3. girlfriend said want go here and there, need to go with her
and yet,i am an understanding man..
so i didn't care so much about this..
but when it comes to you all,please keep this in mind..
I'm also man like you all..
so..don't tend to say that i am 重色轻友..
cz i believe in 'don't comment on others behaviours that you have'

i assumed that i am the kind of guy that will think too far beyond..
and i'll think of a lot of thing and assumption before i started / on the way tackling girl..
i will go and think of :
1. is it i have the basic requirment to go for a girl
2. is it i able to take care of the girl
3. how am i going to care for her and love her
4. we will have future or not and many more..
i started to have the style of thinking like this after few past failures in a relationship
and i tend to be more self-protective to prevent from getting hurt again and again..
and i started to become picky..just like what i've read from an article:
"good guy usually hard to find a girlfriend,because they will think of the consequences and more tend to be responsible than the bad guy..and for the bad guy,they just think of want to play with the girl only and never ever going to be serious in a relationship,therefore,any girls that close to their taste they will just go for it and won't like the good guy that will think seriously before doing it"
and i just can say that i am neither good guy or bad guy..because i am not so good guy yet i am not so bad to be a bad guy..

deep deep inside my heart..
the desire of being in a relationship are so so so strong.
but yet, there are lots of question that i need to asnwer first before i started..
that's why it's a bit hard for me to go into a relationship than other guys..
i do hope that these questions and problem can be solved after sometimes..
just don't know when...

thx for bearing with me for so long..
because this post is kind of long actually..
but anyway,all i have to say is already written out..
so i think it's time to off to bed and sleep already..
then, i think that's all..
~goodbye and good night~

~PEACE ya~

100 post! finally finish!!

2010-09-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

hey hey all.~~
yup..
no doubt bout it...
tis is my 100th post of blog...
n i guess..
it's just gonna be a short post only...

finally i finish all of my papers...
it's quite hard...
makes me feel dizzy n headache bout it..
bt thank god..
it finally comes to an end...
and this means holiday for me now..
yet..i din go anywer 2day...
nw i m just sittieng in front of the computer table..
n type this 100th post..
so frens...
DATE ME OUT!!
bt actually i m kinda tired...
cz last nite din manage to sleep due to some creature keep making noices....
n i'm a zombie look-a-like nw...
blur n numb to everything...

n i wanna stress on 1 thing here...
for those motherfucka whose wanna scold ppl at the blog..
pls make sure that ur balls are with u...
dun simply use other ppl name to scold the blog's owner after ppl scold u...

*CALVIN the coward*

imma giv u the 1st and the last advice from me...
dun simply hav the idea to mess with me...
u totally dunno wat kind of mad guy u r messing with..
n imma gonna tell u 3 things:

1st, i dun play with childish kidult like u..

2nd, i dun play with guy tat has no balls like u...

3rd, i believe in karma..n ppl whose done bad thing will hav his payback in the future..JUST LIKE YOU!

beach party~!

2010-09-16T21:42:00.001+08:00

yesterday, i went for the beach party at Lost World of Tambun, Ipoh.

i go with my uni frens...

the beach party was awesome~!!

jz imagine..

Bikinies~~!! Beers~~!! n the fantastic music~~!!

n the most important is the lengzais lengluis there...

hahaha..

we depart from kampar around 5 something...

then went to mcd to take dinner 1st..

after tat wait for another car to joib us...

then..straight off to Lost World..

when we reach Lost World, the time is just 7.30pm onli..

still gt half an hour more b4 we can enter into the party..

so we queue up n wait...

when it's time to go in..

everyone was so damn high~!!

n when we saw the bikini gurls coming out to welcome all the ppl..

high till the max~!!

haha...

then went in there n take the place which was near to the stage n the beach..

after tat..

a WAR is goin on...

the war of throwing ppl into the water...

all of us also get threw off into the water...

nobody can escape tis destiny..

hahaha

after tat just play water n dance in there..

bt when it's time for DJ Ken to spin, everybody started to get wild..

n dance dance dance~!

haha...

jz enjoy the music...

we went bak around 12 something or 1am..

n went for food at mcd near the Lost World..

after tat change place to East Area of ipoh to find some midnite snacks..

after fooling around,we went bak home..

reach home around 4 something...

it was a great nite for me..

cz tis is the 1st time i participate in tis kind of event..

1 word to say..

F U N ~!!!!!!!!!!!

n here is some pic..

拔牙记-part 2

2010-09-08T03:09:00.000+08:00

今天早上去会上次的牙医诊所拆线。。

然后再把多一只牙齿拔掉。。

但是这次的医生却是个女医生。。

她弄得我很痛苦。。

快给他气死了。。

一直在那边跟我洗脑。。

叫我去挑牙根。。

我都说好要拔了嘛。。

你就拔就好了嘛。。

下面有两张我牙齿的照片。。

简直就是‘巨齿’~！！

我打算把它收起来。。。

是不是很大一只呢？？和我中指的第一节一样长耶~~~

重点是。。

伤口也很大一下。。。

真不懂以后要怎么吃东西。。。

唉~~~~~~~~~~！！

拔牙记-part 1

2010-09-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

终于。。
我把我的大蛀牙给拔去了。。
而且还在伤口缝了几针。。
五天后就要去拆线了。。
那时候还会再拔多另外一只。。
这次我可瘦了。。
一天三餐都吃粥。。
好健康下咯。。。
哈哈。。。

但是我不懂是不是拔牙的关系。。
弄得我很不舒服。。
唉~
希望明天一觉睡醒就会好了。。

2010-08-24T07:07:00.000+08:00

hmm...
最近我都好像很迟睡。。
我也不懂为什么会这样。。
只知道说到了晚上就怎么睡都睡不着。。
只好上上网、看看书咯。。
但是看的却不是跟我的学业有关的书。。
而是所谓的面子书。。
看来我是时候加把劲了噜~

刚才。。
我housemate看完球一回到来。。
就问我说：做莫你那么寂寞的？？
我就只能傻了一下。。
难道。。。
我散发出一种令人觉得我很寂寞的感觉吗？？
是不是一看就可以断定我是孤独老人的那种呢？
哈哈。。。

话说。。
我觉得我给人的感觉总是不怎么友善。。
该怎么说呢？
就可能每次一到新的环境就会选择默默地观察周围。。
然后都不怎么参人。。
就仿佛是躲在墙角的幽灵般。。
是蛮恐怖的啦。。
而且也因为我这样。。
造成我看起来好像很骄傲、‘懒习’。。
但是如果一开始熟了应该也不会怎样了吧？

哈哈。。
又是到了睡觉的时候噜~
各位早安~
祝你们有个快乐的早晨。。
晚安~~ ^^

2010-08-23T03:06:00.002+08:00

imma gonna bak hometown tis week..

after my presentation tis wednesday..

n imma calling off for a holiday by myself...

n tis time..

imma put lots of efforts on my study..

gotta study at home during day time..

n partying/outing hard when the nite come~

hahaha..

there's oways a saying,"study hard,play hard~!!"

n i'm looking forward to the date with a secondary lenglui schoolmate of my..

~Ms. Collie Law~

hahaha...

gonna to watch a movie with her n oso having mcd with her on 31st of August..

YeeaaH~

Currently..

my life is okie..

n i m quite happy..

bt a little bit lonely...

n tat's jz ok for me..

cz i'm nt so picky~!

See ya~

nitez....

haircut haircut~

2010-08-16T03:37:00.000+08:00

hmm..
i m thinking..
is time for me to change new hair style d?
cz i plan to go bald tis time...
cut all the 'trouble' away..
i've also plan to grow goatee beard to go with my bald hair style..
bt,my beard jz cant grow long enuf..
tat's y i still considering wan to go bald or nt..

i've been telling ppl tat i m goin to go bald..
n almost all of them giv me the reaction like: "HuH?! WTF! Y u wanna go bald o??!! WAT did u thing until wanna go bald o??!!!"
hahaha...
it's funny to c their reaction..
bt then,i jz reply all of them:"aiya..hair onli mar...can grow bak eh~~~"
hehe...

soon..
notyjimjim will change to botak jimjim..
hahahahaha...

2010-08-14T00:37:00.005+08:00

i cant feel my body..
seems like it's bcome hollow already..
jz left an empty shell...
it's is quite suffer..
i wanna get over tis as fast as possible...
i hav no time for tis..

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK TO THIS DAMN THING~!!

2010-08-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

i dunno y..
y i recently bcome so so so unmotivated...
feel so powerless, no energy at all...

i nid motivation...
i nid power...
i nid to b strong...
n invulnerable~!

2010-08-07T02:37:00.000+08:00

it's over....
she already have bf lu...
a bit sad to hear tis news..
bt i also feel quite relief..
bcz nid no more concern tat y she din peduli me..
or worry about will she accept me or nt..

just like my fren said..
just move on..
sure hav another one waiting in front...
jz cheer n move on...
hahaha...

hmm...
gotta improve myself..
gotta improve to impress...
^^

thursday, august 05, 2010, 0232am

2010-08-05T03:03:00.000+08:00

today is my housemate, mr. leong wee hao's big day..

Happy Birthday to Him..

haha..

jz nw his girlfren come to our house to giv him a suprise with a handmade cheese cake made by her..

n she gt find one of my housemate zheng shun to plan for this suprise..

n i help them to take some sweet sweet photos jz nw..

when i were seeing them..

a thought came across my mind..

did i ever have tis kinds of suprise before..

n i looked bak into my memories..

n i found out tat i had never ever having tis kinds of suprise or celebration before..

with the loved one..

looking bak into my past 3 relationship..

i nvr receive gift or celebration from my ex-girlfren..

i think is because all of my relationship start after my birthday and end before my birthday..

so, i shud hav expected that there is no celebration with loved one for me..

jz goin out with fren jz like usual..

ntg much special..

i truely wish tat i can celebrate my birthday with my loved one..

bt everytime jz onli will let me down..

i hope n i wish for many years..

every year, my third birthday wish is the same..

wishing for the chances to celebrate special moments with loved one..

bt it nvr ccome true after so many years..

stil the same old condition..

and tis year my birthday wish is still the same..

But...

i think i jz got rejected..

wat to do..except keep wishing the same wish and hope that it will come true one day in the future..

Haizzzz~~~

~泪~

2010-07-31T05:57:00.000+08:00

流泪原来也是一种解压、放松的方法。。

每当那泪水，从双颊缓缓地落下。。

烦恼也好像随着泪滴一起。。

受着地心引力拉车的往下掉。。。

试着回想。。

我。。到底多久没流过泪了？？

我想。。大概整一年多了吧。。。

但是，今天晚上的我。。

却流泪了~~

这一年多来。。

堆积在心里深处的烦恼、不安、负面的情绪一支都把我压得有点喘不过气来。。

而我，也尽量压抑着这些情绪，不让它们出来。。

但是。。今晚的我。。却流下了这一年多以来没流过的泪。。

那些情绪、烦恼与不安得以得到暂时的解脱。。

对。。只是暂时，而不是永远的解脱。。

我会这么说是有原因的。。

别看我平常时疯疯癫癫。。

很喜欢搞东搞西。。

而身旁的人，也都随着我笑了起来。。

但是永远在我内心的深处。。

烦恼与不安还有负面的情绪还是会一直重复的来回旋绕着。。

但是我却不会把这些情绪感染了我身旁的人。。

所以我宁愿选择自己一个人躲在一边舔伤口。。

不是说我不想和别人分享。。

只是我也懒得去诉说所有的一切。。

如果真的被问到，也已玩笑或稍微带过。。

绝不深入谈起。。

这也是为什么很多人都以为我好像没什么烦恼。。

一副怡然自得的脸。。

这也是没办法的嘛。。

表露在外的就是一副疯癫、吊儿郎当、得过且过样子啊。。

不管怎么说。。

现在泪也流过了。。

只能叫自己再坚强点。。

负面的情绪也得到轻微的舒解了。。

跌倒了。。就爬起来罢了嘛。。

呼一呼。。伤口不痛了。。

继续向前走咯~

这就是我。。

有名的大傻瓜~！

bak home

2010-07-30T03:11:00.000+08:00

i m at my bm room rite nw..
n i feel extremely tired after all the hard work tis week..
i think i gonna take a gud rest during tis few days..
so i choose to bak home tis week..
to relax..mentally n physically..

gurl~
wer r u?
y i keep feeling tat u r goin far n far away day by day??
i reali hope tat u r busying n cant reply me or answer my cal..
bt nt bcz of trying to staying away from me or avoiding me...

i quite hate tis kind of feelings...

gurl, i miss u badly~

tiring me

2010-07-27T05:34:00.000+08:00

fuh~
haven sleep for about more than 40 hours d..
because of keep rushing my assignments...
i think is very tired for me...
and the best part is i rush my assignments till i totally forget about i m having a quiz yesterday morning...
hw careless i m!
n hw stupid i m too!!!
n i m having a test n presentation tis thursday too..
i reali no idea hw i m goin to prepare for my test...
2day still gt 2 assignments to be discuss and finalise..
haizz...
torturing my ownself..

STUPID JIM~!!

失败了吗？

2010-07-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

我已经失败了吗？
你已经拒绝我了吗？
我们还会是朋友吗？
还是该怎样呢？
可以告诉我吗？

心烦

2010-07-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

近来。。
突然发觉到，我与她，好像有点渐行渐远的感觉。。
电话、msn开始都不那么常联络了。。
而且。。
也没什么会回复我。。
是我吓着了她吗？？
还是我已经没机会了？
或者是我和她根本就没缘、不可能？？

我也不是很懂。。
我只知道。。
我的心现在真的很烦。。

17 july 2010, 3.01am

2010-07-17T03:36:00.001+08:00

发现到我的思想其实还蛮幼稚的。。
尽然可以贸贸然就对一个自己也没相处过的女生说我想追你。。
开什么玩笑？！
我真的真的还是太幼稚了。。
但是想想下又觉得，遇到自己喜欢的人，不是应该争取的吗？？
我真的搞不懂。。
该怎么做才是成熟、对的方法。。

认真想了又想。。
我现在这个阶段，真的能够允许我去进入一段感情吗？
我真的能够给到她所需要的东西吗？？
我真的能够让她幸福吗？？
还是只会让她辛苦而已？？！

女孩在短时间内就即将从大学毕业出社会工作了。。
当她出社会的同时，我还在念着大学。。
自然而然她接触的人、事、物肯定会比我多。。
当然也会接触到更好的男生。。
如果在那个时候，我根本没那个自信跟把握可以得到她的心。。
毕竟思想也会有点差别。。
考虑跟烦恼的事情也不一样。。。
我该怎么做呢？？

思考了种种可能性。。
也把自己陷入了彷徨之中。。
该怎么做应该也只好见一步，走一步了吧？

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在这里跟大家分享下一首还不错的歌。。
是我表哥和他的乐团创作的歌。。
这首歌让我听了很有感觉。。
因为我最近也在做这件事。。
就是在晚上都会想想你。。

歌名：思恋@1.30am
电话开始不听信息你没回应
实际改变了爱情你的心已坚决要离去

思念藏进日记
快乐的片段像个DVD 重复播在脑海里

Chorus:
我想你想到无法自己想到天天在哭泣想到没有天与地
我爱你爱到不能分离爱到世界只剩下一个你我不能不爱你

静静的房间里少了你的呼吸
原来我们的爱情已经不能让你着迷

此刻我还不相信
我们的爱情隐藏着一段的距离收藏着是你的秘密

Rap:
别哭泣至少有美好回忆
别伤心爱她就得继续爱到底
把打击化为冲击继续提升自己
放开曾经让爱继续呼吸

别继续关闭在失恋的监牢里
让自己打开心门寻找新恋情
找回自己原本该有的魅力
打开日记记载新的恋情

黄丽玲(A-Lin) - 完整的浪漫

2010-07-15T17:20:00.000+08:00

你安排一场意外
送我一枚指环
试着掩饰不安
却被我看出来

抚摸你手心的汗
我问你为何存在
你说为了今天起
你是我的另一半

假设爱就像玫瑰勇敢而自然
假设爱就像钻石坚强而浪漫
爱你是信念或者是纪念
我都想看它实现

我是only woman
你是only man
用生命依赖被幸福宠爱
完整了所有浪漫

我是only woman
你是only man
不管苦与甘不管好与坏
我们都要凭着爱承担

黄丽玲 - 完整的浪漫
作词：黄文萱作曲：小宇
歌词编辑:李泽昊 QQ:393235800

我在阳光里醒来
看你熟睡像小孩
永恒就这样简单
只需要一个片段

假设爱就像玫瑰勇敢而自然
假设爱就像钻石坚强而浪漫
爱你是信念或着是纪念
我都想看它实现

我是only woman
你是only man
用生命依赖被幸福宠爱
完整了所有浪漫

我是only woman
你是only man
不管苦与甘不管好与坏
我们都要凭着爱承担

因为是你不必练习我的答案
一直等的是你何必练习承诺交换
只有一句我愿意这一句我愿意
就一句我愿意我愿意去爱~爱~爱

我是only woman
你是only man
用生命依赖被幸福宠爱
完整了所有浪漫

我是only woman
你是only man
不管苦与甘不管好与坏
我们都要凭着爱承担

12:45 july 2010

2010-07-10T12:58:00.000+08:00

i m so glad last nite..
cz i saw her wearing the shoes tat i gave her to her outing with her frens..
haha..
i m happy tat she likes tat shoes..
i think...
it's a bright chances for me ya?
still nid to put on some effort..
to get closer with her..
n to make her mine...
her sweet voice..
her sweet smile..
jz get me deeply addicted..
hahaha...

tat day i gt hint her tat i gt the intention to wan her as my other half...
bt she jz says i dunno lu~
then i jz said..i'll let u noe someday..
then she still saying i dunno i dunno lu...
hmm..
i m curious about tis 'dunno'..
izzit a 'NO' or a 'YES' ??
or is between 'NO' and 'YES' ??

i think i shud make myself free faster..
n go n meet her..
after meet her jz c hw it goes..

getting my finger cross...
hoping tis time i'll get the rite girl...

v(^.^)v

2010-07-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

haha...
finally 2day receive the present in time...
n fast fast wrap the present n get to skynet n send it...
i think 2moro can receive it already...

nah~
i din break my promise lu..
i said i will try my best to send it on time..
nw i reali send it on time le..
hehe...

hope tat there wil b a smile on ur face after receive ur present 2moro~~ ^^

~.~

2010-07-08T11:02:00.000+08:00

it's early in the morning n i jz been sleep for 3 or 4 hours onli..
bcz last nite went to watch football with housemate..
spain have a gud play last nite...
PUYOL~
haha...

haizzz...
i feel sorry for someone lor...
till nw still haven get her birthday present..
adui...
malaysia eh pos service reali is...
gao lat!!
if later still cant get it..
i'll go straight away to pos office n ask d..
stupid..
pos laju pun nid take more than 1 days to reach...
if wan take so long de time,y still write sure will reach the next day wor...
tipu orang eh!!

devil..
sry har...
ur present i'll make sure it reaches u no matter hw..
jz wait for it k??
will make sure it reali reaches u b4 saturday morning...
paiseh paiseh~

The Story From A Lonely Lion

24th Valentine's Day

情人节前夕

The ends of 2011 and the start of 2012

13.12.2011

一个人在宿舍的夜晚

我累了。。

《那些年我们一起追的女孩》

now and after

喜事又一桩~！

事与愿违

久违的更新

忙忙忙~~

相隔超久的一篇

Random 13

心中的激动

Feeling Glad

bye bye July, hello August

模糊不清

把你弄哭~

美丽的月亮

Midterm tests end

random 12

random 11

此刻

random 10

random 9

月食以后~~

1st time sitting at McD alone

Back to Kampar (Late post)

三人游戏

Exam over and The Last Party

last paper

五月的来临

Final Exam Coming~!

random 8

懒惰

矛盾

老化

sign up for car test

random 7

changed my blog song

晨雨

random 6

lazy bug

random 5

random 4

沮丧

a fun night~!

度量

random 3

Busy Busy Busy~

random 2

random

烂~！

Countdown for Valentine's Day~~

拜天宫~

Happy Chinese New Year

新年咯~~~

大学生涯里的第一次金宝公开篮球赛

20/1/2011

just a short post

First day of 2011

the last n final post in the year of 2010...

short post

自杀

第一张考试完毕~~！

super duper short update

it's DECEMBER~

11走了，12就要来了。。

狮子

探索人心虚时的反应之一

important

月圆之夜

*小男孩*

问题 a.k.a PROBLEMS

100 post! finally finish!!

beach party~!

拔牙记-part 2

拔牙记-part 1

小男孩